Nostalgic Diamonds

Thumbnail is a really fanart made by my friend when I first made pumpkin grl :)

And I could sense a feeling wash over me
Upon the base of an old willow tree
And as the spoons knocked us out onto the ground
Throughout the pumpkin patch, I heard a crackling sound

And they drove away the cart they brought us all in
"Bring me back" tramp through the mud I just sat in
"Please forgive me", "I just wanna go home"
As they all clamor I see a hole in the willow

Despite how hard they cried they accustomed quickly
No matter how hard we tried pumpkin guts made us all sickly
One more time I traveled to an old willow tree
But what did I find, a small wooden box with no key

Hey there Pumpkin Girl, how are you feeling?
I dunno about you, But I am reeling
Stuck in a pumpkin patch, there is no leaving
Hear me now, Pumpkin Girl, are you still grieving?

Hey there Pumpkin Girl, how are you feeling?
I dunno about you, But I am reeling
Stuck in a pumpkin patch, there is no leaving
Hear me now, Pumpkin Girl, are you still grieving?

We only gotta stay here for the season it seems
Then why the hell has it been eternities
The cutlery all form into a line
Count the Spoons, Knives, and Forks, in total 9

But then the tenth, a fork, steps into the front
“Soon the time will come, I’ll give you what you want”
We all perked up our ears, all wanting to know
A challenge at hand, given ’til the first sign of snow

To my understanding, this thing must be inside that box
But even we’re smart enough to know that it is locked
I’ve got until the first snowfall to find this stupid key
Pumpkin Girl and I share a glance, everyone's depending on me

Hey there Pumpkin Girl, how are you feeling?
I dunno about you, But I am reeling
If I can’t find this key, there is no leaving
I don’t get you, Pumpkin Girl, you’re still believing?

Hey there Pumpkin Girl, how are you feeling?
I dunno about you, But I am reeling
If I can’t find this key, there is no leaving
I don’t get you, Pumpkin Girl, you’re still believing?

Pulling the top off the millionth pumpkin we must’ve seen
“I’m sorry, but I just can't bring myself to be hungry”
“It’s just I wouldn't want all these gourds to go to waste”
Among the pumpkin seeds, I feel our ticket out of this place

Hey there Pumpkin Girl, how are you feeling?
I dunno about you, But I am reeling
Turn the key in the lock, my heart is beating
Take the seed out right now, time is fleeting

Hey there Pumpkin Girl, how are you feeling?
At the silverware house, we both are screaming
Over the loudspeaker, a man starts speaking;
“The only two winning girls will now be leaving”

Pumpkin Grl / Solaria

The instrumental was composed by Matthias Harlow as a collaboration

Since I'd known who I was
It's who I'm meant to be
Pull the strings in their heads
Control the symphony

But still I wouldn't dare
How might they think of me?
I'm not the type of girl
To plunge to villainy

I don't know what I am
Do it just 'cuz I can?
But I can't give in and withstand
Blood will be on my hands

My heartstrings
My heart stings
My heartstrings
Don't feel a thing

Found on an evening whim
Felt my heart glistening
Here's what I said to him
He nodded, listening

"Sir please, I beg of you,
Give me a smaller heart!
Powerful over you
Yet I'd just fall apart"

"No"

You just don't understand
You didn't have a choice
The cross-mast in my hand
Now listen to my voice

Once more I'm asking you
Give me a smaller heart
Do what is best for you
Or I'll break us apart

Out of my- Forced my hand
She didn't understand
In the moment next, time stood still
Granted against my will

Your heartstrings
My playthings
Your lives now
Mean nothing

This is now who I am
Strings tied to all the dolls
I couldn't give a damn
Spill blood across the walls

My mind consumes you all / Poor rabbit-hearted girl
Just go in for the kill / Mind been consumed with hate
Tied the entire world / Need not her heart be small
Now bow down to my will / But now it is to late

Heartstrings / Eleanor Mochen

I remember
Just what you said
Said forever
It stayed in my head

Do you remember
What it was you said
You said forever
Did it come true yet?

Dissonance and Falling Backwards
Terrified of falling faster
Practice well but never master
I’ll be here forever after

不調和, 調和
It stayed in my head
不調和, 調和
I’ll be here forever after

Dissonance and Falling Backwards
Terrified of falling faster
Practice well but never master
I’ll be here forever after

Harmony and Falling Forwards
Tied a lifeline onto your words
Shield my eyes, avoid the horrors
Sat in my place, evermore

Melody and Standing Sideways
Covers gone, need a new hideplace
Upside down, spun deep into space
So was this all just a waste?

Dissonance and Falling Backwards
Ever-close, approach disaster
Write on walls, carve into plaster
I’ll be here forever after

不調和, 調和
Dissonance and Falling Backwards

Dissonance and Falling Backwards / Rikka

Nightmares plagued out of variety
But what are we to do about it?
Tovis speaks of a false moon obscene
What did he have to do with it?

Invisible and visible at equals
Oh, I’m mad! Which one should I be
If this is all true, then how do you feel?
The name, overall completes the story

Oh, how do I escape from you?
When we can all see my eyes are in plain view
I don't wanna dream in tears
I can't run and hide, left//right do not fear!

Oh! Don't drink the coffee!
The poison gas here tries to punish me
Why, of all the phobias!
The seamstress’ spindle gone before us

Darling dear, where is your smile?
Mind if I borrow it for a while?
Hey, not you! It isn’t my fault!
I’ll blow up, smeared on the asphalt

I’m stood in place, all of my bones intact
She needs no key, I’m stuck, in fact
The seamstress gone, every trace washed away
This is where you go every which way

I’m afraid to sleep
(Aren't you coming with me?)
What is this quite odd?
(Phobia is your God)
Don't pretend that they
(Disgress in the same way)
Listen without eyes
Let sleeping worms die

Chewing on your mouth
Shine brightly even when all the light’s out
Don't lie about your wish
Adzie the granter’s not one to be messed with

Make sure you breathe in sharply
Speed in the gasp, slice your lips at the parting
Laughing while you’re spewing lies
Buried in the ground, just wait till you know why

Peel it off your face
Find something new, don't speak out a disgrace
Why do you keep the facade going
Everyones dead, no-one is left un-knowing

No more evidence
Run far away, past the boundaries of this fence
Felt through a layer of snow
That's \\ali(c)e\\ and that we both know

That's a lie, Alice, and that we both know

Sleeping Worms / FengYi Ryo

Snowy wasteland filled with cities
If remembrance coddled cold
Pining minds are in denial
If they’re tied to what they told

Made a promise through a whisper
Skyscrapers weigh down the moon
If I just tell you I’m sorry
Will it return normal soon

Irises that see your secrets
Colors left out of your hair
If it's all that I imagined
I can't cope if I still care

One thing in common is not a
Thing to tie us all in knots
He's in mine, he lingers in yours
I’ve no mean to torture thoughts

Ties and tides all frozen over
What in life could one insist
Colors and wonder, holes and fog
Buried all into the mist

Thought I saw you again today
Maybe it's all in my head
I hope it's not wishful thinking
He's the one who saw you dead

Solstice / Gumi

Loading Screen / Saki Rikka

Hello I'm Alissi-P (previously Lopes3v) the vocal synth user

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