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Ghosts Can't Love (Part I)

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It's Not Love

♥ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3S_9GxjF0cM ♥

https://velvetqueen.bandcamp.com/track/let-me-die 

prod. https://soundcloud.com/nbnt
prod. https://soundcloud.com/harvest

[lyrics]
if everything's goin right
then why does it feel so wrong
i think i'm scared of the light
i think i'm scared to go on

i need some opiates now
i need some sadness to drown me
i'm not good at bein happy
i'm only good at bein lonely

these feelings, they don't feel like me
i'm distant from who i used to be
i'm glad that i changed, i am
but i dont think i'll stay as i am

i don't want love i want drugs
i don't want love i want drugs

stop fuckin bein so nice
i don't deserve this 
please let me just die

i don't want love i want drugs
i don't want love i want drugs...

Let Me Die (prod. nobloodnotears & harvest)[video link in description]

I've got a lot of fear for the day that we'll be dead (prod. tothegood)

this track goes out to anyone who's lost a loved one.. from death, being abandoned, broken up with, etc. Basically anyone who's hurting because of another.

I just hope you're happy

I do not own the original song, I only have edited the song to my own liking for others to listen and enjoy the music.

If it needs to be taken down please contact me appropriately.

[Lyrics]
In time, I'll be hanging on your nightstand by myself
As I sit in the dust while you lay with someone else
And I wish that you could feel how it felt
Knowing I am just an ornament on your shelf

Honestly, you never needed this
I know you've got more that you're dealing with
I'm just a burden I know that
I just wish that I could go back
Funny how everything changes
Old feelings, new faces
They say home is where you make it
Resided in you, now it's vacant

Cause every single day I wanna blame myself
I'm with you when you're sleeping, you're with someone else
Every single day you see my colors fade
I'm just that picture that you haven't thrown away
And I can feel the pain when you see my face
And you can close the door but that won't change a thing
Every single day you see my colors fade
I'm just that picture that you haven't thrown away

Now you gotta keep it all in like it's all good
But everything changed when you left me in Oakwood
And if you could take it back I know you would
Won't throw me away when you know you should

Tell me what's real, is it all in my head?
Every night, every word that I said
They say move on but I'm better off dead
How can I sleep when I'm next to your bed?
How can you keep me confined in a frame?
Memories fading, the faces will change
But I still live in your head so I stay
Next to your bed, watch me wither away

Cause every single day I wanna blame myself
I'm with you when you're sleeping, you're with someone else
Every single day you see my colors fade
I'm just that picture that you haven't thrown away
And I can feel the pain when you see my face
And you can close the door but that won't change a thing
Every single day you see my colors fade
I'm just that picture that you haven't thrown away

All alone
In time, I'll be hanging on your nightstand by myself
And I gather dust alone on your shelf

Cause every single day I wanna blame myself
I'm with you when you're sleeping, you're with someone else
Every single day you see my colors fade
I'm just that picture that you haven't thrown away
And I can feel the pain when you see my face
And you can close the door but that won't change a thing
Every single day you see my colors fade
I'm just that picture that you haven't thrown away

Honestly, you never needed this
I know you've got more that you're dealing with
I'm just a burden I know that
I just wish that I could go back
Funny how everything changes
Old feelings new faces
They say home is where you make it
Resided in you, now it's vacant

Honestly, you never needed this
I know you've got more that you're dealing with
I'm just a burden I know that
I just wish that I could go back
Honestly, you never needed this
I know you've got more that you're dealing with
Honestly, you never needed this
Honestly, you never needed this

Nothing,nowhere - ornament slowed

Check out new song on my profile! :)


yt: https://youtu.be/aay_g8ShfCk
remixed - 'Down' by Jason Walker, really hope you like it. :)

lyrics:

I shot for the sky
I'm stuck on the ground
So why do I try?
I know I'm gonna fall down.
I thought I could fly,
So why did I drown?
You never know why
It's coming down. x2

ohh, fu*k, i don't think i can be with you anymore
i, i don't love you anymore
i don't think i ever really did
or ever will
you deserve someone who can love you
i'm sorry

dyslm - don't let me drown.

the last demo before the album is officially released
(artwork done by allyssa van cuyk)

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๕ぁ Sad Slowed Down ぁ๖

gin$eng - ill be okay / ft. velvetears (slowed)

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lyrics:

I found my own way back home

I fell down from your storm
made it out but I don’t feel so normal

you broke me to pieces
but I had enough
counted all my reasons
and called out your bluff

escaped all the trenches
got out of your war
used all my defenses
what was it for?

you unveiled my skin
burned the rest with your liquor
but I healed within 
made my armour much thicker

I’ll watch you diminish in my rear view mirror
never thought I’d see my own day so much clearer

you can’t make me go around again
you can’t break me
your words mean nothing to me
you mean nothing to me

SPOTIFY

all that remains

prod. ryini

the lights turn gray
in my suburban home
i wanna make a friend
but I’m better alone
i tried to fucking change, but it doesn’t work
so now i see why you’re with him and i’m still hurt

i know i that i should probably just go to sleep
and pray to god the demons take my life from me
but i don’t think that god is real, so i need help
if god was real i wouldn’t wanna kill myself(x2)

i hope he gives you the world, just to take it away
cause only then would you be able to feel my pain
please forget about the scars that are on my face
cause you’ll see them once again before you’re in the grave

it’s no fun no fun no fun to play
with a girl that doesn’t love you, or a guy who’s the same
so i’m turning off the system cause my life is a game
and i think i need some time for my life to update

it’s all over
i’m not sober
don’t come over
it’s all over
it’s all over
since october
don’t come over
i’m not sober

i'm not sober, are you?

LMAO THIS IS THE FIRST SONG i ever wrote like when i was 15. i think i was waiting it out and i never posted it anywhere because i actually liked it but now i feel like its getting old and its not as funny as it used to be so. i have to post it now. HAHA.

lyrics:

saturday night
im sitting on my bed
i kinda want to talk to people
but im feeling dead

i turn on my computer like always
i dont care if im alone on a holiday
i just wanna be alone
stay in my weird zone

people ask me why im so quiet
i tell them i dont wanna talk
but they dont buy it

cause im awkward antisocial
im not really all that special
oh oh oh oh

im not really a smarty
i dont really go to parties
oh oh oh oh

oh where is my motivation??
im so tired of boredm
and procrastination

i should do something....


staying up late 
i feel my eyes dry
i look at the mirror
and see bloodshot eyes

i havent been sleeping and 
im feeling stressed ??
i get NIGHTMARES 
so staying up is best..

i should really start to sleep
pay for lunch 
and not be cheap

poeple tell me to take care of myself
i tell them i am doing fine
but they still try to help 

bc i look like i am dying 
and my bodys hardly trying
oh oh oh oh

my lips are whiter than snow
i can barely say a hello
oh oh oh oh

one day 
i will be 30
maybe then ill get my shit together

right now
im kinda useless
i hope it wont be like this forever

i should really stop
pitying myself
filling up my shelf
and ruining my health

i should really go get myself a job
instead of staying home and being a slob

But I’m decent I’m not that bad
I get bad grades
And I might be sad
Uh uh uh uh

I may have awful acne
But at least I don’t dress trashy 

Uh uh u h uh

awkward antisocial (demo?)

HI FAM! 
i'm releasing this to thank you for the 100k plays, I hope you'll enjoy these tracks.. <3

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