Written on a page of despair
But I see it everywhere
The eyes I see, at me they stare
Yet they’re tied up in my hair

Forgetting all that I’ve been taught
Oh god dammit now I’m lost
I hope it won’t be all for naught
What I saw can’t be forgot

What the hell
I’m under a spell
Yet it drags me down to hell
What is it you have yet to tell?

The vibrant light I have to see
It is taking over me
All the liminality
Hell doesn’t feel pretty

The static pools and forms a sea
But it just won’t leave me be
All the liminality
The memory still haunts me

My heart aching, ever-breaking
Crush it in between my hands
Your personal sad machine
I’ll drown myself in candyland

In my mind burns an effigy
These trinkets far too dirtied
The monster who’s loved you longest
Yet separately we’re worried

The sickly light I’m forced to see
It has taken over me
All the liminality
Hell doesn’t feel pretty

The static pools and forms a sea
Wraps its arms all over me
All the liminality
What I saw still haunts me

Flower gardens burn before me
Yet I know not what they’ve seen
All the liminality
Wake her up from all her dreams

A vine that grows from in my eyes
You’re grasped in its open hand
But trapped in its web for flies
I’ll drown us all in candyland

My heart aching, ever-breaking
Crush it in between my hands
Your personal sad machine
I’ll drown myself in candyland

My heart aching, ever-breaking
Crush it in between my hands
Your personal sad machine
I’ll drown us all in candyland

Candyland / Seika

i made this account during a mental breakdown

hi im going to post song wips and other goofy things ykno tehee

Hi, I'm Hio Cotard Solstice. I make music. Sometimes...

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She/They || ISTP-T || Minor

Don't mind my liked songs. It's just a little library of songs I've listened to before.

I have another account that I use to upload songs that aren't mine (with permission): https://on.soundcloud.com/D7X2A4an2HshBmcA7

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Hello I'm Alissi-P (previously Lopes3v) the vocal synth user

All of my songs should be available for free download so pls lmk if I missed one!