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tracks by + featuring lonesity (discography)

written & performed by: @lonesity
produced by: @splashgvng
engineered & arranged by: @camjmusic & @lonesity

lyrics:

[verse 1:]
i could find another love
but i know it’d never feel the same
i kinda hate how i would give it
up to feel your touch again
and here i am, so reserved
thinkin' that i got a chance
i could be with you, but i 
know we did our last dance
cannot go to bed, it still smell like you
cannot leave the house, 'cause i might see you
you were just here, but now forever gone 
i didn’t get a goodbye, so i wrote a song
waitin' for the night when you call & say “i miss you,
hopin’ everything is alright” babe i wish you
held on, one more night
'cause i

[hook: x2]
saved every song that you ever sent me
i only put 'em on when i wanna feel empty
but that’s okay though
'cause i don't wanna feel a thing anymore

[verse 2:]
you wanted me once, i wish you wanted me again
i know i’m not okay with simply bein a friend & it
hurt me more when you played your game
‘cause now i’m fucked up calling out your name
my love was never enough, i think i get it now
i shoulda been better for you, but i don’t know how
only time will tell if it was really meant to be
but i can’t live my life holdin' on to a maybe
my love was never enough, i think i get it now 
i shoulda been better for you, but i don’t know how
only time will tell if it was really meant to be
but i can’t live my life holdin' on to a maybe

[hook: x2]
yeah, i saved every song that you ever sent me
i only put 'em on when i wanna feel empty
but that’s okay though
'cause i don't wanna feel a thing anymore

[bridge]
baby take step back, look at whatchu do to me
i wrote another song about you, but you don't ever see (i lost everything)
how it fuckin' feel, to miss you every day (i lost your forever)
the type of pain to follow me straight to the grave 

[hook: x3]
yeah, i saved every song that you ever sent me
i only put 'em on when i wanna feel empty
but that’s okay though
'cause i don't wanna feel a thing anymore

november 16th

SPOTIFY / APPLE MUSIC

november 16th [prod. splashgvng]

written & performed by: @lonesity
produced and engineered by: @lonesity

lyrics:

[hook: x2]
one day my text won’t go through
i wont know what you’re up to
you moved on, i fell short
can we go back to the start?

[verse: 1]
i wish you would hold my trembling hands
tell me how you miss me, tell me how u wanna be friends
the warmth i felt, i’ll never feel again
the absence of you is my somber end

[hook: x2]
one day my text won’t go through
i wont know what you’re up to
you moved on, i fell short
can we go back to the start?

[verse: 2]
how do i go back to the way things were?
how can i accept that she's not my girl?
i don’t think i can deal with the fact i’m losing you
day by day i turn a darker shade of blue

losing you

WRITTEN & PERFOMED BY: @LONESITY
PRODUCED BY: @LONESITY
CO-PRODUCED BY: @CAMJMUSIC
ENGINEERED BY: @CAMJMUSIC & @LONESITY

LYRICS:

BURY SIX INCH NAILS DEEP WITHIN YOUR CHEST
LIKE A PARASITE FEEDING, I’LL LEAVE NOTHING LEFT
FEEL THE FLESH STRIPPED FROM YOUR SKIN, THE DARKNESS CREEP UP FROM WITHIN
AN AGONIZING SCREAM CAN’T STOP THIS HORRID SCENE FROM HAPPENIN'
I DON’T WANNA BE LIKE THIS, A VESSEL PLACED UPON A CURSED EARTH
HEATHENS SURROUND ME, THEIR WORDS ARE EMPTY & ARE ALL WORTH
NOTHING AT ALL, BOW DOWN OR FALL BACK
I COULD MAKE VESUVIUS ERUPT WITH A FINGER SNAP
WE RUNNIN THIS CITY 'N' EVERYTHING IN IT
SO DON'T COME AT ME CUZ I’M COMIN' WITH VENOM
AN ENEMY ISN’T WHAT YOU WANNA BE
TO A TACTICAL MURDEROUS CRIMINAL FIEND YUH
YUH
FUCK AROUND & GET HURT
PAY YA PENANCE UNDERNEATH SIX 
HUNDRED FEET OF DIRT
BLADE ALWAYS SERRATED
EYES RED FULL OF HATRED
IF IM EMANCIPATED, I CAN’T TELL 'CAUSE I’M
FINALLY READY TO FUCKIN’
BREAK.
KILL OFF ALL THE GOOD IN ME
I CAN’T FIND ONE 
SINGLE PIECE OF DECENCY

NIGHT TERRXRS

written & performed by: @blanktheory
produced by: @blanktheory & @camjmusic
mixed by: @camjmusic
mastered by: @camjmusic & @blanktheory

lyrics:

[hook x2]
pourin' six shots down my throat
call a floodline
tell my friends & family
it’s about to be my time

nothing’s lookin’ up
so i gotta go down, right
nothing’s lookin’ up
so i gotta go down

[verse]
tightness in my chest, i can’t breathe
the only time i can escape is when i fall asleep
how did this happen? knowing i’m safe here
my sight darkens, my life flashes

my worries control my thoughts
everything i see
reflections of what
i used to be

i look at my heart 
and it just bleeds
because it knows that 
this time i cut deep

so put my body in a basket
heart inside a casket
i am sick & tired 
of the sad shit

sad shit, fillin' up my mind
like a gas tank
i’m abouta blow it up 
wit a match, kid

even if it’s over, it’s not the end
i know that you’ll find me out there, friend
let’s just close our eyes & play pretend
when I fade away, do not contend

[hook x4]

SIX SHOTS

SIX SHOTS [PROD. BLANK THEORY & CAMJ]

written & performed by: @blanktheory & @zae_music
produced by: @sketchmyname
mixed by: @sketchmyname & @blanktheory
mastered by: @sketchmyname & @blanktheory

lyrics:

[hook]
never comin’ back, no, i’m barely fuckin’ breathin’
stackin’ up the flowers from the floor to the ceilin’
really i’m just tryna make some sense of what i’m feelin’
pour another cup, while i figure out the meanin’

[verse]
this pain just worsens, everything hurts
ever since you left me dead in the dirt
i’m fallin’ off the wagon, shit is your fault
cryin’ more tears, this ache won’t stop

(won’t stop) won’t stop, man, this ache won’t stop
(won’t stop) won’t stop, man, this ache won’t stop
(won’t stop) won’t stop, man, this ache won’t stop
(won’t stop) won’t stop, man, this ache won’t stop

sooooooooo
i need somebody to save me
somebody to blame me
for the sins that have made me

cursed by the thought
i wanna die here, it’s true
as long i get to fuckin’
die here with you

[hook x2]
never comin’ back, no, i’m barely fuckin’ breathin’
stackin’ up the flowers from the floor to the ceilin’
really i’m just tryna make some sense of what i’m feelin’
pour another cup, while i figure out the meanin’

[verse]
zae, i know what it's like to lose, nothing to do
everybody hating on the people like you
you think you're doing good, but you're wrong
getting high off of the $20 fucking bong

so crying from what i said, but in my own song 
she told me I'm insane, she is not wrong
now I'm stuck thinking of her in my head
chunk of my heart, laying on my own bed

cause cursed by my thoughts, cursed by the path
why can't I fix it? why am I so bad? 
cause I got nothing to do
every night and the morning

all i think about is you
i'm never gonna change, i'm never gonna stop
why the fuck cant the devil just knock
get out of my head, i'm out of luck

cursed by my thoughts, cursed by my thoughts 
cause i got nothing to do, and nothing to say, no fucking options today
every night and the morning, i think about you
fuck it, i got nothing to lose

sooooooooo
i need somebody to save me
somebody to blame me
for the sins that have made me

cursed by the thought
i wanna die here, it’s true
as long i get to fuckin’
die here with you

THE MEANING (FEAT. ZAE)[PROD. SKETCHMYNAME]

written & performed by: @lonesity
produced by: @blanktheory
mixed & mastered by: @blanktheory

lyrics:

[verse 1]
wishing i could feel
but all i feel is the absence of
a presence that’s
come & gone

it’s not easy to forget
what someone meant to you
when they were person that made you
feel like you

[hook]
wake up, i’m lonely outside
the cold winter breeze has frozen my eyes
i was blinded by the frost of your lies
the pain from this will not subside

what did i do to deserve this
with you i felt i had purpose
what did i do to deserve this
with you i felt i had purpose

[verse 2]
knocked six hundred sixty times
i’m waiting for you to change your mind
i’m bleeding out & you’re doing just fine
please open the door we’re runnin' outta time

you sit inside the castle of memories cherished
queen of the broken hearts & happiness perished
you sent me out to fight
but i don’t know if i’ll make the night

[hook]
wake up, i’m lonely outside
the cold winter breeze has frozen my eyes
i was blinded by the frost of your lies
the pain from this will not subside

what did i do to deserve this
with you i felt i had purpose
what did i do to deserve this
with you i felt i had purpose

sample: https://soundcloud.com/digitalsmitty/acoustic

Dying to Feel Alive

wake up, i'm lonely outside

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stream on apple music, spotify, youtube, google play and more: https://fanlink.to/ckY5

written & performed by: @lonesity
produced & engineered by: @blanktheory

lyrics:

better fix ya face quick
pretty soon you’ll catch a lick
razor sharp rhymes cut like a 
blade up and down ya fuckin' spine

i don’t give fuck man
you weak pussy bitch
watch me bust up in ya crib
time to test your will to live, YAH

starin' down a sniper scope
thinkin' bout how imma end ya, yah yah
imma break ya back in sixteen different places
return your fuckin' body to a gelatin basis

apply the pressure, stop ya breathin'
i can’t think of one good reason
why you even wanna live
ya whole life is a pile of shit

hope you die a nobody
tell me i ain’t talkin' shit
i know exactly what the fuck
i want outta this

pull up, tech nine in your grill
wonderin' if you’ll  ever see the world
your time gone with the wind
reaper lookin' at you with a hella big grin

starin' down a sniper scope
thinkin' bout how imma end ya, yah yah
imma break ya back in sixteen different places
return your fuckin' body to a gelatin basis

off the fuckin' wire, call me frayed end
might find me in ya house, sumn like radon
killin' you slowly, better start prayin'
mercy ain't a friend of mine, fuck is you sayin'?

Sample: System of a Down - Aerials

Waste of Life

WASTE OF LIFE

listen on spotify, apple music, youtube, and more: https://fanlink.to/cnwc

produced by: @blanktheory
written & performed by: @lonesity & @willrosey
mixed & mastered by: @camjmusic
artwork by: @/beebosloth (https://www.instagram.com/beebosloth/?hl=en)

lyrics:

[intro]
yo, im drunk, im sick as fuck 
but there's some shit i gotta get off my chest man
listen to me

[hook]
look left, look right, same shit everyday
doing everything i can to try to sing the pain away
45 days left, 'til i fall flat
you can bet your ass i got the caliber to match that

didn’t ask for these fucked up thoughts
lately i've been thinkin' bout the end too much
it’s concerning, & disturbing
please save my heart, from burning

[verse 1]
it’s pretty clear that nobody give a fuck about me
no one checkin' up, friends ain’t showin' love
maybe they’ll appreciate me more when i’m up above
in the skies, flyin' high, like a singing dove

do you feel me? that feeling
the one stops you from ever healing
i know it, all too well
i swear it comes straight from hell

HEY, CAN YOU TELL ME
WHY I'LL NEVER BE ENOUGH
CAN YOU TELL ME
WHY I DON'T DESERVE LOVE

[hook]

[verse 2]
i wish that u cared about me but i know u don’t
chain on my hip
and imagery in my head
i thought i knew you, but it’s obvious that i did not

black jeans matched with a black shirt
and i know that no one cares
the times i think about her  makes me hate myself and everything
i wonder if she thought about me

why am i wasting my time thinking about this
how many hours did i spend 
hoping she would reach out to me
but at the end of the day i guess it doesn’t really matter

[hook]

Save My Heart (feat. Will Rosey)

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save my heart (feat. will rosey)

written and performed by: @lonesity
produced by: @sketchmyname
engineered by: @sketchmyname & @blanktheory

lyrics:

[verse 1]
destroying myself so fate can’t catch me
running in circles away from it all
tired & lonely, fuck this world
i’m on to the next, gotta see about a girl

fuckin' wit you never ever ever felt right
get up out my ride, ion need another fight
what you want from me? i'm outta fuckin' gas
can’t get you home, keep sippin' on ya glass

i cannot see you, i’m singing my song
tired of livin' my life in wrong
can’t fix problems with a hit from a bong
didn’t plan to be here this long

[verse 2]
look at us now, beautiful mess
only make sense when you're takin' off ya dress
didn’t wanna wait, paid a price for that
got a couple skeletons in my hatchback

smoked six packs, dunno why you do that
our love is toxic enough
& now i’m callin' ya bluff
because you’re faded as fuck

seems like we ran outta luck
this wasn’t part of our plot
but it’s all that we got
how bout you give it a shot?

didn't plan 2 be here this long

written and perfromed by: @lonesity
produced by: @blanktheory
engineered by: @camjmusic
album artwork: @/pastelwife on instagram

lyrics:

[verse 1]
daytime drains her, moonlight saves her
from holding hands with a fuckin' razor
when fall come around and everything dies
is when she feels she's most alive

cut me with her switchblade, ask me if i give a fuck
the answer to that is “no, i think not”
if i’m being frank i think it’s pretty hot
now we’re making out in a parking lot

shawty’s been givin’ me brain
can’t tell if it’s her or the head that’s insane
told her pay me no mind
how’d our lips become intertwined?

dropped her dress, got me like "holy shit!"
six six six carved into her fuckin' wrist
she told me to call her devil baby jane
devil baby jane, devil baby jane, jane

[hook]
support your local goth girlfriend
support your local goth girlfriend
support your local goth girlfriend
support your local goth girlfriend

[verse 2]
she caught me off guard, the forked tongue and all that
guess i shoulda known by the way she dressed
chains on her hip, black jeans with the rips
corset coverin' her tits

mighta bitten off a little too much for myself
but i don’t care, anywhere, she can get it yeah
attend the black mass with her, fuckin' hell
she crazy and i love it, voice like a death knell

once i got to know her, she was pretty cool
i love my babygirl, she my fuckin' ghoul
sleepin' on the couch, black cat on the floor mat
bad luck, don’t believe that

she’s a blessing and a curse
i want her with me in my hearse
drop me into deep into the earth
she'll be waiting there, my hell girl

[hook x2]
support your local goth girlfriend
support your local goth girlfriend
support your local goth girlfriend
support your local goth girlfriend

SUPPORT YOUR LOCAL GOTH GF

written & performed by: @lonesity
produced by: @blanktheory
engineered by: @camjmusic

lyrics:

[hook x2]
this is nothing more than another sad song
spilling all my guts to someone who doesn’t care
why am i like this? 
it isn’t my design

[verse]
afraid of my mind, afraid of going deeper
overthinking everything, spinnin' lil peeper
shaking at the thought of life like mine
even when it’s sunny, can’t see the sunshine
feel so indifferent to the fact i’m livin'
fuck being lonely, i wanna cry
tell my myself ain’t ever gonna give in
i was never good at believing lies

[hook x2]
this is nothing more than another sad song
spilling all my guts to someone who doesn’t care
why am i like this? 
it isn’t my design

another sad song

written & performed by: @lonesity & @zaeanarky
produced by: @blanktheory
engineered by: @camjmusic & @blanktheory
cover art from: @/one.dyingwish

[verse]
from the i don’t know, the devil's taking me
makes no sense to me(ahhh!) 
from the i don’t care, the devil's changing me
demons facing me

i never felt like i was in control at all
they telling me to change but all i did was fall 
and ever since she left me i’ve been taking it slow
she calling me edgy cause of my trench coat

i’m contemplating putting the razor down my throat
i’ll let it scrape my insides until I fucking choke
and for a while now i feared there’s no hope
i might tie the rope, i don’t know

so free me from the pain that’s out inside
i’m jacks broken heart and I know I’m bout to die
can't change the shit that you did 
and i know we was only just kids, but just think for a minute

yeah, baby think for a minute
i didn’t wanna break you too 
and everyone’s saying i had nothing to lose 
so free me from my pain I know you want to

i don’t know if i’m losing my mind
or if you’re losing yours
i might go crash into a tree with a fucking porsche
i’m on my deathbed so please pull the cord, yeah

[outro x8]
free me, i am jack's broken heart, free me

i am jack's broken heart (feat. zaeanarky)

written & performed by: @lonesity
produced & engineered by: @blanktheory

lyrics:

[intro:] (from orange)
i wonder what happens when you die
do your regrets disappear?
are sins atoned for?
would i be able to see mom and apologize to her?
would anyone be sad if i died?
would something good have happened tomorrow?
i wonder who she gave that chocolate to...

[hook:]
there’s so much more to me than i say in my songs
just trying to get that across ‘fore i’m gone
cuz i feel the strength draining out from my palms
you don’t know what i have felt all along

[verse:]
i'm so stuck stepping on my own toes
thinking i’m a failure, when i don’t reach a goal
living for a reason that i am unaware of
praying for a savior

i will never be satisfied
why can’t i be happy just one time?

[hook x2:]
there’s so much more to me than i say in my songs
just trying to get that across ‘fore i’m gone
cuz i feel the strength draining out from my palms
you don’t know what i have felt all along

falling into pieces

written & performed by: @lonesity & https://soundcloud.com/internetsacha
produced by: @by7
engineered by: @blanktheory & @by7

lyrics:

can’t be lovers
no we can’t be friends
broken to the bone
don’t you see how it end?

you been distant, scattered like a pigeon
everything about you, always so different
reminiscing, missin' when you listened
actin like you never changed, who are you kiddin' (x4)

where are you now? 
how did you disappear?
where are you now? 
how did you disappear?

recognizing you a little less with every passing year
if you wanna leave please it make it fucking clear
tired of the games, excuses, 
smoke & mirrors stop confirming
my worst fears & everything i 
confessed to you
you’re breaking me & i don’t know 
what to do
take another look in this broken mirror
the picture’s crystal clear
but you can’t see it, dear
struggle with the fact it’ll never reappear

can’t be lovers
no we can’t be friends
broken to the bone
don’t you see how it end?

yah, ay, racing with time until i die
wrestle with love til it's midnight
running on empty we're running with lies 
and if we don't address it then we'll be alright
running with demons, ill run from the dark
please wait until morning for me to depart
racing with time until i die
wrestle with love til it's midnight
don't know how this ends, don’t know if it can 
don't know if you cared about the time that we shared
baby i'm baby i'm baby i'm broken and bent, nothing short of a mess (yeah)
please say you still care, please say you’ll stay here
well, you're still in my head, i know that we should end this here and now
but letting go’s not easy girl, still wonder if u need me girl
and does he treat u better than i ever did, 
and i'm asking do i still love you, or if i ever did
holding onto something 
wish that we could ride it out 
holding onto nothing
i don't know why i'm crying out
holding onto something 
wish that we could ride it out 
holding onto nothing
i don't know why i'm crying out

can’t be lovers, 
no we can’t be friends
broken to the bone
don’t you see how it end?
can’t be lovers, 
no we can’t be friends
broken to the bone
don’t you see how it end?

tears don't fall [pt. 2] (feat. sacha online)

written & performed by: @lonesity
produced & engineered by: @blanktheory

lyrics:

[verse 1]
what happened to your promises like you love me the most?
why you never answer, why you always goin' ghost?
we both know the reasons, it’s difficult to cope
atrophy in my heart, guess i’m losing hope

why you lashing out at me, do you think this is joke?
projecting all your problems at me, so scared of the unknown
well if you gave it some thought, mulled it around in your mind
maybe you’d come to the conclusion you’re as fucked up as i

cuz i can see your patience waning & i don’t have the cure
you’re blaming me for everything that‘s happened, typical, girl
thought you were different, but you showed me that you’re one of the same
another lonely boy falls in this cyclical game

don’t tell me you’re healing 
don’t believe you’re feeling
anything for me
you’re lying through your teeth

[hook x2]
wish that we could ride it out 
holding onto nothing
i don't know why i'm crying now
holding onto something 
i wish that we could ride it out 
holding onto nothing
i don't know why i'm crying now
don’t know why i’m crying out

[verse 2]
feeling like a fool now, like why i even write this shit
you’re clawing at my heart like i cannot feel the pain bitch
does he know about your lack of rationality
& baggage begging just find a person who will take it

see i was not the one, that’s pretty fucking clear 
just wish that you could hear me out to show you why we’re here
i was not the one, that’s pretty fucking clear
don’t know if this is getting through, i’ll scream it louder here

so i’m tearin' at your walls, knowing you they’ll never fall
protecting a façade like it’s your fucking day job
kinda sucks you’ll never know, just how much i loved you
but people change everyday, you’re not above the rule

[hook x2]
wish that we could ride it out 
holding onto nothing
i don't know why i'm crying now
holding onto something 
i wish that we could ride it out 
holding onto nothing
i don't know why i'm crying now
don’t know why i’m crying out

Malice & Misery

TEARS DON'T FALL [PT. 1]

STREAM ON ANY PLATFORM HERE: https://fanlink.to/c2hc

written & performed by: @lonesity
produced & engineered by: @blanktheory

lyrics:

diabolical, the prodigal son of the sum all fears
feeding on sins of the people who don’t shed tears
seven deadly, you not ready, machete on my hip
slice n dice a motherfucker, lemme see ya head split

i'm tryna meet in the middle, me, you & ya dreams
freddy krueger in this bitch i love hearing ya scream
i got a twisted brain i know, pretty hopeless fo sho
you can’t hide from me, i am your living shadow

solitary i curate every word i combine
so i can tear apart your life in one single line
graphene skin coverin' the kingpin
send ya shooters at me, i ain’t givin' in

been a minute since i tore apart a gimmick
when i come for you, trust me you’ll be cryin’ to the clinic
and bleeding out in places that you didn't think you could
so if avoiding me is possible i really think you should

MALIFICUS

ALL PLATFORMS

performed by: @lonesity
written by: @/chaindisease https://www.instagram.com/chaindisease
engineered by: @blanktheory

lyrics:

[hook]
you can’t blame me for crying when everyone leaves
you can’t blame me for crying when everyone leaves
you can’t blame me for crying when everyone leaves 
you can’t blame me for crying when everyone leaves

[verse 1]
wouldn’t it be great to not feel so fucking alone?
maybe i belong where no one can find me
maybe my heart will kill me
before my brain is given the chance

[hook]
you can’t blame me for crying when everyone leaves
you can’t blame me for crying when everyone leaves
you can’t blame me for crying when everyone leaves 
you can’t blame me for crying when everyone leaves

[verse]
there’s a void inside of me & the summer heat fuels it
i may never be able to sleep through the night
i may never get the rest my body needs
but if you were to lay your head on my lap
watching you drift off 
might encourage me to breathe
watching you drift off 
might encourage me to breathe

[hook]
you can’t blame me for crying when everyone leaves
you can’t blame me for crying when everyone leaves
you can’t blame me for crying when everyone leaves 
you can’t blame me for crying when everyone leaves
you can’t blame me for crying when everyone leaves
you can’t blame me for crying when everyone leaves
you can’t blame me for crying when everyone leaves 
you can’t blame me for crying when everyone leaves

bodies (everyone leaves)

stream anywhere

written by: @lonesity
performed by: @lonesity & callysta
produced by: raspo
engineered by: @blanktheory & raspo

lyrics:

[intro x2]
my heart is bound in chains
nothing is bound to change
my heart is bound in chains
nothing is bound to change

[verse]
i look up in the mirror & realize i’m all alone
stuck speaking secrets to the silence & the chrome
the man upstairs is telling me i don’t deserve a home
i'm a finger twitch away from burying a bullet in my dome

my family doesn’t know a thing, i tell them i'm okay
but the pressure that i feel never seems to go away
i know they love me dearly, wishing i could reciprocate
fuck carrying this burden on my back another day

i look up in the mirror & realize i’m doin' fine
guess i came to conclusion that this life is not mine
it’s simple really, don’t believe me? just try
tell yourself to live a normal life it’ll be alright

but that ain’t the life for me, i’m as cold as a winter breeze
i was born in the snow, & i don’t know shit about peace, so
tell me that you wouldn’t do the same in my shoes
take your problems fucking drown 'em in a gallon of booze

[outro]
my heart is bound in chains (i'm so scared of everything)
nothing is bound to change
my heart is bound in chains (i'm so scared of everything)
nothing is bound to change
my heart is bound in chains
nothing is bound to change (you were my everything)
my heart is bound in chains (you were my, you were my, you were my everything)
nothing is bound to change (you were my everything & now i'm nothing)

my heart is bound in chains
nothing is bound to change
my heart is bound in chains
nothing is bound to change

barely breathing (feat. callysta)

stream anywhere :) https://fanlink.to/read-receipts-ft-heylog

written & performed by: @lonesity & @heylog
produced by: @lonesity
engineered by: @camjmusic & @lonesity

lyrics:

[hook: x2]
i understand if you don't wanna be around me
lately i been actin' up a lot, it's unhealthy
a puzzle piece is all i am, searchin' for the right fit
how the fuck i'm finna find somebody if they all dip?

[verse 1:]
nobody wanna hang with me
i get it
i would have to agree
that i'm not perfect
but random people love me
i don't get it
don't know what they see in me
i'm just curious
i'm thinking back on what you said to me
i don't know what i am or what i'm supposed to be
in the end i'll be there when you're close to me
i doubt you'll ever get there, but we'll just wait 'n' see

[hook: x2]
i understand if you don't wanna be around me
lately i been actin' up a lot, it's unhealthy
a puzzle piece is all i am, searchin for the right fit
how the fuck i'm finna find somebody if they all dip?

[verse 2:]
nobody wanna hang with me
i get it
i would have to agree
i'm a lost person
i smile finally
but it don't last for long
99 percent of the day
i wear a frown
i swear to god i don't belong with anyone
'cause they tend to fall out of love
keep that in touch
i swear to god no one
understands me
and i end up pissing me off
it's not healthy

[hook: x2]
i understand if you don't wanna be around me
lately i been actin' up a lot, it's unhealthy
a puzzle piece is all i am, searchin for the right fit
how the fuck i'm finna find somebody if they all dip?

read receipts (ft. heylog)

read receipts (ft. heylog♡)

written & performed by: @lonesity
produced & engineered by: @lonesity

lyrics:

[hook x2]
your tears are so precious baby
don't let them go to waste
as you stare into my coffin
at my lifeless face

[verse 1]
i dreamt of a better place
halfway between where the sky meets the sea
this place didn't seem so far 
when you spoke three words: you & me

[hook x2]
your tears are so precious baby
don't let them go to waste
as you stare into my coffin
at my lifeless face

[verse 1]
i just wanna fall asleep 
to your heartbeat
rest on a cloud carried 
by moonbeams
i could meet every soul in the the world
but it would be no use
they would appear so dull
shadowed in the light of you

[hook x4]
your tears are so precious baby
don't let them go to waste
as you stare into my coffin
at my lifeless face

a better place

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