Perfume (prod.m4kima)

lights out (ozaki808)

original by s3rl
reprod me !

istg i didnt die </3

pik4!

TRUST ISSUES

prod. me
guitar. me (Tuning: EACGBE capo 3th fret)

actually proud of this one :)
- I can see the death on a picture on my shelf

Lyrics:
running away, everybody's asking "what the fuck is your issue?"
floating away, my body's disspearing "where the fuck are my tissues?"
(please help me)
(please forgive me)
distractions okay, looking for information that make me feel better
I can relate that everybodys faces looking like shitty weather
(please help me)
(please forgive me)

I am stuck here
fully in fear
god so many tears
I feel so weird

[Hook 2x]
I feel like nobodys coming to help
I can see everybodys end and no ones risking his health
living like only for myself
I see your dead, I see the death on a picture on my shelf

living my own illusion
feeling like life has no conclusion
(please help me)
(please forgive me)
distractions okay, looking for information that make me feel better
I can relate that everybodys faces looking like shitty weather
(please help me)
(please forgive me)
(always night time)

[Hook] 3x
I feel like nobodys coming to help
I can see everybodys end and no ones risking his health
living like only for myself
I see your dead, I see the death on a picture on my shelf

The Death On A Picture

guitar: me (Standard Tuning)
//there is no production, I just sing and play guitar lol

Lyrics:
"Hey, you used to be an extrovert, 
you really think you're free?"
"Hey, you should see how I kill all these creeps,
bastards can't think deep"

Why do all these people always talk about bullshit?
There should be someone who cuts their mouths cuz I like cruel shit
I don't really like seeing how I dig deep in my forehead
I don't really like the fact that decisions that I made end up in full crap

I don't really wanna live long
cuz I noticed me living wrong
please set me free
please set me free
dont wanna explore 
nothing matters to me
hilariously wanna find peace
but this person called myself doesn't deserve this 

I dont really wanna live long
cuz  i noticed me living wrong

The Worst V3rsion Of Myself

I’m fucked up babe
I can’t see straight 
Don’t care what you say 
I’m not gonna wait,
 
find someone else 
I’m tired of wasting my time
Your crying for help 
U tell your friends that you’re fine

you tell me 
that you’re sorry, I know 
I don’t care
You’re so full of yourself 

You tell me 
That you’re sorry, I know 
Don’t care
Youre so full of yourself 

You talk so much 
Inside, I’m fucking numb 
I just wanna smoke,
I drank enough 
You’re saying 
Im fine 
I don’t care 
Anymore,
Keep Checkin up
I ain’t even wanna know 
Talking to myself 
Outside,  alone
She just crashed my car  
Its bout to snow 

you tell me 
that you’re sorry, I know 
I don’t care
You’re so full of yourself 

You tell me 
That you’re crazy, I know 
Don’t care
Youre still full of yourself 

[soul leaves body]

you tell me 
that you’re sorry, I know 
I don’t care
You’re so full of yourself 

You tell me 
That you’re sorry, I know 
Don’t care
You’re so full of yourself
You’re so full of yourself

SORRY

prod.: me
guitar: me (Tuning: EbAbDbGbBbEb)

Hey,
I uploaded this song exactly one year ago on my old account and hope that i have improved from then until this remake. Here is the old version (don't be scared of the mix it's very bad):
https://soundcloud.com/luxistired/tired

Lyrics:
(So tired)
Every day I try to find a place to begin
But I never did enough cuz I couldn't get in
At least I tried to
But I'm angry at myself cuz I lost you
And I think
They don't understand me
Words come out, but they don't get free
Sometimes I pretend live is easy
Then I ran against a wall and now there is blood on the screen

I need some time 
to figure out my life line
my actions are not fine
When does my sun shine?
I think I am
going insane
so I might pull the triger
if those thoughts dont go away
I'm tired of pretending to be one of them,
but if i were what I want, I would just go insane
I'm tired of this shit
I seem to be a shame
everywhere it's the same
(I dont fit in here)


I wanna cut me off, but there are to many memories
wouldn't gave up, still I think there's no man in me
having an inside shell cuz talking is like hell
(I never know what to say, too many thoughts in the way)
I wanna cut me off, but there are to many memories
wouldn't gave up , still I think there's no man in me
I live in a box, but the great one won't notic it
pretend to be alive, try to live like diogenes


I need some time 
to figure out my life line
my actions are not fine
When does my sun shine?
I'm tired of pretending to be one of them
but if i were what I want, I would just go insane
I'm tired of this shit
I seem to be a shame
everywhere it's the same
I'm tired of this shit
I seem to be a shame
everywhere it's the same
(I dont fit in here)
I dont fit in

Tired

DIARIES PART ONE – THE HOTTEST SUMMER (ORIGINAL SOUNDTRACK)
Musik & Konzept: Colin Warner-Rochlitzer
Der Soundtrack zu meinem ersten Roman Diaries Part One – The Hottest Summer (BoD 2025).
Eine Klangreise durch den Sommer 2003 – zwischen Liebe, Wärme, Dämmerung und Erinnerung.
Jeder Track steht für einen Moment aus dem Buch:
☀️ „Main Theme – The Hottest Summer“ – die Hitze eines Nachmittags, der alles verändert.
🎞️ „Jack (Boy Made of Heat)” – innere Ruhe, Licht und Unsicherheit.
💛 „Danielle Thompson“ – laut, bunt, ehrlich.
🌙 „Rain on Düsseldorf“ – Nächte voller Regen, Zigarettenrauch und Gedanken.
🕯️ „First Light on Skin“ – ein neues Kapitel, wenn alles leiser wird.
Dieses Album ist eine Hommage an eine Zeit, die gleichzeitig vergangen und ewig ist –
und an all die Figuren, die in The Hottest Summer leben.
📚 Buch erhältlich ab 08. November 2025
ISBN (Paperback): 978-3-7597-9052-3
ISBN (E-Book): 978-3-7597-9053-0
© 2025 Colin Warner-Rochlitzer
All tracks written, performed and produced by the author.

Chapter ten - The End of Summer

for your love (the yardbirds)

Living room , Grouper cover quiet version

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