Welcome To My World

Euphoria

escape

Aint Got Time

This Is The Reason I Haven't Killed Myself Yet

sadness (prod. by gloomscott)

White Trash

NA$TY MATT - Scary Paradise ft. Fifty Grand

Production by: @anobodyreally
Mixed and Mastered by: @blowebeats

LYRICS

my heart been broken into pieces from the start
no i never fit in didn’t play that part
was eleven years old cutting blades in the dark
only tell it how it is this the way that it start.
no i don’t feel any love with these blades in my heart
it's the same as Three of Swords, guess what’s on my tarot cards
i don’t mean to be a bother but i wonder what it costs?
when you sell yourself out and you know you’re really lost.
is it eating you at night, think i see it when you talk
you could leave it all behind, and so can i, why not.  
i don’t really wanna try, i don’t think you wanna watch
life a race against the clock and i don't know how much i got
but i didn’t live enough, and i admit that i’d given up
lifting up my head when i’m waking up, instead,
i’ve been wishing i was dead, but i can’t leave yet
there’s just too much left that’s been left unsaid
by me, by i, by the one who sees through my eyes.
i can’t leave, but i can’t decide
what does it mean that i am alive?
it seems to me i only live inside my dreams
that’s why i’m making them mine
with the help of some others with similar minds
i developed a skill i will use till i die.

$igil - Three of Swords (Prod. ʎpoqou)

The Way I See You

lyrics:
when i close my eyes now
i can see your face but
i can not erase it
i can not replace it
feels like it was yesterday
i used to see you everyday
i remember everything
i don't want you to fade away
i still pretend that you are here
watch me look into the mirror
disappear then reappear
hanging from the chandelier
i wish i was alive again
wish i cloud be by your side
now i just flout around our room and cry
every day and every night

i am a lost soul
without you
i am a lost soul
without you
i hope that you die so that you can come back to me
i am a lost soul
i feel alone without you i am half of me
i am a lost soul

OmenXIII - a letter to the living [prod. color hue]

Why Do They Talk?

Never Know

Why Do They Talk?

DEATH PLUS