3am incelcore and indieRock

meow 𐙚

Neetrock

Related tracks: V-Tech

im freaking out
coz i got a lotta shit to think about
and i dont know which of it that i should count
coz theres so much
my body hurts and my brain is fucked 

im out
out of reasons to care
my mind is everywhere
ive got 20 missed assignments
i havent made a new song in like 5 months

i really need
need some peace
need release
i really need
need a hug, need a kiss
need someone to fucking suck my dick

im out
im out of luck
cuz my brain is full of stuff
stuff which never gets done
cuz i find it fucking dumb
im up til 6 am
staring at my phone, im alone again
ive got no friends, ive got no future
so i spend all day on the computer

i really need
need some peace
need release
i really need
need a hug, need a kiss
need someone to fucking suck my dick

BRAINSOUP!

winter suicide (acoustic demo)

2 AM another night
kept awake by fluorescent lights
my slow decay broadcasted live
through snapshots of a cold and empty life

basking in the RGB
while snowfall coats late Autumn Leaves
find my way out eventually
to empty roads and cold concrete

the city streets dont teem with life like they used to
and when we speak we never speak like we used to
please speak like you used to speak to me

theres nothing left but awkward "how have you been"
"see you again sometime"
no one left to partake in gas station drinks
link cable battles while parking lot loitering

Link Cable

self-titled EP released 9th of Jan 2022

Redpilled Rockstars are @deepblumusic @takadurr @ri_coper @goyfriendisraelfart


Credits:
Ozy for banning blu
Blu for angering ozy
Nevaeh for the picture

Fuck E-Punk

trolling myself :p

Crustsox - FPS (unreleased cover demo?)

enjoy :)  thank u dedcat for the cover art check em out!
https://on.soundcloud.com/VH6TV

[Intro]
O-o-o-O-oo-0-o
O-0-o-OO-o-o

[Verse]
I wish you wouldn't ignore me
I texted you last morning
You said you’d call me early
You said you’d call me early
I thought you didn't like parties
Apparently now you’re changing
I hope you don't exchange me
I hope you don't exchange me
You're so cute maybe
We could still start dating
You said you'd think about it
I doubt you think about it
I don't wanna die alone
Can you just pick up the phone
I'm so in love with you
I'm so in love with you
[Verse]
I wish you wouldn't ignore me
I texted you last morning
You said you’d call me early
You said you’d call me early
I thought you didn't like parties
Apparently now you’re changing
I hope you don't exchange me
I hope you don't exchange me
You're so cute maybe
We could still start dating
You said you'd think about it
I doubt you think about it
I don't wanna die alone
Can you just pick up the phone
I'm so in love with you
I'm so in love with you

Beta Orbiter (XO_WILLOW cover)

Slowbrain

Craig Robertson
loves to shoot his guns
He goes to church on Sunday
he's kind to everyone 
He keeps up with the daily news
He loves God and his country too
When someone tries to tear it down
he knows just what to do

Craig Robertson 
You just wanted a little fun
Now you're bleeding out in the Provo sun
'cause the feds came by with their loaded guns
Their black vans parked on your lawn
Their black boots and their armor on
They bust in at the break of dawn
You know that they just want you gone 
oh no

He's got a dream
Loves to be free
He puts his thoughts on Facebook 
for everyone to see
The president is stopping by
and Craig's got something new to try
Oh once he's dusted off his gun
He's gonna make him die oh-

Craig Robertson

I know I think too much
I know I can't grow up
I know you're pissed at me
But I don't know for what
I wish I could just get it together
Guess I’m a little under the weather
Cause I’m poisoning my mind and I wish that I knew how to quit
Running out of time and I don’t know what to do with it
You don't have a clue and I know that you don't give a shit
I just play to lose and I’m getting really sick of it

sick of it

mastery

Staring at the ground
just thinking to myself
I wanna talk to you
but you're looking at someone else

My head is full of smoke
it's getting hard to see
You're so far away
you're so out of reach

I don't know what to say
I don't know what to do
wish I knew how to be
wish I was more like you
you float right through the air
and I can't keep my cool
wish I could run away
wish I was more like you

someone else

Made by @not-the-proper-attire

Can't wait till I get to wake up
And pour myself a morning cup
Get to my job extra early
Like I've been doing for thirty
Years I spend here everyday
Making less than average pay
But I don’t wanna be anywhere else

Get told off again by my boss who’s got an attitude
Don’t defend myself cuz I don’t wanna be too rude
Rather know my place with a smile on my face
Turn around and slave away
I can’t complain about the hand I was dealt

I love what I do
I’ll never complain
About being screwed
Can’t wait to do it again
Do what I’m told
Be someone’s bitch
Until I grow old
I don’t think I’ll get sick of it

The years go by and I’m still right where I always was
Raise is coming soon I know it's gotta be because
I’ve done so good all that I could
Surly my day’s almost here
This is the mantra I tell myself

People call me brainwashed but I'd never
Bite the hand that feeds
Bite the hand that feeds
I don't need a life outside work I've
Got all that I need
Got all that I need

E-CEL Motel: Wagiecore

Minimum Slave

Feels nice having hope again after all these years of scorn
While you play the tricks that you did before
I’ll be riding on the wave as we flow into the day
This rising tide washes you away

Cuz we’re not going back
We’re not going back
No, we’re not going back
We’re not going back

I’ve been stuck thinkin all about how we’re inches from the killing floor
It finally feels like we won’t be caught bored
I’ve been stuck hearing this same script for the better part of a decade
Won’t it be nice to finally turn the page

Cuz we’re not going back
We’re not going back
No, we’re not going back
We’re not going back
(No!)

We're Not Going Back

Computer Shy (Negative XP Cover)

Losing sense of time
I feel like I'm losing my mind
I just wanna hide
Until the day I die

Nothing feels real
My home's a mess
I find it really hard
To care for

Frail weak body
At the brink of death
And a soul impoverished
Of all hope

When you left me
And you said goodbye
I didn't even know what to say
Ever since then I've tried to make it work
But it's a stupid waste of time

If this is all
There is to life
Well I don't want to
Live life anymore

Living with trauma
From way before
I never ever
Seem to forget

If Jesus loves me
And God is real
Then why have I been forsaken?

"Princes, pray to God that soon
He may bestow upon me death
If He does not wish by other means
To remedy the ill in which I languish"

When you left me
And you said goodbye
I didn't even know what to say
Ever since then I've tried to make it work
But it's a stupid waste of time

LOSING MY MIND

i was raised by a place
ive been on since i was eight
or maybe 9, the internet,
sat online, on the world wide web

everything i've ever seen
ever learnt, its from a screen
and who i am today
was influenced by the way
i was raised on the World Wide Web
raised by the Internet

raised by the World Wide Web
don't have any real life friends
mind melted by the internet
World Wide Web

i was raised online
i was raised online
maybe that is why
i came out behind
all the other kids
all cause i had unrestricted
access to the internet

knowledge at my fingertips
and everything that any kid
really shouldn't be seeing when
he's browsing at the age of ten
terrorist beheadings
and anything with death in it
propaganda, fucking goatse
i came out so fucking lonely

raised by the World Wide Web
im anxious with every breath
cause i was raised by the world wide web
World Wide Web

Raised By The World Wide Web

I don’t mean to be a weird guy
But it’s my blood it’s in my mind 
I don’t know how to read social cues
I’m scared to make eye contact when talking to you 

I’m an autism haver
Awkward Forever
I’m so stressed when we’re talking 
I’m a social disaster 

I feel like a fish up on land 
Im out of control, I don’t understand 
Why you’re laughing, was it something I said?
I’m just gonna shut up, never talking again

I’m an autism haver
Awkward Forever
I’m so stressed when we’re talking 
I’m a social disaster 

I’m an autism haver
Im fucked forever 
I can never talk to you 
Cuz I can’t take the pressure

Please Be Patient I Have Autism

i feel like i'm so fucking slow
i'm always just lying in my bed
everything just fucking blows
i think i am damaged in the head

i'm so slow, i just lag behind in everything
i need to break this habit of procrastination

there's nothing i wanna do
more than be with you
you make me feel
like i am fast

i worry about my future
is this the way i will always be?
nobody knows what's wrong with me
sometimes i fear i have low t

i have no friends cuz i forgot how to stay in touch
i don't talk much, never really felt at home

but there's nothing that i want to do
more than be with you
you make me feel
like i am fast

i'm so slow, i just neglect every single thing
i need to break this habit of mental masturbation

and there's nothing that i wanna do
more than be with you
you make me feel
like i am fast

Slow

Just Hear Me Out

i lay awake at night
'cause i don't feel alright
i'm not gonna get any better
not now, not fucking ever
so i curl up into a ball
try to forget who i am at all
then i'll just stare at my bedroom wall

3 am and i'm sad again
i just want this pain to come to an end

tears start to fill my eyes
no one is here to see me cry
oh why do i deserve this?
i feel so fucking worthless
nobody lies by my side
can't see the hell i try to hide
as i sleep inside my cell i dream of suicide

Craig Robertson

Loser64