her little cuts are bleeding out all over again
she like pick at them and slowly open up her skin
they think the reason that she does this is to impress her friends
but soon they'll all be 6 feet under in the horrid end

we like to pretend that everything is fine 
but then one day we'll all realize its just intertwined
we like to pretend that everything is fine 
but then one day we'll realize its intertwined

you use to call me all time back then on the telephone
but now its hard for you to speak with me when we're all alone
you said you loved me 
I said I loved you too
I'm sorry that I seemed
so awkward I didn't know what to do

you loved me 
and I loved you
but now your gone
and I feel empty without you
you put trust in me
and I failed you
maybe if I tried harder
I'd have saved you

her tiny face is whats keeping me from going insane
theres something horrible thats going on inside of my brain 
I keep on having all these vivid visions of her death
but there's a catch cuz im the one that takes her last breath

I Made Her Do It

Dream

Women Dont Deserve Rights They Deserve Wrongs

u show me u
i know im thru
i know im gone
i know im not
i know im not
i know that i

i lost everything
losing track of everything
falling and i got no wings
falling and i got no wings
falling and i got no wings
i lost all control of me
i lost everything i love
now all i have is what i hate

everything i that embraced
i lost it all lost everything
i hate myself
i wna die
i wna commit suicide
i wna kms today
take the gun and blow my brains
today i will fucking die
im gonna take the shotgun and end my life

i feel like a zombie
swear i dont know my body
i feel so inconclusive
im useless

im useless
to the third degree
losing empathy
filled with apathy

suicide 3

turn down the noise
turn off the lights
we dont have to go out tonight

animal crossing 
and hearts of iron 4
what do we even need parties for

cause you’re my gamer 

everyone else
has passed me by
but you’re still here, and you still try

i wish we could have met 
when we were kids
before we both got messed up inside

gamer

dimetap cover

sadly they didnt have the best anime girl here

i wish you were real

small song i came up with 

lyrics:
when i wake up
i think abt her
i dont need drugs
i just need her hugs 
her pretty hair is long and luscious and	
shes so cute oh my god

its kinda funny
how much i like her
i stalked her twitter
yet again

shes posting pics
shes posting with another guy
but shes so cute oh my god

on my mind 
she stays there
in my dreams 
shes a beam
in my ears
her voice rings
in my heart 
i feel pain
on my mind 
she stays there
in my dreams 
ill see her
shes so cute oh my god

shes so cute oh my god
and she hates me what the fuck
and shes so cute oh my god
and she hates me what the fuck
shes so cute oh my god
and shes so cute oh my god
and she hates me what the fuck
shes so cute oh my god

shes so cute oh my god

[Verse]
I really loved her
She was really cool
I made her songs
And wrote her notes too

She doesn't love me
Anymore
After I poured my 
Love on the floor

[Chorus]
Wish she knew that I loved her
I'd go back to spoil her
Love's too hard, I tried and cried
Now I feel so dead inside

[Verse]
Was it cause I'm stupid?
Or why as it cause I'm dumb?
Why do I always feel
Like I done something wrong?

Unstable for her love
I don't know what I've done
To make her go away from me
Tried so hard she'll never see

[Chorus]
Wish she knew that I loved her
I'd go back to spoil her
Love's too hard, I tried and cried
Now I feel so dead inside

Unstable For Her Love

june 1st 9:30 PM

after all that time of me thinking

I understand the plan I'm making

I understand the lives I'm taking

I understand the lives I'm saving

saving them from reality
from the tv screens 
from the memories
from culture 
I'm a philistine
with suicidal fantasies
taking them to a better place
crimson bliss 
my final day
will I miss my family
guess I'll take mom out with me

even at my happiest 
I still feel the need to die
listening to my recordings 
acting like I have friends by my side
call me delusional I don't care 
sit in my chair and fluoride stare
never needed friends anyway
I know that they'd just get in the way

saving them from reality
from the tv screens 
from the memories
from culture 
I'm a philistine
with suicidal fantasies
taking them to a better place
crimson bliss 
my final day
will I miss my family
guess I'll take mom out with me

I don't want people to suffer
just as I have
my only option is to slaughter 
anyone in my path
they don't deserve to be punished by
this awful world
they have to die
I'm saving them 
I promise you
its better this way 
its what I have to do
they don't deserve to be punished by
this awful world
they have to die
I'm saving them 
I promise you
its better this way 
its what I have to do

saving them from reality
from the tv screens 
from the memories
from culture 
I'm a philistine
with suicidal fantasies
taking them to a better place
crimson bliss 
my final day
will I miss my family
guess I'll take mom out with me
saving them from reality
from the tv screens 
from the memories
from culture 
I'm a philistine
with suicidal fantasies
taking them to a better place
crimson bliss 
my final day
will I miss my family
guess I'll take mom out with me

Saving Them

An experiment with pop music, with the tracks in the album representing the tarot cards and life and the world. Made with Suno.

8 - Strength

TND (Total Negativity Death)
kinda shitpost acc
some cool demos
@losergirlfriend 
is my main

Women Dont Deserve Rights They Deserve Wrongs

Lo2erGirlfriend

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