4cf - Jade (Kari Remix)

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Face down, I’m lying in the dirt
Recycling memories of you until it hurt
I’m late now, but I know what I deserve
You fucked me up and now I can’t trust your words

Hope you eat glass so bleed like me
Get past all the memories
We had when I was someone else
Your plan really worked out well
But I know you’re going straight to hell
The devil knows that you would never tell
Yes, I’m falling apart, from my head to my heart
I can’t breathe, I can’t sleep, I’m a mess
Therapy’s killing me, who they want me to be
I can’t live up to what you expect

Was broken and bruised
With a brand new attitude
I couldn’t even recognize myself
Felt worthless and used
I swear I saw it coming too
I should have run when I was looking for help
And you told me you love me while lying through your teeth
I feel like I did everything I could
And you made me feel so cheap while using my body
So I hope you find your soul out in New York

Hope you eat glass so bleed like me
Get past all the memories
We had when I was someone else
Your plan really worked out well
But I know you’re going straight to hell
The devil knows that you would never tell
Yes, I’m falling apart, from my head to my heart
I can’t breathe, I can’t sleep, I’m a mess
Therapy’s killing me, who they want me to be
I can’t live up to what you expect

eat glass!!!

(prod. saint mike)
(ft @srrygate )


lyrics:
thrml:
close your eyes
and realize that you'll feel better on your own
and every night
you tend to cry just know you're better on your own
2x

but If u leave me guess thats fine
thats how the story goes
and If u move on
Know you got this stupid song
I wrote

Life sucks but i might still mend it
Life sucks just please don't end it
Still stuck in this loop unending
I thought u never meant it

close your eyes
and realize that you'll feel better on your own
and every night
you tend to cry just know you're better on your own
2x

She needs ecstasy or anything at all
Im so scared to make it all my fault
i been tryna be the one u call
i been tryna fix up all my flaws
i been feeling down been breaking out
i dont feel like i can make it out
i been tryna be the one u call
i been tryna fix up all my flaws

gate:
and when I close my eyes
I see you on my doorstep
Your dancing with your eyes closed
and you did what you said you wont
you wont stab me in the back then run
you did what you said you'd never do
but I broke the things that you love most
I know, I know, you know, you know

It can never be the same
long night long day
I can not change 
things will never be the same 
and I think you want it that way
cant change life 
cant change mine
I tried my best
and thats just fine
Thats just fine

thrml&gate:
close your eyes
and realize that you'll feel better on your own
and every night
you tend to cry just know you're better on your own
2x

She needs ecstasy or anything at all
Im so scared to make it all my fault
i been tryna be the one u call
i been tryna fix up all my flaws
i been feeling down been breaking out
i dont feel like i can make it out
i been tryna be the one u call
i been tryna fix up all my flaws

but If u leave me guess thats fine
thats how the story goes
and If u move on
Know you got this stupid song
I wrote

Life sucks but i might still mend it
Life sucks just please don't end it
Still stuck in this loop unending
I thought u never meant it

all my fault ft srrygate (prod. saint mike)

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prod @p-guda


lyrics
i can never catch a break
they keep talking down but they won't say it 2 my face
we're here for a reason don't let me decide your fate
give me one more reason can't tell real from the fake
i think i can make it i just need a little faith
honestly
i can see it getting better i just need a little time
everyday i wake up thankful that i get to call you mine
<333

fate ✨ (guda)

output 100,000 - 2

cuz "throwing in the towel" is too long lol

woah
i just rly wanna give up
ppl never know when its too much
it's never been that fun
i lost my head
whats it like to be dead?
i cut off all my friends
they never knew me to begin with

old friend of mine
ive been up all night
and im rly feelin hurt
got her face in the dirt
i could never know for sure
trippin up on words
but hey it could be worse!
(la la la)
burning up in my sweater
tryna hide my face in my sleeve when she answers
what about after?
i panicked when i met her
wonder if i like her
i wanna be her ever after

i just wanna go to sleep
words are cutting rly deep
ur in every fucking dream i have lately
ive seen this place before
its not dark at night
what the fuck is going on

towel song

produced by moodyriley

(lsd crisis)

your hands are out of diamond, baby dont come near to me
i think this touch is laced with poison, it killed nerves inside of me
you tied two hands around my back
fuck the connection i dont want you back
say that its an obsession its all in my head
i could read your intentions you wanting me dead

i dont got no time for this
i hate that we keep fighting man
and its so funny, now my shirt is bloody
i say i dont mind, i say that all the time
im a pessimist, im messin it
you always blur the fucking meaning man
im a pot to piss in ill admit
i hate that i been missing shit

your hands are out of diamond, baby dont come near to me
i think this touch is laced with poison, it killed nerves inside of me

i dont want them waiting on me
i put the gold in my bag, cuz they gon take it from me
they on my body like fiends
yeah take your body off me
clyde and a bonnie on me
you try to get it for free
you wanna go then jus leave bitch

i got two tones on my own words lie now
theres like two hoes on my old line right now
yeah were too low way too close to the ground
your too slow way too slow if ur down
are you picking up what ive been putting down
im piling bags of these grails until i drown
i need it quiet girl dont spare me sound
until i fall back, i guess im all that, to you

your hands are out of diamond, baby dont come near to me
i think this touch is laced with poison, it killed nerves inside of me
you tied two hands around my back
fuck the connection i dont want you back
say that its an obsession its all in my head
i could read your intentions you wanting me dead

and if i said i was sick of it would you keep feeding me lies
i know you said that your done with me but i see you locking eyes
and its so hard, i guess
i know you loved her, im dead

i got two tones on my own words lie now
theres like two hoes on my old line right now
yeah were too low way too close to the ground
your too slow way too slow if ur down
are you picking up what ive been putting down
im piling bags of these grails until i drown
i need it quiet girl dont spare me sound
until i fall back, i guess im all that, to you

weeping

video out now: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fnzyutj7XJ4

back like i never left x

__

set your mind right
i dont really care but
i just wanna know when the times right
and i know you got no friends but
i just wanna know where ur minds at
took a prozac
faded
left my third eye on a mindmap
fuck unconscious hating
you dont wanna know where my minds at

and i know you hate the sight but
i dont wanna leave when youre blinded
shed some tears in amsterdam cause
i dont wanna hear when we're fighting

wont cut away, cut away with your losses
/i dont wanna hear when we're fighting/
wont cut away, cut away with your losses
/i dont wanna hear when we're fighting/
wont cut away, cut away with your losses
/i dont wanna hear when we're fighting/
wont cut away, cut away with your losses
/i dont wanna hear when we're fighting/
wont cut away, cut away with your losses

i dont wanna hear when we're--
/wont cut away, cut away with your losses/
i dont wanna hear when we're fighting
/wont cut away, cut away with your losses/
i dont wanna hear when we're

-

produced by neverforever

tears

CARE

these are all previously released songs that were either deleted, hosted or are still public that were never boosted with soundcloud pro, so i wanna give them another chance to maybe reach some new ears.
thank y'all for the support
love y'all <3
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