produced by farewell , again


lyrics


falling for you over again 

condemn myself ,

if were only friends 

tend to hold myself , of all my lonely trends 

spending time with you , own intents 

prevent my love from going cold again 

prevent my touch from growing old again

i will give you what you need 

i’ll just hold til then told to me ,

you won’t go again promised me ,

 you’ll show no resent 

so when you’re holding me and when i’m holding back 

do you think of me , like we’re more again ? 

shown your friends how you’re in my bed

now i’m in my head cause i want you again

Something You Would Say

computer screens

day 3

lyrics

you come out when i sleep
and walk all over my dreams
you tore me to the bed and I couldnt breathe
i've held my eyes shut all week

i'm holding down the wildfires
with picture perfect nightskies
if you call I might cry
for now i'll lay a light sigh

wait for the sunrise
no patience you're out of your mind
I loved you one time in my life
and I could for more than eternity
yeah tha is what I said
hold me firm, ill grip you to the end 
know its hard but something better left
left alone when inside it is dead

no sound of a breathe when you're waking 
went cold yeah he just couldn't make it
it's all smoke when you live for the payment 
tears turn to shards and you'll start to get anxious

no waiting, no saving 
too late in this mist i'm fading 
rung smoke, I got blunts piling up like pages
bong rips, see the sky go from clear to anxious

i'm so jaded, think I'm hated
I'm not drunk enough, i'm caving
dark surrounds my soul
I dug deep to get out of this hole
but there's more to this than you could ever know
throw wood fire in the pile just to watch it grow
sparks being sent to where my energy went
I'm just trying to find home

hold heart there's no remedy
just get lost in the seven seas
don't lose sleep on where you're meant to be
but lose breath on the memories

we hid in the shadows and got stuck in the pages
and now we know that this is one for the ages
casting the spells like your blood is of mages
I've got a viking heart, I'm courages

it might be all they're offering 
but I fought for this 
burning the land in return for the conquering
couldn't stand for this had to drift with the ocean
drift with the wind while enchanting my potions

rant my emotions
is it open i'm hoping
this undertone comes with a gift and a notice
the smoke in the distance the quickest erosion 
can't lie to myself do I live with this knowing

wildfire

wildfire (jacob vallen)

dedicated to Will ༓ ☾.｡*ﾟ+. *. 
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thank u to atlas for the amazing verse ily
thank u to my awesome gf for singing the hook for me 
prod @ me

hey u

hey u (feat. atlas)

Everybody is so fake where I from
Nearxiety found a bitch and carried home
I don’t if care 
if I die all the night all alone
Tell you really know about me
Can see my pieces on the ground
Everybody looks so funny and they just act care about
I just hang tha shit because tha shit don’t let me down
I be smoking my weed 
Forget tha shit just let they out

Fucked up right now
Fall till the ground
They just let me down 
But never let me fall

Fucked up till the ground
Die slowly
Freak out
White snow
On my nose now
Blood falling from my wrist I just get fucked up right now

Fucked up right now 
Fall till the ground 
I hanging on
Don’t freak out

Fucked up till the ground
Dyin' slow
Freak out
White snow on my nose now
Blood falling from my wrist 
I just get fucked up right now

Everybody is so fake where I from
Nearxiety found a bitch and carried home
I don’t if care if I die all the night all alone

Let Them Out (prod. Syreeni)

Well, it's two in the morning, and I know I shouldn't be calling 
While you're laying next to him in my shirt
Do you laugh with him like we used to
Does he bring you flowers like I used to
Does he take you out in the rain, and dance with you
Do you miss the way that my voice sounds
If you do can you pick up right now
'Cause all I think about is missing you

You used to dance with flowers in your hair
An empty room but I still feel you here
And it's quiet now, but still rings so loud
It's so much harder now just to live without you

If we had a second chance would you take it
And if I gave you my heart would you break it
Again and again and again and again, all over again

You used to dance with flowers in your hair
An empty room but I still feel you here
And it's quiet now, but still rings so loud
It's so much harder now just to live without you

If you were to come back home
Then this would be all okay

Spotify

0821 (pekarot)

lyrics:


I took some pills
I need to feel right
I wish it was real when I see you by my side

I can imagine a new world when I close my eyes

everything is so good
maybe in another life

this could work
and you would treat me right

no one ever did
It always hurts like it's the first time

and I know, and I know, and I know, and I know
It's just a fantasy I have in my mind
but you know, but you know, but you know, but you know
This helps me not to want to die


come on, baby
Do you want me, uh?
tell the truth, even though you do not love me, you still call me "boo"

Are you still goinna kiss me and say you love me like you did at school?

No,I don't think so

So now I'm all alone
and you're the reason why I wrote this song

because I thought I could try
I could try to make you mine

Pills (heydium)

Delivrance

@deliverbonjovi

cracked bottles on my grave, love
find me faded by the lake while the rain hits my head
hard times been feelin never endin
red wine in my cup, that's the best that ive been

i'll b there like a record u forgot that u had
take care, ur the only love that i ever had
i'll b there like a photo u found under ur bed
take care, ur the only one inside of my head

im gone, dont give a fuck about what u said
black heart, red blood on the end of my pen
writing wrongs in these songs, try the best that i can
gave my all to the wrong bitch, and now i feel dead
no i cannot wife that
i can barely hit without catchin feelings
and i know how much u like that
yeah, tell me how u like that

i'll b there like a record u forgot that u had
take care, ur the only love that i ever had
i'll b there like a photo u found under ur bed
take care, ur the only one inside of my head

inside my head
in the deepest parts of my mind
lays the severed ties
to myself, shown with bloodshot eyes
close them for a second
dont know, what could u miss?
secrets locked behind the lips
on her hips
blades on my wrist for the 5th time
i cant fuck with shit
i thought for a second there
that i had ur heart
like u had my ear
now i played my part
come and look right here
take a shot in the dark
when the rain gets near
i know it looks so far
but it all gets clear
with each and every knife in the back
dont miss me too much
im never coming back

Follow me <3

i'll b there (prod. deliverthecrush)

no samples
prod. 1080p dreams

lyrics:
and all I can do now is wait for my demise
cause every dream I once had has slowly gone astray
I know it's hard for you to look me in the eyes
so I'll just put my head down and slowly walk away
and I know the way I've been living isn't right
but I'm sick of hearing all this unsolicited advice
if I'm capable of change, I know I'll have to fight
but I think I'd much rather just disappear into the night
I've been heading down the wrong path for forever
or at least as long as I remember
at this rate I'll be gone by mid-november
only to be forgotten in december
the consequences of all my stupid actions
have caught up to me and they could end me any day
if I could go back, I'd let the same things happen
because I know I never stood a chance anyway
feeling so forlorn, I wish I could be erased
wandering around alone because I never found my place
society doesn't want me because I couldn't get the grades
but I'm not cool in the scene cause there's no tattoos on my face
I've been heading down the wrong path for forever
or at least as long as I remember
at this rate I'll be gone by mid-november
only to be forgotten in december
free will is only a deception
my fate was always misdirection
cancel all my interventions
I've been on the wrong path since my conception
and there's no way of getting off
there's no way of getting off 
I've been heading down the wrong path for forever
or at least as long as I remember
at this rate I'll be gone by mid-november
only to be forgotten
I've been heading down the wrong path for forever
or at least as long as I remember
at this rate I'll be gone by mid-november
only to be forgotten in december
I've been heading down the wrong path for forever (free will is only a deception)
or at least as long as I remember (my fate was always misdirection)
at this rate I'll be gone by mid-november (cancel all my interventions)
only to be forgotten in december (I've been on the wrong path since my conception)
and there's no way of getting off
there's no way of getting off 
now they're laughing at me like a funny movie
while life keeps fucking me hard like a slutty groupie
this city is forsaken and the sun is gloomy
I don't know what to make of all this ugly beauty
forever consumed by all my frustrations
no longer solitude, just isolation
I close my eyes to try and find a place that's far away from here

Stream on Spotify

wrong path

produced by taylor morgan + saint tomorrow
artwork by @wgm_v

lyrics:
when u get out of work can u drop me a line
cuz i just miss the sound of your voice
and i know that i can be moody sometimes
but i promise that it's not my choice
i'm not thinking about leaving
i just think that we need some time
i don't know if it's the right thing to do 
to release u

do u remember when we saw that terrible movie
and laughed until we were in tears
we were so young then
it's crazy to think how much changed 
throughout all of the years
and if seeing is believing
then i've seen that our love was true
i don't know if it's the right thing to do
to release u

hey u (feat. atlas)

logan bleu