[notes:// 5/10/21 // hey guys, last little message im leaving 4 u all. This is gna be automatically uploaded on the date of release so I really hope you guys enjoy this. This hiatus was just the best choice for me and I hope you guys will continue to support me through it. This will also be dropped on the date @ihatebixby drops his comeback so please support him lots! + I love @sasaeng so much so please go support with everything as well! Love you all a lot and leave something nice for me in the comments 4 when I come back <3 - love ketsai]
 
"You took the risk, you can't give up here, you've gone too far to just stop now. Even if the chance of escaping is against your odds, you'll take those odds and keep persevering, a gamble which you must take.  
Enter: V

house of cards: gamble
@ketsai
@sasaeng
@kimzhel
@oursafehaven

[hook]
I can take you there if you want
haré como si, my corazon
Llamame cuando quieras, baby girl tu la primera
all in, just u and me, y aqui? esperando privacy
do if you want, do it when you need
play the cards, i dont know if you can beat me

our love, u know its a gamble
call the bluff, u know I'm not able
two times, double up on the table
we gon keep it going till our bodies are unstable 2x

all in, just u and me, y aqui? esperando privacy
do if you want, do it when you need
play the cards, i dont know if you can beat me

[verse]
u kno we don't have much time
run it back gotta press rewind
u'kno u been on my mind
girl i cant even lie

you're thinking too much
ion give af
i done failed so whats the cost
and i think too much
talk too much
swear i always feel so lost ~ 2x
-
if u look in between my eyes
then you'd literally be suprised
and its hard to be
with somebody else :( ~ 2x

hook repeats

house of cards ft. sasaeng (kimzhel*lovbug)

stuffin magz 🛍️🛍️ (emorave x delto)

I was just hoping for another day
I'm running out of everything to say
and when im coming back it should be the same
when we're falling out there won't be no one to blame

and I wanna kill myself when i got nothing to do
i wanna come over and make it better make it right with you
i wanna come over to you (to you)
you tryna see me through(through)?
im finna show you how I do

scars, on the floor you could see the blood falling
blowin up my phone yea she stay steady callin
im in love with money little bch I call it balling
I dont wanna talk anymore and now she sobbing

i cant answer anymore questions
i can do it anymore in the end so i left it
leave him bleeding out on the floor call drainage
turn that boy into a mark thats why we call it stainage
(2x)

wait up again, im forgetting what you said
calling on my phone id rather you leave me out for dead
call back on your phone and leave a voicemail what you said
"i dont wanna do it again, i dont wanna do it again"

do it again (8x)

falling on the floor and im not doing it again
im getting my money give a fuck bout what she said
he was talkin tough we leave his body leave him dead
leave his body on the floor and we forgot his fuckin head

watch it all crash come burning down
i really hate when you're around
i locked my feelings in the pen
i told myself i'll never cross that road again
then filled my bank account with filthy benjamins
cuz at this point them presidents my only friends
i get locked up in your halo
our love is makeshift still don't wanna let go
let me know
girl I got more love to show
just hit the road
not winter but it's cold
and I don't ever wanna see your face
so much adrenaline I'm stuck in this familiar place
kneel down and pray
be thankful for today
look at us we're okay
baby it's just a taste
watch it all come burning down
i really hate when you're around

stain w/ caponeti (neohn, kurse11)

saiko + ketsai (lb66 mitsu)

ICANTDI3 - dirt『internet joe & wasterr』

@qlein

i cant look away
i see ur face
in my mind every day
keep on making the same mistakes
cant bring myself to turn the page
turn the page
i cant leave u behind
cus ill feel homesick
and every step i take takes me farther away from u
so tired of all this bullshit
what we had fades away out of view

take me away and then block me for the same shit you did 
you can tear off my flesh but you wont leave me dead
left me fucked up on the side road 
left home, and i tripped up, and i span back in a spiral 
cuz u left me in denial
now im sick of this distance, go take me home
i cannot go back i know u know
everyone told me ur so and so
( you left me alone, u left me so cold again, u left me alone, u left me so cold again )

out of view

out of view ft. qlein

Pablo Skywalkin - Two Freaky Hoes (logansdull remix)

@trisonline
she also did the second half of the solo near the end!!

wasted time + tris

lyrics:
I don't need no weapons
I have my camera on
Gonna take a picture and they disappear all
bloodstains on a wall, there has been a soul
every picture tells a story that was never told
Ghost in my head they've been screaming like a siren
feeling dizzy I think i might have a migraine
walls shift and the hallways keeps repeating
laying on the floor I think this will be my last minute
I don't need no weapons
I have my camera on
every other shot i take like wtf I'm on
bloodstains on a wall, there has been a soul
never wanna go back it's not funny at all

Fatal Frame (prod. Loxu)

out of it [unreleased]

poser
prod. nightiger/rainn_god‬ 

lyrics
my heart felt
and its making me deranged

there is too much in my vains
now there calling me insane

and my hands geting colder
heart rate going slower (akura)
looking in the miror 
i dont know this stupid poser

i remeber the time when you were mine
(fine)
not a care in the world we were devine

now it feels like 
i dont know - you anymore
that how u see me
your little attention whore

i can feel you judging 
up in my brain 
and its making me insane
there is too much in my vains now

and my hands geting colder
heart rate going slower (akura)
looking in the miror 
i dont know this stupid poser

you been walking so fast 
like i dont know ya
acting like it wasnt yesterday 
when i hold ya

frozen 
temp below zero
your getting colder
walking with the ppl 
u swear they didnt know ya

i remeber the time when you were mine
fine
not a care in the world we were devine

now it feels like 
you dont wanne know me anymore
than how u see me
tell me because i dont know

poser 
eyes are glossing over
seeing u in the streets 
and pretend that i dont (know ya)X2
poser
feelings growing older
but what remains inside 
feels like a super (nova)X2

i remeber the time when you were mine
(fine)
not a care in the world we were devine

now it feels like 
i dont know - you anymore
that how u see me
your little attention whore

i can feel you judging 
up in my brain 
and its making me insane
there is too much in my vains now

and my hands geting colder
heart rate going slower (akura)
looking in the miror 
i dont know this stupid poser
ty <3