Lyrics:

I need to quit I need to sit down 
I need to fix myself before I break again 
Just one more hit I need to quit that 
I need to break out of this room and out of this bed 

But every time I try to get up my body feels like it's stuck 
and I can't move a muscle except my heart 

I need to find a better use for my time 
I need to find a better way to feel secure 
I need some hope maybe some coffee 
I need to find a way to get back to where I was before 

Living but I'm stuck in a dream sleeping but it's in a routine 
and I may never find that peace again 

But I will try and I will fail 
Until I get so good at failing I will never fail again 
Though I may die I think it's worth it 
to die at peace with happiness as something more than just in my head 

I will jump and try to fly 
and if I can't move my wings then I will try to stick the landing 
I'm living bad but I'm still living 
and I will get so good at living that I could drop right where I'm standing and I'd be happy

Quitting

3rd Floor Parking Garage Blues

Punk

Tequila Mockingbird

This town feels like a war zone between the wanna be rappers, cool kids, and the drug dealers. There's girls in bikinis posting pictures and saying take me back to summer.
So take up your arms, get in the car, and we'll meet you at the basketball courts across from the pool where we were made out to be something more than a bummer

I left the house around 9 am you know I'm gonna be late to school again, but honestly I can't find a point. 
So I got on 73 and drove to a place where nobody loves me. My home away from home, a place where I'm content in being alone.

Take me back to middle school so maybe I could be myself again without feeling abandoned, or thinking constantly about death.
This view is depressing, and the weather doesn't help. The whole street is sleeping and I'm not feeling myself.

And I've been looking through every memory
Card that I find the idea's just too tempting
For pictures of you before you up and left me
I swear that this town has never felt more empty
It's been a while and this place has forgotten
The color of your skin at the turn of autumn
The hate for your arms I didn't know you were plotting
But I'll never save, no I'll never save, no I'll never have the chance to go back and save you.

Quitting

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