“3AM” is a late-night confession — a snapshot of silence, regret, and self-reflection.
Written in the stillness of early morning hours, this track captures the weight of memory and the numb drift through emotion. It’s about losing people, losing yourself, and still reaching for clarity through the chaos.

With a moody, atmospheric beat and vulnerable lyricism, “3AM” sits somewhere between lo-fi trap and R&B. It’s a moment of truth told through melody — raw, simple, and real.

Written, performed, and recorded by Brandon Giles
Mixed at Fang Studios

3 AM

**LYRICS**

make believe

and after all the time, i said im fine, just one of my lies, said im nice, lets make believe, fake it till you make it said, aint able to my goals achieve, well LA just makes believe

karma this what i receive, after what i gave… fuck my place, houston i have problems now im leavin it to whitney, open up the bottle fuck my liver and my kidney

Døx singin bout a place, hope my hurt could stay on my space, cause is fuckin up my place, really loved her face, next thing i know its just another phase, 

get used to same old places
same old faces
my same old vices
my emo voice is —

and after all the time, i said im fine, just one of my lies, said im nice, lets make believe, fake it till you make it said, aint able to my goals achieve, well LA just makes believe

they told dont hate ur place, cause aint nothing like the home this what u got on ur face, my left me at young age, fucked up was in front my face, no this not an emo phase

but inside this place, mix cheap liquor with some ice aint that nice? 
or is it just another lie? 
but before i say goodbye, 
lets have a good time, cause im
running outta life…

and after all the time, i said im fine, just one of my lies, said im nice, lets make believe, fake it till you make it said, aint able to my goals achieve, well LA just makes believe

it went down inside my place, like i met her on myspace, shed knew this aint not no emo phase, tears run down my face, said im fine 1 time, today just make believe, karma u get what u give, it is what it is, loves just make believe, give more than received lets just make believe…

Make believe (Prod. CapsCtrl)

BRENNAN SAVAGE X LILGYMSHORTS - TTG FREESTYLE

Free Download: http://bit.ly/2usBDT2

Production by: @mvdrid
Mixed by: $igil
Mastered by: @blowebeats

LYRICS

I’m searching for different reasons and meanings
but nothing i can do to seize what i’m feeling 
it's tearing me down till im begging and beating
on God’s door to take me in now i am leaving
I dont wanna stay.
Do not wanna see just what i could make out of one other day
if i put it all on the line, put it at stake
na fuck that ima just waste away

ready to go.  empty my soul.
nothing is left for me here anymore
and take it away i do not want to grow
this is the mind of a fool, Not my own.
I suppose, that i’ve been here before
you relating to me, well i'm relating some more
just relaying the speech and then it's taking its course
while i sit back backwood sparkin on the porch

I dont need no one in my life
listen in, cuz i dont really wanna say it twice
but sometimes it would be so nice
someone to spend some time 
with a similar mind that i can delve inside
but in this hell that’s vivid i can't seem to find
anyone that's living to compete with my mind
swear they thinking that i'm crazy really i dont even mind
i dont even got the time, hold it down for me and mine

So if you want what i got
you can come up to me
put it down on the spot
Eyes lock.  You drop.
Premeditated this just what i thought
now you are nothing and i stand on top
defeating the game and then swallowed the lock.
Consciiious




$igil /// Consciiious

$igil - Searching (Prod. Mvdrid)

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CHARIOT (OFFICIAL VIDEO) out now: https://youtu.be/AEp5osckOdA

Give me a sign, show me my worth
I'm getting high till none of it hurts
not asking god or talking to her
just losing my mind and trying to make sure
I fell apart, you played a part
I wrote it down, they labeled it art
not gonna finish, why did I start
not even hungry and I'm gonna starve
I'll have a drink, you'll take a nap
wake up at 8, wont know where I'm at
I'm on the 5, can't walk a straight line
but I'm alive and I'm gonna be fine

6HOST WORLD

INTERSTATE (feat. POLO)

i guess it doesnt matter what i say or what ive seen
you stuck what i felt for you in the pocket of your jeans
i guess it doesnt matter what i am or pretend to be
cause its her youll always love and her ill always envy

now the only time i see yous in my fuckin dreams
and now i dont know who to trust or what i should believe
and theres nothin that i can say so i just watched you leave
i cant believe i let you leave

but i dont wanna go through it all again
thought i found someone i trust but you aint my friend
and after all this shit i been feelin dead
now i have to readjust to being alone again

i guess it doesnt matter what i say or what ive seen
you stuck what i felt for you in the pocket of your jeans
i guess it doesnt matter what i am or pretend to be
cause its her youll always love and her ill always envy

saw you in the background thought youd never turn around
thought youd cut me like the coke that we blow now
i never know now if youre gonna come around
i never know now if youre really so down

like you say you are you make me feel like a star
but is it true or is it all fuckin lies
tell me lies i just wanna fuckin die
it doesnt really matter i can see it in your eyes

i aint gonna play around bitch you better pay me now
thought youd love me like im all you care about
know you care about me but you still doubt me
tell me baby will i ever be enough

now i really just wanna give up
tell me baby have you seen what ive become
now i really just wanna give up
i just wanna give up

Recurring Thoughts

DEATH PLUS