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Now I Want To Die (i Hope You Choke On His Fucking Cock) - ver 2 Belowground reupload

shes always at the coffe shop that i like to go to
i wish i could i could sit right down next to her
but i dont know how to
i really wish that i was better
i wish i knew how to talk to girls
cause if i could talk to you then i think we would rule the world

i dont want you to go back home
i wanna sleep next to you
always talk on the phone
i wanna be your man
i wanna be your guy
you could dress in my clothes
i think youd look real fly 

but nothing ever happens for guys like me
so ill run out to my truck
and make you sorry you didnt leave

bow bow
i shoot at the cashier and
bow bow
i shoot at some children
bow bow
i look in to your eyes and fall in love

how to talk to girls

STUCK

Outtake from G4MER!!!
LISTEN TO IT ON APRIL 20, 2025!!!

btw thx @sincerelystacy

[verse]
Hopped on with my friends and we're gonna play some fortnite
Stayin' on so long, I don't think I'll ever see the light
Pull up, get jumped, that the way it is
I've got a pump, round the corner gets you killed
I'm owning all you noobs, with my ability abuse
But I don't feel fufilled

[chorus]
Playing brainrot boxfights 
in the middle of the night
I hate my life but brainrot
makes me feel alright (4x repeat)

[verse]
Hopped on with my friends
(Hopped on with my friends)
And we're gonna play some fortnite
(Yeah we're gonna play some fortnite)
Stayin' on so long
(Stayin' up so long)
I don't think I'll ever see the light
(I don't think I'll ever see the light...)
Pull up, get jumped, that the way it is
I've got a pump, round the corner gets you killed
I'm owning all you noobs, with my ability abuse
But I don't feel fufilled

bwainwot boxfights

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I know I probably strained my voice a bit too much on this track

[Intro]

Like the worthless piece of shit I am
I've done nothing at all
(I've done it again!!!)
I'm overwhelmed by my stupid thoughts
Yet they're so much smarter than me
(That doesn't make sense- shut up)

[Instrumental]

[Pre-Chorus]

My biggest weakness is that everything's bothersome
My second biggest being the fact that I don't (Shut the fuck up!!!)

[Chorus]

Trying to be so clever
(But nothing ever happens!!!)
This is what I've become and I
Couldn't care less
Trying to be so clever
(But nothing ever happens!!!)
This is what I've become and I
Couldn't care less

[Verse]

As long as I'm sapient, 
I'll be consistently impatient with myself
(Get up you lazy fuck, get some work done)
Never getting anywhere, an immovable object 
Am I at nature's mercy or is it failure by design?
(I got those references haha)

[Chorus]
Trying to be so clever
(But nothing ever happens!!!)
This is what I've become and I
Couldn't care less
Trying to be so clever
(But nothing ever happens!!!)
This is what I've become and I
Couldn't care less

[Instrumental bridge 3/4]

[Outro]
I'm not smart I'm not cool I'm not good at anything
I still find a way to be vain
I hate the way I act, and even though I complain
I still find a way to be vain

(DEMO) PRETENDious

done in

an old reference track/demo i didn't get around to finishing.

If You're Unhappy

im not a bad guy
can u open ur eyes
im sorry that i made you cry
baby when i wake i feel like ending my life
i dont wanna see the tears drop from ur eyes
i need u to believe me i wont lie
sorry that i didnt stayed the night
i want you to believe forgive me
im sorry dont leave me
ill be the better man just watch me
yea come around like u dont fw me
but i get baby i know why u hate me
forsake me
do everything in ur power u wont break me
cuts on my arm wont save me
the demons in my head they wont me to leave
im out ofmy mind
cant go to sleep when i have u running thru my mind
ik u want me to leave but i cant leave u alone\
i just cant go this way
fall in love with you
on my way
i wanna die here just let me escape
mmmmmmmm
its the only way

victimize yourself pt 3

Pay the Rent

Verse 1
Streetlight buzz in the glass
Laundry’s cold on the chair
The clock blinks twelve forever
I hear your steps on the stair
Radio hums without words
Keys slide across the wood
Your shadow folds into mine
Nothing feels how it should

Chorus
We just pay the rent
Push the cups aside
Leave the talk for later
Hold the heat in the pipes
Walk up stairs 
Forget the broken elevator

Verse 2
Your coat drips into the sink
The rain tastes like metal
You look away from the light
I stay where I’m settled
The bills stack up like bricks
We don’t read the names
The floor creaks under the weight
Of all the same old games

Chorus
We just pay the rent
Push the cups aside
Leave the talk for later
Hold the heat in the pipes
Walk up stairs 
Forget the broken elevator

Verse 3
It’s a tether, not a fire
A hum, not a song
The paper says "due"
But it’s been all along
Radio hums without words
Keys slide across the wood
Your shadow folds into mine
Nothing feels how it should

Chorus
We just pay the rent
Push the cups aside
Leave the talk for later
Hold the heat in the pipes
Walk up stairs 
Forget the broken elevator


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