Ariana Grande - True Story (Lonerwave Remix)

Lil Kim - Big Momma Thang (Lonerwave Remixxx)

Music video: https://youtu.be/LahzmOH9Wd0?si=PWgcBgEwvt_HuRjM

Foxy Brown - Hot Spot (Lonerwave Remix)

Christina Aguilera - Can't Hold Us Down Remix

Music video: https://youtu.be/eliQg9Umq74?si=HxgnNE_sIJ-xRSiE

Christina Aguilera - Can't Hold Us Down (Lonerwave Remix)

Dance your pain away

This song is about me being a loner and being antisocial, people tend to take this personally but I am reassuring them that they are not the problem, it's me.


LYRICS
It's about me me me me me me me
It's about me me me me me me me
It's about me me me me me me me 
It's about
It's about
It's about
It's about
Me

I'm a lone wolf, it's what I know
When I'm alone, that's when I grow
I'm not rejecting, I just retreat
Don't take it hard, It's how I breath

I'm a lone wolf, it's what I know
When I'm alone, that's when I grow
I'm not rejecting, I just retreat
Don't take it hard, it's how I breath

It's how I breathe
It's how I breathe
It's how I breathe
It's how I breathe

I drift through the crowd but I'm not really there
I'm in my own world where I don't have to care
It's not about you, it's about me
I find peace when I'm running free

I drift through the crowd but I'm not really there
I'm in my own world where I don't have to care
It's not about you, it's about me
I find peace when I'm running free

Don't take it personal
I'm just not used to this that's all
Don't take it personal
I'm just not used to this that's all
Don't take it personal
I'm just not used to this that's all
Don't take it personal
I'm just not used to this 

I'm here floating lost in space
I need calm to find my pace
Don't take offense it's how I survive
Solitude's a rhythm and it keeps me alive

I'm here floating lost in space
I need calm to find my pace
Don't take offense it's how I survive
Solitude's a rhythm and it keeps me alive

Keeps me alive
Keeps me alive
Keeps me alive
Lost in space

Keeps me alive
Keeps me alive
Keeps me alive
Lost in lost in lost in space

It's what I know
It's what I know
It's what I know
It's not about you
It's what I know
It's what I know
It's what I know
It's not about you

It's about me me me me me me me 
It's about me me me me me me me 
It's about me me me me me me me 
It's about it's about it's about it's about me me me 

It's about me me me me me me me me me me me me me me me
It's about it's about me.

Lost in space

Vocals by me and @marksbored - https://soundcloud.com/user-808014137

I LOSE MY MIND

When I was younger this pyschic told me I'd never be a musician so this song is basically about that.

Play me

Lyrics

I'm so done don't wanna put my feelings on the line again
I'm so sick and tired don't think I'm ever gonna try again
Smoke a little spliff and I'll be feeling fine again
Cover up the fact that I just really wanna die

I don't know why but this shit is playing on my mind again
Put my shades on cos I will not let them see me cry again
I feel so defeated I just want my light to shine again
Sitting on my sofa on a week night doing lines again

Sitting on my sofa on a week night doing lines again
I'm so self destructive and I can't figure out why again
Total isolation, to my friends I said goodbye again
They ask me if I'm alright, I nod my head and lie again

Lines

Sunshine

Crumbs

Let's go back in time
To the good old days
Take a little ride
Down memory lane

'Cause we're strangers now
I don't see you round
Things were said and done
I went looking and I found

Wish I could say it was a misunderstanding
But the truth is that I ruin everything
I don't know if I could even reunite
If given the chance
I don't know if I could face you again

Let's go back in time
To the good old days
(Face you again)
Take a little ride
Down memory lane
(Face you again)
'Cause we're strangers now
I don't see you round
(Face you again)
Things were said and done
I went looking and I found
(Face you again)

Ride

There's a familiar feeling coming over be
A lack of motivation
I can't take things seriously

I never learn my lesson
Keep doing the same things
I heard that's the definition of insanity

There's a familiar feeling coming over be
A lack of motivation
I can't take things seriously

I never learn my lesson
Keep doing the same things
I heard that's the definition of insanity

So come and lock me up
Come and lock me up
Just come and lock me up
Come and lock me up and throw away the key

So come and lock me up (There's a familiar feeling coming over me)
Come and lock me up
Just come and lock me up (I never learn my lesson)
Come and lock me up and throw away the key

So come and lock me up, come and lock me up, lock me up
Come and lock me up, come and lock me up, lock me up
Come and lock me up, come and lock me up, lock me up
Come and lock me up, come and lock me up, lock me up
And throw away the key

Lock me up

A remix of the iconic Game Night from The Real Housewives of Beverly Hills. 

A collaboration with Lonely Boy Ghost - check out his stuff - https://soundcloud.com/lonelyboyghost

All Night Long, Bitch ft. Brandi Glanville & Kim Richards

You can't always say it with words
It's not always sunshine and birds
It's the things you do that show that you care
It's not always right it's not always fair but

You know you've got a friend in me
I'm always here whenever you need
I know I don't say it all the time
But if you think that I don't care let me remind you that

Real love can't be conveyed with words
No no no
Can't be conveyed with words, words
No real love can be conveyed with words, words
No real love can be conveyed with words, words
No no

Let me tell you something you might not know
Real love takes time to grow, grow
Saying it is never enough
You've gotta stick around when things get tough 'cos

Real love can't be conveyed with words
No no no
Can't be conveyed with words, words
No real love can be conveyed with words, words
No real love can be conveyed with words, words
No no

Real love can't be conveyed with words, words
No no 
Real love can't be conveyed with words, words
No no 
Real love can't be conveyed with words, words
No no 
Real love can't be conveyed with words, words
No no 

Real Love (Words)

Choke featuring Lonely Boy Ghost

Sometimes I get a little bit lost
I guess you could call me a lost cause
Some days I don’t wanna get out of bed
Cos crazy thought are running round and round in my head

I stopped taking my pills last week
Been feeling funny kinda like I might freak out
I just wanna clear my mind but it’s been foggy for so long
I’m scared of what I might find out

I just wanna feel my feelings again 
Even if I don’t feel 10 out of 10
I just wanna feel like Ben 
I just wanna feel my feelings again

I wanna feel them like a slap in the face
I wanna feel like I’m floating in space
I wanna feel them like a hundred degrees
I wanna feel I wanna feel I wanna feel like me

I wanna feel over the moon
I wanna feel all the doom and the gloom
I wanna feel like I’m high on drugs
Wanna feel like kisses wanna feel like hugs

I just wanna feel myself again
I just wanna feel my feelings oh yeah
I wanna feel I wanna feel I wanna feel like me

Sometimes I get a little bit lost
I guess you could call me a lost cause
Some days I don’t wanna get out of bed
Cos crazy thought are running round and round in my head

I stopped taking my pills last week
Been feeling funny kinda like I might freak out
I just wanna clear my mind but it’s been foggy for so long
I’m scared of what I might find out

I just wanna feel my feelings again 
Even if I don’t feel 10 out of 10
I just wanna feel like Ben 
I just wanna feel my feelings again

I just wanna feel myself again
I just wanna feel my feelings oh yeah
I wanna feel I wanna feel I wanna feel like me

Feelings Again

Let me go 
Let me go
Let me go
I'm suffocating

Yeah you know
Yeah you know
Yeah you know
This shit ain't healthy

We don't work 
We don't work 
We don't work
We're in different places

Know it hurts
Know it hurts
Know it hurts
But that's just life babe

Your hands are round my throat
I can't breath just let me go
You're gripping too tight on me
Just let me breath

Mental asphyxiation 
This is excruciating
All I asked for was some space
But you just couldn't wait wait wait for me to be ready
You just couldn't wait wait wait for me to be ready
You just couldn't wait wait wait for me to be ready
You just couldn't wait wait wait for me
Now I'll never be ready for you

Suffocate

I have a dream
You and me on the beach
Lying in the sun
Waves crashing
Just you and me
Holding my hand
Phones buried in the sand
No one else around
Just taking in the ocean sounds

We’re on the beach
You and me, it’s a dream
Fucking in the sand
You’re gripping hard to my hand
Reaching climax
Melting like hot wax
Come a thousand times
I belong to you and you are mine

I know you’re the one
Making love in the sun
Get me off so good
Like no-one else has done
Throw it back
Yeah I like it like that
We go fast and we go slow
You’re my princess yeah you know

Dream

MELANIE MARTINEZ - VOID - LONERWAVE REMIX

I’m so up and I’m so down
First I smile and then I frown
Sometimes a demon, always a clown
My mood swings go round and round
I’m so hot and I’m so cold
I can freeze and I can scold
I transform from shit to gold
Please God help my twisted soul

I’m so tough and I’m so weak
I’m so scruffy and I’m so sleek
I’m so big and I’m so small Climb so high but always fall
I’m so happy and I’m so sad
I’m so sane and I’m so mad
I’m so good and I’m so bad
I’m the worst you’ve ever had

I’m so open, I’m so closed and
I’m so melted, I’m so frozen
I’m so rejected, I’m so chosen
I’m an angel, I’m an omen
I’m so awake and I’m so tired
I’m so sober and I’m so wired
I’m so common and I’m so rare
I’m so here and I’m so there

I’m so skinny and I’m so fat
I’m such a nice guy, I’m such a twat
I’m so brave and I’m so scared
I’m so detailed, I’m so bare
I’m so dirty, I’m so clean
I’m a peasant, I’m a queen
I’m so rich and I’m so poor
I’m so fun and such a bore

I press go and then I stop it
I inflate it, then I pop it
Pick it up so I can drop it
Grow it out so I can chop it
I polite and I’m so rude
I love sex but I’m a prude
I’m a victim, I’m an abuser
I’m a winner, I’m loser

I tell the truth and I’m a liar
I extinguish, I start fires
I’m emotionless, I’m a crier
I’ll get mad and slash your tyres
I’ll burn you and won’t think nothing
Don’t test me, don’t think I’m bluffing
You can’t know me cos I don’t know myself
I’ll either go to heaven or I’ll burn in hell

Twisted Soul

This song is sung in an unknown ancient tongue. Though its meaning has been lost to time, it is said the chant brings solace to those who wander through grief, and strength to those who must carry on.

Nirisi melaso fladi
Quelesu mayafa sara
Fwema stikala gali
Musuti
Helafta suremeli

Thanks to Lonely Boy Ghost for being in my choir :)

Nirisi Melaso Fladi (Prayer for Mercy)

I just wanna be untouchable 
I just wanna be unreachable
I just wanna be unstoppable, unflappable, untoppable
It feels impossible

I lie awake at night and I cry
I’m fantasising about all the things that I might have been
If I was born a different way
Would you still leave, or would you have stayed

I’m on my back staring at the ceiling 
I try real hard but I can’t find the meaning of life 
Working so hard everyday 
Then 5 o’clock comes and I fade away 

What am I here for if this is all there is?
Don’t wanna think too much it feels me with fears
That I’ll never be where I wanna be
Maybe this life just isn’t for me   

I just wanna be lovable
I just wanna be sufferable
I just want you to hear my latest track and think oh yeah that was cool 

I’m so close to giving it up
Cos no one round here seems to give a fuck
I’m pouring out my heart to you
But you don’t hear me it’s just another tune

Give me your love, give me your respect
Open your ears and let my sorrow infect your soul
Cos if I don’t end up a success
I’ll just be another person who’s dead

I just wanna leave something behind
I want a legacy that I can call mine
I wanna make my mother proud
Before I’m cold and dead in the ground

In The Ground

This song is about my fantasy of doing voodoo on my negligent landlord. He's awful.

LYRICS

One pin
Two pins
Three pins

One pin
Two pins
Three pins

One pin for making me cry
Two pins for all of your lies
Three pins cos you’re a bad guy
You’re a bad guy
You’re a bad guy

One pin for making me cry
Two pins for all of your lies
Three pins cos you’re a bad guy yeah
You’re a bad guy yeah
You’re a bad guy

I’ve never felt so dehumanised 
That’s why I gotta stick all these needles in your eyes
I just hope that you’re proud of yourself 
Because now you’re going straight, straight down to hell  

One pin for making me cry
Two pins for all of your lies
Three pins cos you’re a bad guy
You’re a bad guy
You’re a bad guy

One pin for making me cry
Two pins for all of your lies
Three pins cos you’re a bad guy yeah
You’re a bad guy yeah
You’re a bad guy

You’ve been taking my money for years 
You've been so neglectful that’s it’s broken me down in tears 
It’s not fair what the fuck did i do?
I’ve got a little doll and it’s looking just like you 

The stress has been killing me
But now I am free
Your power over me
Is gone now can’t you see
I guess you can't cos you're blind to reality 

The stress has been killing me
But now I am free
Your power over me
Is gone now can’t you see
I guess you can't cos you're blind to reality 

One pin for making me cry
Two pins for all of your lies
Three pins cos you’re a bad guy
You’re a bad guy
You’re a bad guy

One pin for making me cry
Two pins for all of your lies
Three pins cos you’re a bad guy yeah
You’re a bad guy yeah
You’re a bad guy

One pin for making me cry
Two pins for all of your lies
Three pins cos you’re a bad guy yeah
You’re a bad guy yeah
You’re a bad guy


You thought you could banish me
You wish you could vanish me It must be your vanity
You’re such a calamity
Who’s blind to reality
I’ll bring you brutality
No congeniality
I’ll show you insanity  

You thought you could banish me
You wish you could vanish me It must be your vanity
You’re such a calamity
Who’s blind to reality
I’ll bring you brutality
No congeniality
I’ll show you insanity

Pins

I went to Lake Garda and saw some crazy shit in the sky.

Gardian Aliens

In comes in waves and now I'm drowning in my shame
I smoked so much that I can't remember my name
I'm falling into the void

I freak out, I withdraw, I wanna be alone
Ignore my message, I don't pick up the phone
Stop calling, I'm getting annoyed

Let me make music let me get into my zone
I'm acting cold and like my heart is made of stone
This nothingness swallows me whole

Go fuck yourself don't tell me how I'm s'posed to feel
Just give me space, that's always been the way I heal - with loneliness
It fixes my soul

In comes in waves and now I'm drowning in my shame
I smoked so much that I can't remember my name
I'm falling into the void

I freak out, I withdraw, I wanna be alone
Ignore my message, I don't pick up the phone
Stop calling, I'm getting annoyed

Into the void
I'm falling Into the void
I'm falling into the void

Let me make music let me get into my zone
I'm acting cold and like my heart is made of stone
This nothingness swallows me whole

Go fuck yourself don't tell me how I'm s'posed to heal
Just give me space, that's always been the way I heal - with loneliness
It fixes my soul

It comes in waves and now I'm drowning in my shame
I smoked so much that I can't remember my name name
It comes in waves and now I'm drowning in my shame
I smoked so much that I'm falling

Into the void
Into the void
Into the void
Into the void
I'm falling into the void
Into the void
Into the void
Into the void
I'm falling into the

Lonerwave

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