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Playboy (prod.rxkz)

dedicated to my aunt judy. love you <3
LYRICS:
I don’t know where you went
I just know you’re gone
I don’t know why you went
I don’t know why you’re gone

I hope I’ll see you again
But I just don’t know
You were dragged down and never looked back
Without a goodbye

Although your flame burnt out
It still glows
We all live in deaths
Looming shadow

Woven into our fabric of time
You still live on
I guess we all have a time to go
A time we won’t know 

A thin line between here and not
We can’t control what we’ll leave
But with every death a new life starts
We can control what we’ll be

I don’t know where you went
I just know you’re gone
Even though you can’t say it back
We love you anyways

Demos

French Toast Christmas Trees (Demo, old version)

Verse 1:
As he death gripped his drink
His mind continued to think
The alcohol didn’t burn
And for more he yearned

And he stared there at the floor
Shuffling slowly towards the door
Crowd drowned out in his head
All doubts already fled

Chorus:
And no one saw him leave
Waltzed out into the trees
A broken road led to the abyss
No one knew something was amiss

Verse 2:
As he death gripped his gun
A voice told him he should run
But he stayed underneath that birch
And heard the bell toll from the church

And he stared there at dead leaves
Thinking of all he hadn’t achieved
But it didn’t matter, his self worth
With a bang he returned to the earth

(Repeat Chorus)

And No One Saw Him Leave (Rough Mix #1)

Meet me in the darkness
In between the fireflies
summer never burned so bright
ablaze with all our lies

Its never been this still before
with all the colors exploding in the distance
summer never burned so bright
ablaze with all our lies

All my light, my love
all my light, my love
just an ember,
just an ember.

The Darkness

Lyrics:
The downwards spiral is my friend
It's a slow descent down to the end
Oh, I can't see the bottom
I guess that's not a problem
Cause the downwards spiral is my friend

I killed myself not long ago
Drugged up in the room of someone I don't know
I'm not dead yet
A walking corpse with cold sweats
Cause I killed myself not long ago

The downwards spiral is my friend
Laying on the floor wishing that my life would end
I'm so toxic
I think I'll cause some conflict
Cause the downwards spiral is my friend

The downwards spiral
The downwards spiral
The downwards spiral
The downwards spiral

Spiral (Version #2, Rough Mix #1)

Lyrics:
I don’t know where you went
I just know you’re gone
I don’t know why you went
I don’t know why you’re gone

I can’t get over it
I don’t want to try
You were taken in a flash
No chance for goodbye

Although your flame burnt out
It still glows
We all live in deaths
Looming shadow

Woven into our fabric of time
You still live on
We won’t know when it’s time to go
Some day, we’re just gone

A thin line between here and not
We can’t control what we’ll leave
But with every death a new life starts
We can control what we’ll be

I don’t know where you went
I guess that’s okay
Even if you can’t say it back
We love you anyways

French Toast Christmas Trees (Version #2, Rough Mix #1)

R&b love song about falling out of love [with lyrics and only instrumental no vocals]



Verse 1:

We used to laugh, we used to dance

But now it feels like we're stuck in a trance

Your touch once set my soul on fire

Now it feels like we're walking on a wire


Chorus:

Fading echoes of a love once strong

Falling out of love is like a sad song

We're drifting apart, can't find our way back

Fading echoes, fading echoes


Verse 2:

We used to dream, we used to sing

But now it feels like we've lost everything

Your eyes once held the world for me

Now they're just a reminder of what used to be


Chorus:

Fading echoes of a love once strong

Falling out of love is like a sad song

We're drifting apart, can't find our way back

Fading echoes, fading echoes


Bridge:

I'm holding on to memories of what we used to be

But the truth is staring back at me

We're like two ships passing in the night

Fading echoes, fading out of sight


Chorus:

Fading echoes of a love once strong

Falling out of love is like a sad song

We're drifting apart, can't find our way back

Fading echoes, fading echoes


Outro:

Fading echoes of a love that's gone

Falling out of love, we must move on

We'll find our way, we'll find our place

Fading echoes, leaving not a trace

fading echoes

(re-upload, made some changes to the previous version and felt no reason to keep it up)
reworking of "and no one saw him leave"
lyrics:
As he death gripped his drink
His heart continued to sink
A brain worn by disease
A soul growing further displeased

And he stared there at the floor
Shuffling towards the door
Party drowned out in his head
All doubts already fled

And no one saw him leave
Waltzed out into the trees
The beaten path led to the abyss
No one knew something was amiss

He was sick of being someone
Sick of the monsters he can’t outrun
Blankly stared into the murky lake
Thinking of all the hearts he’s going to break

And he stared there at dead leaves
Thinking of all that he hadn’t achieved
Now his self-worth didn’t mean a thing
Swam to the light while frogs and crickets sing

And no one saw him leave
Waltzed out into the trees
The beaten path led to the abyss
No one knew something was amiss
No one knew something was amiss
If only they'd known something was amiss

Frogs And Crickets (Version #2, Rough Mix #2)

lyrics:
I heard her beckoning call 
And I dropped it all
To return to her arms
And be safe from harm 

A reunion long overdue
By the water, the deep blue
On our date, moon-lit
Her warmth a comfort blanket

Her siren song sung softly
She said “Love, come to me”
“Nothing but me is all you need” 
“You know I’d never mislead”

Danced the night away
Til the darkness began to decay  
Her voice and her touch intoxicate
Feelings words can’t encapsulate

When the ocean returned to the skies
She pulled the wool over my eyes
Said “There are things you shouldn’t see”
“There are people you shouldn’t be”

Her siren song sung softly
She said “It’s just you and me”
Wrapped her arms ‘round and pulled me close
Nobody knows what she knows
Wrapped her arms ‘round and pulled me close
Nobody knows what she knows
Wrapped her arms ‘round and pulled me close
Nobody knows what she knows

Siren Song (Version #1, Rough Mix #1)

Spiral (Early Version)

Spiral(Old Version)

just trying to get my music out there not a singer(for now) just a songwriter that posts instrumentals and lyrics cause I know how to play way too many instruments lol

fading echoes

psycho s.l.u.t

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