prod. by @prod_loopy!

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shut my eyes when i saw u in the background
wonder if u still think of the past now
im taking all these things i might pass out
adhd makes me so lazy yeah i might cash out
cash out
soundproof headset dont to talk me
inside my own head lately ive been losing sleep yeah
though my anxiety has been slowly killing me
sometimes it seems that im my only enemy yeah

oohhh ohh
i might ball out 
dont give shit nymore cause ima fall out
WOH OH

((i can be fine, i can be fine))
never fine without you im feeling dead
its so hard cause im fighting with my head yeah
ive been crushing pills just to go to bed
chasing all these thrills 
and i might just end up dead yeah 
im getting all these chills cause u told me that u loved me 
but it was never real yeah i guess you lied to me 
and i might ball out close my eyes now
think of you and the past and it hurts w/ow 

shut my eyes when i saw u in the background
wonder if u still think of the past now
been taking all these things i hoped youd notice
but ive been so alone ive been feeling helpless
im so fucking bored im so fucking tired
i show up drunk and ill prolly get fired 
easily distracted 
i chase after ghosts
stuck inside my mind
feels like im in the departed yeah

feeling dead inside...
i waste the days till i can be fine
but i still shut my eyes
i still shut my eyes

shut my eyes (prod. loopy!)

meow meow meow im a cat thats why my songs arent mixed properly

shut my eyes (prod. loopy!)

princess kostia