Is this inspired by the intro of reliable effects by you’ll never get to heaven?

I don’t even know where to start none of my siblings wana talk with me I don’t even know why as the youngest brother between them I don’t have any bond with them when people ask me who are you closest with your brothers I tell them no one they are constantly having fun without me when I try to talk with my big brother to see his day has been all I get is silents nothing else I even doubt if they’ll come to my graduation when I finish school not only that when my friends go out with their siblings I don’t feel jealous I feel sad whh can’t I have the same bond as my friends has am I cursed why do they just ignore me like I never have existed they are constantly out of the house while my ass is always at home doing nothing they hardly even eat at home to the point where I sit at the dinner table eating. By myself I don’t know what to do

This is one of those songs that makes me feel terrified and anxious, but also sincere and humble. It makes me think back to my past self when I first heard this song. It may have been one of the reasons I broke down, but I won't stop listening to this song because of it. This song is almost special to me because I noticed that it makes me calmer and the urge to hurt people around me disappears for a while. I hate it, it makes me feel weak, but it's not that bad, right?

I listen to this song for the past week. My relationship is falling apart and the person I once found comfort with is now dragging me down.

this is what i listened to before i took my own life at 23.08 20th August 2025

inschlofn gonz gonz gemiatlich

It feels like I've forgotten something.

Øneheart - This Feeling (remix) (Slowed + Reverb)

Mindtrap

retire(final).mp3

you can't impress anyone with normal pictures of the sea

a glimpse of heaven, or wherever you are

loser monologue - instrumental

Stream "in another life" a sequal to "see you in heaven"

https://lnk.dmsmusic.co/lochhaven_inanotherlife

released via @listen24seven

Watch on Youtube: 
https://youtu.be/BDf0HngLDU8

see you in heaven - single

see you in heaven

Stream

DISCLAIMER : This track explores themes of mental anguish and self-destruction. If you are struggling, please seek help. You are not alone.

playlist with songs like this : https://open.spotify.com/playlist/1gBKGsn4v0dUPp9H9W7ayS?si=7Z0jHKvoRMitr27P5XmXqA
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Spotify

my little winter.

AndYetYouTryToComeBackOnceInAWhile

not recommended for listening if you have suicidal thoughts. it's all in your head. It will be much better if you change your playlist. thanks

spotify - https://open.spotify.com/album/40njHIBZY0OnjuKEPKC9pu?si=Dgpu5ZQ9RqGJrE62MYVpCw

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Lyrics: 

My footsteps tread
Lie low and lone the silent dead,
Beneath the turf, beneath the mould,
Forever dark, forever cold,
And my eyes cannot hold the tears
That memory hoards from vanished years
For Time and Death and Mortal pain
Give wounds that will not heal again,
Let me remember half the woe
I've seen and heard and felt below,
And Heaven itself, so pure and blest,
Could never give my spirit rest,
Sweet land of light! thy children fair
Know nought akin to our despair,
Nor have they felt, nor can they tell
What tenants haunt each mortal cell,
What gloomy guests we hold within,
Torments and madness, tears and sin!
Well, may they live in ectasy
Their long eternity of joy;
At least we would not bring them down
With us to weep, with us to groan,
No, Earth would wish no other sphere
To taste her cup of sufferings drear;
She turns from Heaven with a careless eye
And only mourns that we must die!

derealization

stream: https://open.spotify.com/track/2btLchuHTdHf9T128wudwu

Empty Hours

Mindtrap (Slowed)

Deep Sleep Twenty Nine

flatsound - a dream

Somewhere in the Distance, Somewhere Toward the Mountains

A Dream

18 yo ambient artist born in Martinsburg, Wv

Contact: lochhavenmusic@gmail.com

see you in heaven

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