Kyle and I 


Lyrics:
Looking for
A place to stay
So I can hide 
To hide away

In my brain
I lose control
You feel the same
I know you know

What is my name
Am I inside a game
They don’t want me to play
I am the leader of the lame

I can’t think
Not for myself 
My questioning
Ain’t treated well

They’re in my room
They’re at my door
They’re on the moon
I’m on the floor

What is my name 
Am I inside a game
They don’t want me to play
I am the leader of the lame

Oh what a place to draw people’s affection
I am the product of senseless attention
They think that outcasts just go to detention
I think they’re trippin so I will just let them

If I’m acting crazy, know I don’t attempt it
But if I scare them I have no objection 
Let them think difference is lethal injection
Let them think I must hate being a misfit     

What is my name
Am I inside a game
They don’t want me to play
I am the leader of the lame

Leader of the Lame

LEADER OF THE LAME Ft. Kyle Martz

Lyrics:
I’m coming down
Off whatever you are
I’m killing the sound
Of your electric guitar in my backyard

What happened to us two kids 
Ruling the world?
‘Cause now it was just a dream
And I’m just a girl

Why did you leave me here?
Why would you leave me so confused?
Did you think of me, my dear?
Or was love, to you, a ruse?
And now in your memory
My very shape will fade away
So now in your memory
I hold up a glass like a holiday

I dance around
In my darkened room
The music’s loud
To drown you out when I miss you

What happened to us two kids 
Ruling the world?
Oh I'm sorry, I forgot you never cared
I’m just a girl

Now in your memory
My very shape will fade away
So now in your memory
I hold up a glass like a holiday

Ooooo
I was in love but it was a joke
Get over it!
Get over it!

Why did you leave me here?
Why would you leave me so confused?
You never loved me, dear
So why did you keep me close to you?
And now in your memory
My very shape will fade away
So now in your memory
I hold up a glass like a holiday

She's Versatile

Holiday

H O L I D A Y (Prod. Plague)

Prod: imotape productions

Lyrics:
Just be yourself
I’ll be no one soon
You shed this cell
I’m happy for you

Goodbye my love
Nostalgia’s on vacation
I dream of bugs
My mind’s an infestation

Angel, angel
Lately that’s what they call me
Angel, angel
I guess I’ll fly off my bloody knees

Perchance romance
Such an empty craving
Spoiled my past
Tragedy, my haven

Scorpions
The desert of my rhythm
Unstable hands
Paint me as a victim

Angel, angel
Lately that’s what they call me
Angel, angel
I guess I’ll fly off my bloody knees

Angel, angel (they say I need to get out more)
Angel, angel (everything I waited for)
Angel, angel (broken open closet door)
Angel, angel (everything I waited for)

It's everything I waited for

Angel

A N G E L

Prod: tunnA Beatz

Lyrics:
“Of course they notice you. You’re undead!”

I’m sick, my body’s fading
All my old friends they hate me

I won’t say sorry ‘cause my heart is cherry red
I put my all into somebody
Why do they care if I’m dead?

Dismiss me as a clone
Supposed to be my homegrowns
It’s written on my stone
“A pretty soul in these bones”

Ghost girl
I’ll always be invisible
In your world
But trust me, all the real ones know
I disappear, then suddenly
I’m in your mirror, it really makes you think
It feels so nice to fly

Magic shines through my skin (skin)
The dark brings light back in

I feel my spirit and my psyche resurrecting
Know I’m sensitive, so vulnerable
An art that I’m perfecting

I hurt myself I know
And this is purgatory
Stay living on your own
And act like you don’t see me

Ghost girl
I’ll always be invisible
In your world
But trust me, all the real ones know
I disappear, then suddenly
I’m in your mirror, it really makes you think
It feels so nice to fly

Ghost Girl

G H O S T G I R L

Prod: tunnA Beatz

Lyrics:
I always held you by my side
Schoolyard full of cellophane cries- I
Just hope you know

Four years, just a corpse come alive
Those tears I romanticize
Dried up long ago

My brain is filled with memories seeping out the sides
They form the ink that stains the pages of my mind

Picture book
‘Cause the words were just lies I’d
Rather use my eyes to see my
Picture book
With all the best parts buried 
In the backyard but really
I don’t mind, I’m falling high
I’ll take my time
Find something better to write

Once upon a time, I lived in a lie
Paste my heart out on a valentine
Tore out for you

Once upon a time you went in a room
To be a man and make the worst excuse 
Tore off the glue

These shreds of paper in my chest you left behind
Reveal my back with burdens, ready for your knife

Picture book
‘Cause the words were just lies I’d
Rather use my eyes to see my
Picture book
With all the best parts buried 
In the backyard but really
I don’t mind, I’m falling high
I’ll take my time
Find something better to write

I still feel guilty when I close it every night
Just trust me I wanted it open all my life

(Laughing)
I don’t burn anything
I just take what I can from the ashes

Picture book
Lalalala
Picture book
Lalalala

Picture Book

P I C T U R E B O O K

Prod: activebynight 

Lyrics:
I’m asking myself the hard questions
Like
Was it my fault?
Was it my fault?
No no

I know that
It takes two to tango yeah
It takes two 
To bring this whole thing crumbling down
Down, yeah

But lemme just say
You a cheater
You a liar
I must be honest
I hope you changing
It’s okay and
To be honest

I don’t know how
I found it in my heart to forgive you
But I do

Now I can own up to my (shh)
Bury the hatchet
Now I can admit 
I’m clingy, I’m lonely so often
I held onto you trynna fix it

I made a 
Bad throw, bad swing to a blind man
Lost time, lost me trynna catch him
We jumped so much
Look where we landed
Look where we landed

Next time (next time)
Ima keep my bedtime (bedtime)
Ima keep my heart right (heart right)
Pray more n’ let myself cry
Say no if I’m wasting my time
Say less and listen for the signs

Okay, I know I got the perfect love
I got the perfect trust
Inside

What limits me is not feelin’ good enough
I guess I should really start
Believing it’s mine

Ima own a house on a hill, pay the bills and
Sing a bunch of songs I can feel, ima heal and
Buy myself some roses
Watch the Twilight Zone and
Know I’m never lonely
I’ll never be alone again

Bedtime

B E D T I M E

Prod: Chris Carr

Lyrics:
Babygirl, get your name right
Babygirl, hold your head high

Babygirl, that is me
And I feel like a queen just because I can breathe
And I got all that I need

No games, I’m only here to party
So slow, you know that flow it got me
In love, but not with anybody
Hold up, we got enough to go around
No stress, got all I need and more, I’m down
For whatever, I’m down

I’ll remember 16 like a dream
In a sea of my own psyche
It’s a trip growing up all these ways
Trying to silence the things that they tell me
Things that they sell me
Girl with an hourglass body
I hope that the time runs out
‘Cause that’s wasting my time right now

Dance to the music in my head
Can’t make it stop, it’s who I am

No games, I’m only here to party
So slow, you know that flow it got me
In love, but not with anybody
Hold up, we got enough to go around
No stress, got all I need and more, I’m down
For whatever, I’m down

Well goodbye, so long to a host of old dreams 
And the ghost of old me
Tired of my hauntings
And I been through it but I never stop singing
I’m down for whatever 
‘Cause it’s all in me
I’m changing like the seasons, I can feel spring
Coming on in my sleep each new day of the week
And I been through it but I never stop singing
I’m down for whatever ‘cause it’s all in me

D O W N

Lola Sings

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