this wrapped a soft blanket around my soul💛

found this on my old account from 2017 when i was 15 im gonna be 20 now and i still love this so much <3

how have I just found this now ? Its so beautiful and the lyrics are so simple yet complex in feeling and interpretation. It immediately hit me in the feelings at the first word. <3

Sad 悲しい

download this and a cover of For The Ideas from Ryan Hemsworth here:
http://lontalius.bandcamp.com/album/i-was-more-than-for-the-ideas-ryan-hemsworth-cover

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I Was More Than

Ghosts Can't Love (Part I)

exit2

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It's Not Love

far away

https://soundcloud.com/tothegood
vocals produced john dello

im trying to behave
but i just cant sit still
and im dying to see myself
as you do
but im dying inside
if you just knew
i care and i swear ill take you
and im found in myself
just trying to buy time
filling up my lubgs
smoke leaves my breath white 
and as if sleeping in everyday till the sun goes down
brings no shame
and i play my part
in whatever game
this is to you
so end it please
save myself from
the breathing leaves
my eyes see your name
but the lights not in frame
blinded by the little things

for now (prod tothegood)

prod: https://soundcloud.com/ihateshinigami

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Kiss my eyelids (prod. Shinigami)

SINGLE OFF THE ALBUM
'BITTER BLUE'

prod: https://soundcloud.com/nothingnowheremusic

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And for the first time
Im feeling closer to closure
I Feel the storm blowing over,
like i can close my eyes tonight

And i can see it in your eyes
(Let go)
A whisper in the night
(Run home)
Run home, Run home

And thought i was right for too long
Now its time to face it
I can feel it inside of my bones
And its so hard to shake it
And for the first time
Im feeling closer to closure
I Feel the storm blowing over,
like i can close my eyes tonight

And i can see it in your eyes
(Let go)
A whisper in the night
(Run home)
Run home, Run home

Run Home (Prod. nothing,nowhere.)

'Bitter Blue '
coming soon...

Prod:
@93feetofsmoke

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And i still remember 
Your hands in my hair
And the fireplace in December
And time's forever changing
But i still feel the same for you
I just wish you felt the same way too

I don't wanna waste you time 
And i know you have a better life
But it's stuck inside my head 
And i don't wanna leave my bed

So just tell me you want me 
Tell me you need me
Tell me you'll come back
And you're never leaving

I was eighteen when you loved me
And now i know I'm twenty-something
But I'm still hoping that you'd come home
And tell me everywhere that you've gone

eighteen (prod. 93FEETOFSMOKE)

Prod. https://soundcloud.com/93feetofsmoke
Ft. https://soundcloud.com/scummusic

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Never meant to w/ SCUM ( Prod. 93FEETOFSMOKE)

Bojet - i wasn't enough for u

so sad
but so true
...
i loved you

spreading awareness: https://thoughtcatalog.com/andi-terblanche/2015/02/15-tragic-signs-youre-dealing-with-a-fuckboy/

@derealised is the fucking homie, please peep his music, you wont be dissapointed

additional production elements by @cozyboycries

fuckboy definition

løving yøu is hard because yøu've ønly fucked with fuckbøys [prød. derealised]

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCCA-LNFxqjiNjFciiY1NdwA?view_as=subscriber
slowed 112%

I don't wanna be alone right now
God, I wish it was little bit later
Think I'd rather be asleep right now
Dream about some mistake I made
Tell me why I'm living so fast
I wish i was just a little bit younger
Then i wouldn't be afraid like this
Push it in just a little bit further
You were right this never gets old
Waking up in another direction
If circumstance is all we get
Let's come back the way we came
I know it's a chemical thing
That's why I spend each day
Just trying to get my head on straight
Think i'll try just a little bit harder
Some people they waste their time
While others just play to stay
I don't wanna do either of those things
I just wanna make it stop
And when I do I'll hold it in
Everything I wanted to say
So when my eyes roll right back
I won't remember anything
Well tell me why it never made sense
I guess I figured out sooner than later
That love's just another kind of bliss
Someday you'll come to miss
Take a ride in the getaway car
Some call it another chance
But then they never wake up from it
They take it just a little bit further

Fog Lake & Home Alone - Push (Slowed Down)

hope you enjoy!
everything in this song is done by me 😁💓

i want to go home
i'm tired, i'm exhausted
just wanna be on my own
atleast for awhile
just doing my thing

i've lost most of my friends
doing nothing
our snapchat streaks being what kept us in touch
but now there gone aswell
and we'll never speak again

i'm isolating myself
isolating myself
i'm isolating myself
isolating myself
i'm isolating myself

i'm tired, i'm exhausted

spotify

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/72hlQhCA7JJj0die4B7cSP
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/ca/album/talk-it-out-single/1615985718

verse instrumental written by @alecirace

Spotify

talk it out

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I Was More Than

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