i was lookin 4 benji

fed 2023 second half

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була ціна..(?)

prod @xtasane + @kyoakyo

shoutout @pearlblade <3

switchblade painter

switchblade painter // (xtasane + kyoa)

lyrics:
(synic)
i wont call again for you, its all my fault somehow u say
fell outta love, from da shit u done to me
i cannot walk again anymore i got myself on the floor

(kxtamine)
i dotn feel im safe i jus wanna fkking pass away
wake up in the morning disascoaitng all day
manic and confused i just wanna be with u
she said its her or the drugs and i really couldnt choose
slit my wrist and yell that im not real cuz i do no texist
and this life it is not real and your ignorance is bliss
and ima fkkng fdall and die with some foam in my mouth
wanna hurt me wanna kill me know i know i dont know how
i needa run i needa hide i needa escape
i shouldve fkkng kille dmyself i made a mistake

my fault w/ keta

Nanna O/ Hachi (prod. SRDbeatz + hadif10k + spill)

PLAYBOI CARTI - UR THE MOON // DIFFERENT DAY

playboi carti - ur the moon (9lives flip) #jewelxxet

dashcon ballpit prod me

noelleallowed x maeve chustar - But it won't always be at my expense!! (prod me + noa + rayan)

Lyrics:

Its GX, motherfucker

Why am i like this?
Why am i like this?
I’m a ghost
Theres a hole
And i’m bleeding out

Why am i like this?
Why am i like this?
Down to the bone
I have always been nothing 

Shove it down your throat
Abandon every hope x2

Still i could never be one of you
Most of us never had an option to choose

Frustration 
Impatience 

Eviscerate the souls of the broken
Swallow your words and leave your thoughts unspoken

Nobody’s listening
Nobody’s listening
Nobody’s listening when you scream

Why am i like this?
I’m a ghost
Theres a hole
And i’m bleeding out

Why am i like this?
Why am i like this?
Down to the bone
I have always been nothing 

Nobody’s listening
Nobody’s listening
Nobody’s listening when you scream

Poison coursing thru my veins
This world’s nothing but a stage
My heart is filled with so much hate for all of you 

Poison coursing thru my veins
This world’s nothing but a stage
I will never change
But i will never be like you

turmoil

tact

Lyrics:

What a slap in the face
I’m wiping blood from an open wound
I haven’t slept in a day
I’m watching ghosts roam a vacant room

The trees are all dying
The angels are crying
Move closer
Move closer to me

Drag my body under
In your crosshairs
Taking cover
You taught me how to run away
As far as i can

Everything falls to the floor
Should i pick up the pieces?
Should i just leave it?

Everything falls to the floor
Should i pick up the pieces?
Give me a reason

An echo of hope
Extinguished by flames 
You worship my words
But they’re born from my pain

Drag my body under
In your crosshairs
Taking cover
You taught me how to run away
As far as i can

Everything falls to the floor
Should i pick up the pieces?
Should i just leave it?

Everything falls to the floor
Should i pick up the pieces?
Give me a reason

dashcon ballpit prod me

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