only the start

I feel like Santana

Self-Talk pt 2

Current MV
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UQa-4GY7iQg

Lyrics 

so dark where am i
 
just another house,
 
my mind can't find
 
my where abouts,
 
gemini in they prime
 
with these eyes we made it out,
 
yuh
 
so i try to carry out,
 
till the morning,
 
life is a scary route
 
if we got the skills to forfeit,
 
no more bills to focus
 
so chilled feeling like ghost hit,
 
cause those pills in my nose bitch,
 
just thinking makes my throat itch,
 
still sinking keep thinking where my
 
bro is,
 
notice anyway to cope seems to choke
 
rather then be a dope fit,
 
 
so dark where am i
 
just another house,
 
my mind can't find
 
my where abouts,
 
gemini in they prime
 
with these eyes we made it out,
 
 
vaporwave colors as i rest,
 
razorblade covers in my bed,
 
all the pain seems to fake till i
 
take my meds, yuh
 
they know the best,
 
they know i'm depressed,
 
and they wanna see me dead,
 
whats caught up in my head,
 
seems to miss lead anything I've
 
ever said,
 
in my dreams so scared finna piss
 
the bed,
 
slowly i'm keen to be winner
 
if i'm successful to be
 
the best without it being stressful,
 
 
so dark where am i
 
just another house,
 
my mind can't find
 
my where abouts,
 
gemini in they prime
 
with these eyes we made it out,
 
yuh



Credits
Mix and Mastering by Lazarus Maximum
Production by Ben Jammin
Cover art by Qash & Me 
Lyrics and Vocals by Me

Gemini prod. Ben Jammin [MV IN DESC]

A Vast State of Mind

Welcome too hell (prod.GAXILLIC)

produced by rager x fony wallace
mixed and mastered by me (D34D)
cover by me (D34D)

lyrics:
takin all these drugs
now im feelin awesome
if i up em wit my gun
bro scurry like a possum
i remember when
i was stuck at rock bottom
now im at the top
screaming im the king of gotham

i move in all black
yea im movin real scary
movin all the weight
i once used to carry
i only keep learning
from a past ive buried
ill write my Odessey
with a tale so legendary

i walk this battlefield
with my wounds wide open
its 10 below
and its rainin and snowin
ive been to hell and back
at least 5 times over
but every time i go
hell keeps getting colder

it dont matter anyhow
i cant feel nothin
i could blow yo head off
u thought i was bluffin
dont u go to reachin boy
we gonna get to clutchin
u cant beg to live boy
this aint up for discussion

takin all these drugs
now im feelin awesome
if i up em wit my gun
bro scurry like a possum
i remember when
i was stuck at rock bottom
now im at the top
screaming im the king of gotham

up his whole crew with my k
and im all by my lonely
he cuttin up this beat
shouts my main man fony
left a fucker mad
when i killed all of his cronies
spinnin for my dead fuckin homies

i said fuck a batman
im tryna get a bag man
i feel like bruce wayne
you will not catch me lackin
i got a riddle for you
which hand i got my strap in
im tapped in
with 2 mac 10s
we get to blastin

feel like trevor phillips
how left his skull bashed in
im the king of gotham city
aint no one surpassin

takin all these drugs
now im feelin awesome
if i up em wit my gun
bro scurry like a possum
i remember when
i was stuck at rock bottom
now im at the top
screaming im the king of gotham

KING OF GOTHAM!

gets (prod.sxth)

Lil Norman - Again (feat. Ronnie Lo & Yakkeane)

I've had a huge block the last week, I feel like I had to grow my sound, and switch up how I mix my tracks so the vocals and story doesnt get drowned out in the mix.  I finally managed to set my previous sound to the side, take inspiration from it and get a new perspective on how I could make my sound better. I've still got much to learn, but I feel like i'm getting there. 
Thanks for listening to my music 🖤

Lyrics, Mix, Master, Vocals and Cover art by FEVVI
Beat produced by GAXILLIC

CENTURIES

IT’S ALRIGHT… ft. Amelia Martin

Yungpunkclique 4L 🙏
Rip Wifi :(
2025-the evolution
everything I do is a freestyle. 
Literally don’t write lyrics feels artifical 

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Welcome too hell (prod.GAXILLIC)

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