4cf - Jade (Kari Remix)

prod. me
ft. @pat00000

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ty patrick for featuring on this :)

lyrics:
(me)
it don't matter if it make sense
not tryna live life in the past tense
needles and pins
don't talk to my friends
make stupid decisions
its all in my head
fix all of my problems and make 'em again
i don't wanna hear it i don't have a plan
i roll with the punches 
im doing the best that i can

the more time that i spend
the more time spent tryna make amends
im not good of friends with you but we can 
make something new
its the people you choose
that make the difference
see the time that you lose
chasing your interests
i got holes in my shoes
from closing the distance
i wont let you miss it

it don't matter if it make sense
not tryna live life in the past tense
needles and pins
don't talk to my friends
make stupid decisions
its all in my head
fix all of my problems and make 'em again
i don't wanna hear it i don't have a plan
i roll with the punches
im doing the best that i can

(patrick)
i’m just doing the best that i can 
you got something to say 
well take all your input and put it away 
i don’t have a plan 
and you want an answer i wish i could tell but the areas grey 
i’m biting my tongue 
and biding my time 
you wanna help but the issue is mine
the suns coming up 
i think it’s a sign 
you don’t have to worry cause i’ll be just fine

(me)
just fine
i been busy working making up my mind
im a lost soul trying hard to be kind
but if its not working then i guess i'll try
and try try again
its not making any sense
im just living my life but i feel so tense so lately 
i been putting my sights over the fence
i know it gets tough but im doing my best
been speaking from the heart been speaking from the chest
so i just keep saying it matter if it don't make sense

it don't matter if it make sense
not tryna live life in the past tense
needles and pins
don't talk to my friends
make stupid decisions
its all in my head
fix all of my problems and make 'em again
i don't wanna hear it i don't have a plan
i roll with the punches
im doing the best that i can

roll with the punches ft. patrick o'neill

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Face down, I’m lying in the dirt
Recycling memories of you until it hurt
I’m late now, but I know what I deserve
You fucked me up and now I can’t trust your words

Hope you eat glass so bleed like me
Get past all the memories
We had when I was someone else
Your plan really worked out well
But I know you’re going straight to hell
The devil knows that you would never tell
Yes, I’m falling apart, from my head to my heart
I can’t breathe, I can’t sleep, I’m a mess
Therapy’s killing me, who they want me to be
I can’t live up to what you expect

Was broken and bruised
With a brand new attitude
I couldn’t even recognize myself
Felt worthless and used
I swear I saw it coming too
I should have run when I was looking for help
And you told me you love me while lying through your teeth
I feel like I did everything I could
And you made me feel so cheap while using my body
So I hope you find your soul out in New York

Hope you eat glass so bleed like me
Get past all the memories
We had when I was someone else
Your plan really worked out well
But I know you’re going straight to hell
The devil knows that you would never tell
Yes, I’m falling apart, from my head to my heart
I can’t breathe, I can’t sleep, I’m a mess
Therapy’s killing me, who they want me to be
I can’t live up to what you expect

eat glass!!!

(prod. saint mike)
(ft @srrygate )


lyrics:
thrml:
close your eyes
and realize that you'll feel better on your own
and every night
you tend to cry just know you're better on your own
2x

but If u leave me guess thats fine
thats how the story goes
and If u move on
Know you got this stupid song
I wrote

Life sucks but i might still mend it
Life sucks just please don't end it
Still stuck in this loop unending
I thought u never meant it

close your eyes
and realize that you'll feel better on your own
and every night
you tend to cry just know you're better on your own
2x

She needs ecstasy or anything at all
Im so scared to make it all my fault
i been tryna be the one u call
i been tryna fix up all my flaws
i been feeling down been breaking out
i dont feel like i can make it out
i been tryna be the one u call
i been tryna fix up all my flaws

gate:
and when I close my eyes
I see you on my doorstep
Your dancing with your eyes closed
and you did what you said you wont
you wont stab me in the back then run
you did what you said you'd never do
but I broke the things that you love most
I know, I know, you know, you know

It can never be the same
long night long day
I can not change 
things will never be the same 
and I think you want it that way
cant change life 
cant change mine
I tried my best
and thats just fine
Thats just fine

thrml&gate:
close your eyes
and realize that you'll feel better on your own
and every night
you tend to cry just know you're better on your own
2x

She needs ecstasy or anything at all
Im so scared to make it all my fault
i been tryna be the one u call
i been tryna fix up all my flaws
i been feeling down been breaking out
i dont feel like i can make it out
i been tryna be the one u call
i been tryna fix up all my flaws

but If u leave me guess thats fine
thats how the story goes
and If u move on
Know you got this stupid song
I wrote

Life sucks but i might still mend it
Life sucks just please don't end it
Still stuck in this loop unending
I thought u never meant it

all my fault ft srrygate (prod. saint mike)

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Double Tap! (wubz)

prod by me

https://soundcloud.com/deadman

Listen on Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6GvIvgLWiViZggmS2VLvmr?si=AH-7sMQDR2m_KyfuqNry2A

lyrics:

yonklolz:
i didn't know she was dangerous
playing both sides will get you nowhere and ruin my trust
i think we play these games enough
sick of all the times you've given up
im tired of this love

ones and zeros
love is evil
what do we know
running from the spotlight, i dont wanna be known
(x2)

deadman:
you went and tore my heart to pieces
who would've known you're so conceited?
only care 'bout yourself and nobody else
it's tragic, the way you are
said you wanted love, should've known what was up
when i looked you in your eyes
threw away all my trust, just for "one little fuck"
why am i even surprised
that you did that shit?
guess it's all my fault that i fed into your lies
know i played my part
i should just act smart and move on with my life
im so disgusted
you went and threw me away like i was nothing
sick to my stomach
feels like im stuck on the edge and about to plummet

yonklolz:
ones and zeros
love is evil
what do we know
running from the spotlight, i dont wanna be known
(x2)

dangerous (ft. deadman 死人)

LIIGHTWORK TRACK 4
PRODUCTION, MIX & MASTER BY MAXIIM

you were the asshole
I took the back road
caught in a mess not far from here
I saw your face in the water
another chance I could take
dragging blood it gets harder
cut me open and take what you need
bring me back to the trees
leave me here I can take it
let me break down and face it i-
I'm getting up from the last time forgiven again
you left me bleeding and flat lined cant break from the trend

irregularity, call me count my days down again
doubling up on the scarcity scary feelings again
there's a skip in the track, fill me with pain till the end
cut me off of the mic, silenced feelings again

day passes by
lose my grip more and more
take me out, close my eyes
cut the paper i'm torn
they always tell me i'm crazy
"nothing you're saying makes sense"
i'm just wanting to break free
no need to listen

you were the asshole
I took the back road
caught in a mess not far from here
I saw your face in the water
another chance I could take
dragging blood it gets harder
cut me open and take what you need
bring me back to the trees
leave me here I can take it
let me break down and face it i-
I'm getting up from the last time forgiven again
you left me bleeding and flat lined cant break from the trend

TAKE WHAT YOU NEED
TAKE TAKE WHAT YOU NEED
TAKE WHAT YOU NEED
TAKE TAKE WHAT YOU NEED

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YDKM