This is How we rise

Lyrics:

its like a fire in my brain has been turned off
its like the memories from childhood have been lost
its like i'm swimming in a pool of my emotions
but i cant figure out where them emotions have come from

is this what it feels like to be alone
if it is i don't think i can cope
i spoke to mum last night she said have hope
i said i wish that i could see you through the phone

twisted feelings
cant deny it
try to hide it
you are lyin

i let it out thats where it all began
like pandoras box its growing out of hand
the horizon is in front of us again
as were sailing no regrets to our amends

twisted feelings
cant describe it
try to hide it
n stop the sirens

twisted feelings
cant deny it
try to hide it
you are lyin

Twisted Feelings

i dont care, im just having fun with the lyrics, writing about stuff thats just not who i am. and at the end of the song i realise that some hoe aint really what i want. im not actually happy being a player. if only i could just express what i really mean... *cut to "What I Really Mean"*

LYRICS 

she call me daddy? cool
dont take me for a fool

she call me daddy? cool
dont take me for a fool
show her what im made of!

make a bad bitch drool now
hoe #72 in the bag now
got her, her and you
whats your name tho?
i already forgot where you came from 
so leave the past in the past
takin it slow but she made me cum fast
spillin them things i dont wanna confess
poppin them drinks who do i wanna impress?

she call me daddy? cool
dont take me for a fool
show her what im made of!

hope i can see you soon
maybe today at noon
come on girl lets have fun!

i can take you to Portugal
make it real
did you know
"o sol tambem e uma strella"
that means:
youre a hella
killa
fella
a rebella
if i let her
cuz she wont do what i tell her
thats good tho
cuz it means she aint like the other hoes
crawlin back to me takin off all of their clothes
but im sorry im closed!

-Daddy? Cool.-

Written, produced, mixed and performed by ASHLAND

Three Clicks

Daddy? Cool.

ASHLAND - Daddy? Cool.

ekko

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recovering

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𝘛𝘩𝘦 𝘋𝘢𝘺 𝘛𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘛𝘩𝘦 𝘙𝘢𝘪𝘯 𝘋𝘪𝘦𝘥

A reverb version of please never fall in love again. Song Credits goes to Ollie MN

Please never fall in love again - Ollie MN // reverb

75 BPM LoFi Hiphop beats with a relaxed guitar

Vega Nights (Guitar Edit)

Sampled Billie Eilish here. For the second time now.

Happy with the way it came out!

*yes, I am a fan*

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