Is this inspired by the intro of reliable effects by you’ll never get to heaven?

I don’t even know where to start none of my siblings wana talk with me I don’t even know why as the youngest brother between them I don’t have any bond with them when people ask me who are you closest with your brothers I tell them no one they are constantly having fun without me when I try to talk with my big brother to see his day has been all I get is silents nothing else I even doubt if they’ll come to my graduation when I finish school not only that when my friends go out with their siblings I don’t feel jealous I feel sad whh can’t I have the same bond as my friends has am I cursed why do they just ignore me like I never have existed they are constantly out of the house while my ass is always at home doing nothing they hardly even eat at home to the point where I sit at the dinner table eating. By myself I don’t know what to do

This is one of those songs that makes me feel terrified and anxious, but also sincere and humble. It makes me think back to my past self when I first heard this song. It may have been one of the reasons I broke down, but I won't stop listening to this song because of it. This song is almost special to me because I noticed that it makes me calmer and the urge to hurt people around me disappears for a while. I hate it, it makes me feel weak, but it's not that bad, right?

I listen to this song for the past week. My relationship is falling apart and the person I once found comfort with is now dragging me down.

this is what i listened to before i took my own life at 23.08 20th August 2025

emptiness

You left me on suicide sunday(slowed)

prelude (late night calls - retro aesthetic boy)

Nothing Happened At All by Take care

song - dream by salvia palth 

salvia palth Spotify link ~ https://open.spotify.com/artist/0pg0Zm8FsGAYy5kdHuBnSo?autoplay=true&source_application=google_assistant

photo by u/racc_d on r/LiminalSpace :)

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Mindtrap

loser monologue - instrumental

derealization

Stream "in another life" a sequal to "see you in heaven"

https://lnk.dmsmusic.co/lochhaven_inanotherlife

released via @listen24seven

Watch on Youtube: 
https://youtu.be/BDf0HngLDU8

see you in heaven - single

see you in heaven

Stream

AndYetYouTryToComeBackOnceInAWhile

Presave/Stream "in another life" a sequal to "see you in heaven"

lnk.dmsmusic.co/lochhaven_inanotherlife

released via @listen24seven

See You In Heaven (slowed) - single

See You In Heaven (slowed)

Spotify

Chris Petra - Forevermore (slowed).mp3

stream: https://open.spotify.com/track/2btLchuHTdHf9T128wudwu

Empty Hours

Mindtrap (Slowed)

Links

harmony

flatsound - a dream

18 yo ambient artist born in Martinsburg, Wv

Contact: lochhavenmusic@gmail.com

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