heaven

ballerina

ballerina ft noahtoysoulja (10kreditkarten)

Opium

so close (p. xmichaelwarren)

its another one shocker

lyrics:

i got demons that you couldn’t even picture in your nightmares
makin fuckin mixtures so i fight errors
night terrors bringing fuckin figures and they right there
i’m staring at the scissors and i might tear my wrist up
i been fucked, recording all these verses and i mix em
the kid runnin from multiples im thinking that the six sucks
the roaches gonna crawl out the wood work
i wonder if it could work, hanging up my good shirts
cause i don’t want the wrinkles like my fingers when i shower
then i stare at my computer when the stickers gettin louder
drinking liquor off a downer, really gettin fuckin sour
sippin quicker by the hour, gettin sicker and i cower
i hide behind the rhymes i designed, ay
i might resign when the light fade
i might’ve cried, want a nice day
who wanna fight me?
i’m on edge like you holding back
i bought a strap and i’m loading that
i paint the blanks wit a focused splat
break my brain with the boldest snap
face the pain when the dose is back
i keep makin tapes i know i won’t drop
i keep fuckin breakin and i know it won’t stop
finish a project by the afternoon
but it’s hard to stay focused when the voices comin after you
i’m passive, i’m an asshole, i been rappin 
i forgot why
i’m chopped, fried, and any other synonyms describin that you got high 
cause honestly i’m  sparkin a lot
it smells like a parking garage
i think that it’s the trash scent, thinkin bout the past tense
i was crying to swimming
tryna be swimming out the pit i’m in
and picking up the dividends 
i been a bitch
i’m sick of this 
i been a bit
overwhelmed

spotify

parking garage

Killstreak matter

https://open.spotify.com/track/4vE5dwBW4pcwRsAhE1Bvkn?si=e7f67fe7b70e472e

2017

prod https://soundcloud.com/wheelprod
og version: https://soundcloud.com/j0shiguess/attachment-issues

Do I want to stay, or should I go away
Should I leave the world or have this risk to take,
Will it turn out worse or will it be so great,
Still I gotta try to accept my fate 

Only had to try this 2 times like I'm nate, 
But there's days that I feel I can't escape,
Stuck with you forever but I can't complain,
This feeling you give me  driving me insane,


Loving it, McDonald's, High pitched voice like Carl, 
hate on me I snarl, sun comes out like Charles,
 ride or die for me,  rise and shine for me
 but she been wanting drugs so she might die on me,
(you know I really don't want that to happen please don't take that serious i swear to god)

 she told me she promised not to lie to me, 
how am I still going, I always agree
Will this help in life or will I not succeed,
I'm already failing, hope I get degree


I just feel attached, she snatched my heart from me, benefits or issues tell apart for me, how do I continue she so far from me, 
always rejecting others that live close to me,

Do I want to stay, or should I go away
Should I leave the world or have this risk to take,
Will it turn out worse or will it be so great,
Still I gotta try to accept my fate
to accept my fate to accept my fate to accept my fate
she my one and only,
promised this forever, but it's going slowly, 
I hate being so she the one for me,
I hate having issues but they strengthen me

2017

YDKM