Beat prod by: @sorrow_bringer
Cover art by me
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[Lyrics]
Pacing through the city, gritty nothing pretty
Cigarette lit I spit on the concrete
Living with no pity, walking shoes that fit me
Cigarette ash spend cash on the bar street

Alcohol up in my system and I'm far away from home
Chilling with the homies in the city, drinking as we roam
Alienated misfit from the north, feeling wrong
I can never shake that feeling that I don't belong
Right here, right there
No matter where the place be
Never been a minute that I ever really felt like me
Way past midnight, lights everywhere they shine so bright all I can see
Pain and torture, dark outside, but still it be fucking high degrees

Pacing through the city, gritty nothing pretty
Cigarette lit I spit on the concrete
Living with no pity, walking shoes that fit me
Cigarette ash spend cash on the bar street

Day to turn night and the streets come alive
Walking through the sea of people hoping I survive
Cause you know I never sleep good I'm always deprived
Hotell 1944 like liberation arrived

Pacing through the city, gritty nothing pretty
Cigarette lit I spit on the concrete
Living with no pity, walking shoes that fit me
Cigarette ash spend cash on the bar street

EindhovenDowntown (Prod. Sorrow Bringer)

I been thinking about all the times I was an asshole 
And I never really tell you that I’m sorry so 
I figured that I’d lay it down you always do the most 
And I never do the most 
I hope you don’t wanna go go 

Fucked up let me breathe for a minute 
That’s some tough luck 
Had enough of me for a minute 
 Cause I’m coming down 
And it can’t be 

Laying here face down on the concrete 

Cause I’m really fucked up let me breathe for a minute 

That’s some tough luck 
Had enough of me for a minute 
 Cause I’m coming down 
And it can’t be 

Laying here face down on the concrete 

Everyday I grow older
Start to think every single day grows colder

Everyday a lil less sober 
Tryna find a way to get the least fucked over 

But nah everything kosher 
Cause ion wanna talk and plus I’m on a low motor 
I’m really sorry what I wrote her 
Ion wanna fight can you please come over 

 fucked up let me breathe for a minute 

That’s some tough luck 
Had enough of me for a minute 
 Cause I’m coming down 
And it can’t be 

Laying here face down on the concrete 

Cause I’m really fucked up let me breathe for a minute 

That’s some tough luck 
Had enough of me for a minute 
 Cause I’m coming down 
And it can’t be 

Laying here face down on the concrete 
(X2)
#indierock #punkrock

GrowsColder

GrowsColder (Prod. xmichaelwarren)

PRODUCED BY 13SENPAI
TRAGEDY MIXTAPE COMING SOON

LYRICS:
All my demons talk to me about you
All my demons talk to me yeah
Voices in my head stay screamin out
N I keep forgettin how to breathe

I feel alive when I’m dreaming about you
Yeah I feel alive gettin high for no reason
Saw the moonlight shine through the trees n I knew
That soon you would be leavin

Please just don’t forget me
This life is so depressin
I know it’s hard not regressing
They’ll use your weakness as a weapon don’t let it show

MOONLIGHT ON A BLOODSOAKED EVENING (PROD. 13SENPAI)

ILL MINDED 2K25

1.) I KEEP ON SMOKIN TOO MUCH
2.) YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN (SWKILLA)
3.) STUCK INSIDE THA MUD
4.) SOME NIGHTS
5.) CREEPIN IN DA CIVIC
6.) OUTRO (INSTRUMENTAL)

OCTOBER MIX [Prod. ENVIOUS] (FULL TAPE)

$UICIDEBOY$ TYPE BEAT “HOLLOWCLIP$”

PRODUCED BY 13SENPAI
TRAGEDY MIXTAPE ON THE WAY
FEELING SO LIFELESS, FEELING SO HOPELESS..

LYRICS:
Walk this path alone
Always on my own
Don’t got nowhere to go

One step at a time

Go

Gots to get to where I’m going gotta keep shit rollin
Shits crazy yeah I know it
N my hearts still broken
Feelin so lifeless I’m feelin so hopeless

N that’s why I’m still smokin
Big bags got me feelin wavy like the ocean
Still it ain’t enough to take away my emotions
I’m feelin so dead wonder where the fuck my soul went

NOWHERE TO GO (PROD. 13SENPAI)

DEAD END PROD. 13SENPAI

LOOK OUT THE WINDOW PROD. 13SENPAI

GREY SKIES OVER DEAD TREES PROD. 13SENPAI

$UICIDEBOY$ TYPE BEAT "THY WILL BE DONE" (PART III)

NOW ITS A DIFFERENT TYPE OF PAIN 


LYRICS:

I SMOKE THIS WEED
GET IN MY HEAD
I START TO THINK ABOUT IT ALL
IT MAKES IT HARD TO REST IN BED
SO I STAND UP WALK OUT THE DO
AND DOWN THE STREET I WALK
I TRY TO CLEAR MY MIND BUT ITS ALL FLOODING IN
MEMORIES FROM YEARS AGO
THE PAIN THAT I USED TO BE IN
MANE THIS LIFE SO HARD I SWEAR IM WATCHIN ANGELS DIE
AROUND THE CORNER COULD BE LURKING SOMETHING
THAT MIGHT CHANGE MY LIFE
THATS FOR THE WORSE OR FOR THE BETTER
MANE BUT HOW I FEEL INSIDE?
I BEEN SUFFERING TOO LONG
SHOULD I SEEK HELP SWALLOW MY PRIDE?

IM HOLDIN ON
BUT ITS A STRUGGLE MANE I MUST ADMIT
VITALITY SEEMING TO CEASE
EVERY BREATH EVERY TIME THAT I BLINK
SURPRISIN THAT IM STILL EXISTIN
ALL THE TRAUMA THAT I BEEN PUSHING THROUGH
IN ONE HAND GOT ALL OF THESE WISHES
BUT AT THE END OF THE DAY NOT A SINGLE THING CHANGE
AND IM SWALLOWED UP BY MY DEPRESSION

LOOK OUT THE WINDOW PROD. 13SENPAI

DEATH PLUS