Furry Music

stuff that ain't on Spotify

that one emo ass playlist

The song is from YonKaGor : https://youtu.be/B7-DJvbOa9Y
All credit goes to them
This is not my song
I just wanted this song on Soundcloud, I'm going to get rid of it if he uploads it on here

Telecaster B-Boy (YonKaGor)(Cover/Arrangement)

24.11.22 Kennyoung - Parasocial

fine - Lemon Demon // sped up

It's been 3 years and I still feel like I should kill myself
'Cause I don't know how much longer I have to suffer
From my feelings and the past that you'd never guess

And you think that I'm fine 'cause you never see me twice
Hiding in my room is never gonna' be alright
I'm alone in the dark, close my eyes, I don't wanna' cry

I'm such a fuckin' loner, I just wish I was a goner
Hope my dead fuckin' body can be found around the corner
'Cause no one needs to know how long I've been getting sad

It's been awhile since I last talked to friends I used to see
Never called me back to meet 'cause they just needed my money
And they have someone else to talk about how pathetic I have been

I hate to agree, but I think I'm gonna' be-
A loner and alone, there's nothing left inside of me
I just need somebody to love me but I'm not worth it 'cause...

I'm such a fuckin' loner, I just wish I was a goner
Hope my dead fuckin' body can be found around the corner
'Cause no one needs to know how long I've been getting sad

And I'll be thinking about the last time we met before the day
I wish I could take you back but now I know it is too late
I think it's time to end, I've got nothing left to say

I'm such a fuckin' loner, I just wish I was a goner
Hope my dead fuckin' body can be found around the corner
'Cause no one needs to know how long I've been getting sad

I'm such a fuckin' loner, I just wish I was a goner
Hope my dead fuckin' body can be found around the corner
'Cause no one needs to know how long I've been getting sad

And I'll be thinking about the last time we met before the day
I wish I could get you back but now I know it is too late
I think it's time to end, I've got nothing left to say

Got nothing left to say...
There's nothing left to say...

KennYoung - Loner

Cigarettes and alcohol
My eyes get closed but I cannot sleep
Cigarettes and alcohol
Now this is my reality
Cigarettes and alcohol
Pull me out of society
Cigarettes and alcohol
I live with my anxiety

Cigarettes and alcohol
It keeps me falling into deep
Cigarettes and alcohol
I don't need pills 'cause my mind is cheap
I regret 'cause I recall
I'm trying to kill my memories
With cigarettes and alcohol
I'm dying as I'm meant to be

So kiss me like we're numb to death
I'm ready to get sick again
Keep sucking out until we're dead and gone

My blood dances in my veins
And it stirs my brain like a hurricane
I cannot help but kill myself
With cigarettes and alcohol
Cigarettes and alcohol

Kiss me like we're numb to death
I'm ready to get sick again
Keep sucking out until we're dead and gone

My blood dances in my veins
And it stirs my brain like a hurricane
I cannot help but drown myself in pain

So kiss me like we're numb to death
I'm ready to get sick again
Keep sucking out until we're dead and gone

My blood dances in my veins
And it stirs my brain like a hurricane
I cannot help but kill myself
With cigarettes and alcohol
Cigarettes and alcohol
Cigarettes and alcohol
Cigarettes and alcohol

KennYoung - Cigarettes & Alcohol

Another night
You'd shiver in the dusty corner
Singing out of tune

Another thought
Strikes you to the bone and bothers
It's taking over you

And I've been thinking of
The memories and the words inside her
I guess it's good enough
To remind me who you were

A daydreamer
An outsider
The famous loner
Had nothing left to lose

A life giver
A lost lover
My suicider
Had no way left to choose for living

Another fight
Your face is in the broken mirror
She holds a razor blade

A second chance
But nothing has been changed and better
And probably you'd regret

And I've been thinking of
The dirty days we wasted together
I guess it's good enough
To remind me who we were

Heart breakers
Trouble makers
And brutal lovers
Had nothing left to lose

Lonely dreamers
Non believers
And suiciders
Had no way left to choose for living

A daydreamer
An outsider
The famous loner
Had nothing left to lose

A life giver
A lost lover
My suicider
Had no way left to choose

Heart breakers
Trouble makers
And brutal lovers
Had nothing left to lose

Lonely dreamers
Non believers
And suiciders
Had no way left to choose for living

No way left to choose for living
No way left to choose for living

KennYoung - Suicider

Kenny & Kogey - I Miss You (blink-182 Cover) -kennyoung

Neck Deep - December (Cover) -kennyoung

I was practicing songs that aren't so happy like what I usually make. I'm kinda happy by how this came out.
This is my first time making a song like this, so the lyrics and music might sound weird.
I hope my accent doesn't ruin the song

Music Instrumentals/Vocals/Lyrics by JonKaGor

Lyrics :

If I told some words of truth
They're 'lies' that you can't take
As if I wasn't there for you
You said my words were fake

Tho I want to give you love
You'll see them as a threat
But your eyes start to blur
And I tried to fake a smile

I saw your heart fall apart
As you were crying from the start
What I tried to cheer was something
Meaningless

But I was careless enough
To leave mistakes without a shame
And I was the only one to blame

Let's dance and swing it is a never ending play
While the audience watch us
Don't tell me what to do
Now, let the song that brought me far away
Suffocate me as I fail to stay

Tho I know that you were sad
You were no longer there
If I knew the end would be bad
I wouldn't make you smile

And now that I can't find
The things that might have changed
The memories inside my mind
They can't be rearranged

And because I was the one
Who told you something that you want
What I tried to tell was something
Meaningless

But I was stupid enough
Explaining things you can't believe
Grief was the only thing I achieved

"Please smile, don't cry!" I shouted your name from the stage
O, turn your head to me cause
I'm not pretending to love
Why can't I just give your heart a trace?
As if my voice can't reach you in this place

"I'm sorry"

Dance and swing 'cause this show doesn't have an end
While the audience mock me
Don't tell me what to do
Now, so long, goodbye you'll never be a friend
Let's watch the 'dreams' that we used to pretend

If I told some words of truth
They're secrets you can't take
As if I wasn't there for you
Your love to me is fake

JonKaGor - Unscripted Play

New LP -> https://lemondemon.bandcamp.com/album/spirit-phone

Lemon Demon ~ Cabinet Man

Lemon Demon - Fine

COPYCAT (Grilled Fish MIX)

Music/Lyrics/Vocals by JonKaGor
Lyrics help by MelloRange
Bandcamp : http://jonkagor.bandcamp.com/track/artificial-abandonment

Lyrics :
If I was really a treasure to you
I'm deserted by the one I trusted the most 
Knowing you'll do the same as everyone
I'll be removed and you will be gone

"Please, don't ever try to leave me behind"
But clearly, I know from the start, it's a lie
Seeing you laugh with the figures you love
To all you call 'precious', replace me now

In this world, we keep lusting for something new
One day slowly all will forget with it too
Finally, we'll crave for abandonment
then end up discarding ourselves

If I was really a treasure to you
I'm deserted by the one I trusted the most
Scared that you'll do the same as everyone
I have left you before it is done

"Please, don't ever try to leave me behind"
But clearly, I know from the start, it's a lie
That time you smiled next to me who you loved
As you called me 'precious', don't leave me now

And somehow your hand is now out of my reach
My voice can be heard, but there's no way to speak
I lied that seeing your smile from afar
Will always be enough for me

And though,
In this world we keep lusting for something new
One day slowly all will forget with it too 
In the end, who craved for abandonment
Was this creature I call 'myself'

Artificial Abandonment

"Amnesia Was Her Name" by Lemon Demon, featured on the album View-Monster

View-Monster

Lemon Demon - Amnesia Was Her Name

"Modify" by Lemon Demon, which is a bonus track featured on the album View-Monster

Buy The Album Here - https://lemondemon.bandcamp.com/album/view-monster

Lemon Demon - Modify

Lone Dance (Doodle)

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Kenny & Kogey - I Miss You (blink-182 Cover) -kennyoung

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