Lonerwave EP

When I was younger this pyschic told me I'd never be a musician so this song is basically about that.

Play me

Lyrics:
I was lying in bed thinking bout all the things I had said and done that day and my anxiety started peaking
Did I make too any jokes? Did I look mysterious? I don't know I guess I should stop caring bout what people thinking
Was I obvious with my social awkwardness? Could they tell I'm gay by the way I carry myself and how I'm speaking?
I think that I should just stay away from people because everytime I get too close I overthink and now I'm tweaking

Midnight Spiral

Lyrics

I'm so done don't wanna put my feelings on the line again
I'm so sick and tired don't think I'm ever gonna try again
Smoke a little spliff and I'll be feeling fine again
Cover up the fact that I just really wanna die

I don't know why but this shit is playing on my mind again
Put my shades on cos I will not let them see me cry again
I feel so defeated I just want my light to shine again
Sitting on my sofa on a week night doing lines again

Sitting on my sofa on a week night doing lines again
I'm so self destructive and I can't figure out why again
Total isolation, to my friends I said goodbye again
They ask me if I'm alright, I nod my head and lie again

Lines

Sunshine

Crumbs

Let's go back in time
To the good old days
Take a little ride
Down memory lane

'Cause we're strangers now
I don't see you round
Things were said and done
I went looking and I found

Wish I could say it was a misunderstanding
But the truth is that I ruin everything
I don't know if I could even reunite
If given the chance
I don't know if I could face you again

Let's go back in time
To the good old days
(Face you again)
Take a little ride
Down memory lane
(Face you again)
'Cause we're strangers now
I don't see you round
(Face you again)
Things were said and done
I went looking and I found
(Face you again)

Ride

There's a familiar feeling coming over be
A lack of motivation
I can't take things seriously

I never learn my lesson
Keep doing the same things
I heard that's the definition of insanity

There's a familiar feeling coming over be
A lack of motivation
I can't take things seriously

I never learn my lesson
Keep doing the same things
I heard that's the definition of insanity

So come and lock me up
Come and lock me up
Just come and lock me up
Come and lock me up and throw away the key

So come and lock me up (There's a familiar feeling coming over me)
Come and lock me up
Just come and lock me up (I never learn my lesson)
Come and lock me up and throw away the key

So come and lock me up, come and lock me up, lock me up
Come and lock me up, come and lock me up, lock me up
Come and lock me up, come and lock me up, lock me up
Come and lock me up, come and lock me up, lock me up
And throw away the key

Lock me up

You can't always say it with words
It's not always sunshine and birds
It's the things you do that show that you care
It's not always right it's not always fair but

You know you've got a friend in me
I'm always here whenever you need
I know I don't say it all the time
But if you think that I don't care let me remind you that

Real love can't be conveyed with words
No no no
Can't be conveyed with words, words
No real love can be conveyed with words, words
No real love can be conveyed with words, words
No no

Let me tell you something you might not know
Real love takes time to grow, grow
Saying it is never enough
You've gotta stick around when things get tough 'cos

Real love can't be conveyed with words
No no no
Can't be conveyed with words, words
No real love can be conveyed with words, words
No real love can be conveyed with words, words
No no

Real love can't be conveyed with words, words
No no 
Real love can't be conveyed with words, words
No no 
Real love can't be conveyed with words, words
No no 
Real love can't be conveyed with words, words
No no 

Real Love (Words)

Choke featuring Lonely Boy Ghost

Sometimes I get a little bit lost
I guess you could call me a lost cause
Some days I don’t wanna get out of bed
Cos crazy thought are running round and round in my head

I stopped taking my pills last week
Been feeling funny kinda like I might freak out
I just wanna clear my mind but it’s been foggy for so long
I’m scared of what I might find out

I just wanna feel my feelings again 
Even if I don’t feel 10 out of 10
I just wanna feel like Ben 
I just wanna feel my feelings again

I wanna feel them like a slap in the face
I wanna feel like I’m floating in space
I wanna feel them like a hundred degrees
I wanna feel I wanna feel I wanna feel like me

I wanna feel over the moon
I wanna feel all the doom and the gloom
I wanna feel like I’m high on drugs
Wanna feel like kisses wanna feel like hugs

I just wanna feel myself again
I just wanna feel my feelings oh yeah
I wanna feel I wanna feel I wanna feel like me

Sometimes I get a little bit lost
I guess you could call me a lost cause
Some days I don’t wanna get out of bed
Cos crazy thought are running round and round in my head

I stopped taking my pills last week
Been feeling funny kinda like I might freak out
I just wanna clear my mind but it’s been foggy for so long
I’m scared of what I might find out

I just wanna feel my feelings again 
Even if I don’t feel 10 out of 10
I just wanna feel like Ben 
I just wanna feel my feelings again

I just wanna feel myself again
I just wanna feel my feelings oh yeah
I wanna feel I wanna feel I wanna feel like me

Feelings Again

Let me go 
Let me go
Let me go
I'm suffocating

Yeah you know
Yeah you know
Yeah you know
This shit ain't healthy

We don't work 
We don't work 
We don't work
We're in different places

Know it hurts
Know it hurts
Know it hurts
But that's just life babe

Your hands are round my throat
I can't breath just let me go
You're gripping too tight on me
Just let me breath

Mental asphyxiation 
This is excruciating
All I asked for was some space
But you just couldn't wait wait wait for me to be ready
You just couldn't wait wait wait for me to be ready
You just couldn't wait wait wait for me to be ready
You just couldn't wait wait wait for me
Now I'll never be ready for you

Suffocate

I have a dream
You and me on the beach
Lying in the sun
Waves crashing
Just you and me
Holding my hand
Phones buried in the sand
No one else around
Just taking in the ocean sounds

We’re on the beach
You and me, it’s a dream
Fucking in the sand
You’re gripping hard to my hand
Reaching climax
Melting like hot wax
Come a thousand times
I belong to you and you are mine

I know you’re the one
Making love in the sun
Get me off so good
Like no-one else has done
Throw it back
Yeah I like it like that
We go fast and we go slow
You’re my princess yeah you know

Dream

I’m so up and I’m so down
First I smile and then I frown
Sometimes a demon, always a clown
My mood swings go round and round
I’m so hot and I’m so cold
I can freeze and I can scold
I transform from shit to gold
Please God help my twisted soul

I’m so tough and I’m so weak
I’m so scruffy and I’m so sleek
I’m so big and I’m so small Climb so high but always fall
I’m so happy and I’m so sad
I’m so sane and I’m so mad
I’m so good and I’m so bad
I’m the worst you’ve ever had

I’m so open, I’m so closed and
I’m so melted, I’m so frozen
I’m so rejected, I’m so chosen
I’m an angel, I’m an omen
I’m so awake and I’m so tired
I’m so sober and I’m so wired
I’m so common and I’m so rare
I’m so here and I’m so there

I’m so skinny and I’m so fat
I’m such a nice guy, I’m such a twat
I’m so brave and I’m so scared
I’m so detailed, I’m so bare
I’m so dirty, I’m so clean
I’m a peasant, I’m a queen
I’m so rich and I’m so poor
I’m so fun and such a bore

I press go and then I stop it
I inflate it, then I pop it
Pick it up so I can drop it
Grow it out so I can chop it
I polite and I’m so rude
I love sex but I’m a prude
I’m a victim, I’m an abuser
I’m a winner, I’m loser

I tell the truth and I’m a liar
I extinguish, I start fires
I’m emotionless, I’m a crier
I’ll get mad and slash your tyres
I’ll burn you and won’t think nothing
Don’t test me, don’t think I’m bluffing
You can’t know me cos I don’t know myself
I’ll either go to heaven or I’ll burn in hell