PPGCASPER

2022/2023

sad ipukebands mix

a snippet , trying to start making music again

2 far not done /

https://open.spotify.com/track/2osiAqYqbnUp9oyXeXlvjk

performed, written, & produced by me @mental

lyrics:

broke my heart like 1000 times
been in so much pain dont even realize
i dont even think that this is real lifee
tryna find the courage will u be mine?

say whats up,
heavy hearted thats enough
i depend on hollow love
feel the weight and like a bug,
im crushed (x7)

i feel like im dying everyday
i dont wanna lie girl, im feeling scared
its not rly like me 2 be awake
every single night, when ur walking away
tell me everything that u want me to say
cause i could never say every word on my brain
i put my back in this art and my soul in ur heart
and u still wouldnt even do the same...
think i gtg :/

like a bug

PJSAV X PUKEMASTER - “BENADRYL” [prod. love matt]

Kiss me again ft. kets4eki

https://soundcloud.com/user-pukemaster
FCKSHT RSLS

My syrup is red Redder than my wrist
I go to bed dreaming bout that bitch
Since I was ten boy I been depressed
I just pretend that I dont exist


My syrup is red Redder than my wrist
I go to bed dreaming bout that bitch
Since I was ten boy I been depressed
I just pretend that I dont exist
I put this gun right up to my head
Then I roll a blunt and I smoke it instead
Ima be just fine in the end
I just need get high wit my friends
Yea yea
Im in my room and im talking to ghosts
Yea yea
you think you gon save me I promise you wont
Ion wanna try no more
this dope dont get me high no more it dont
Ion wanna lie no more
Girl wtf we fighting for just go

No me and you we aint da same Im ina different league
I beat his ass and took his bread it wasnt shit to me
I might be a fiend but the drugs Im on they isnt cheap
He doing way too much he pussy we stomp in his teeth
Why the fuck you sippin on that green shit? that isnt lean
I just think its funny you told me that you would never leave 😹
Then you got up and left
What the fuck did I expect
I thought we was the best
I hate to turn you to my ex
You know Nowadays I got like 20 hoes to give me neck
But every time we done fuckin I think of you instead
I thought you was the one for me
you never took my bread
But now I wish I spent it on you when I got the chance
Damn
bitch Im falling
I cant get up
Yea I hear you calling and calling
I cant pick up
Im way too gone to talk to you
All it does is hurt when I hear yo voice these days it sucks
How the fuck it come to this we had the purest typa love

My syrup is red Redder than my wrist
I go to bed dreaming bout that bitch
Since I was ten boy I been depressed
I just pretend that I dont exist
I put this gun right up to my head
Then I roll a blunt and I smoke it instead
Ima be just fine in the end
I just need get high wit my friends
Yea yea
Im in my room and im talking to ghosts
Yea yea
you think you gon save me I promise you wont
Ion wanna try no more
this dope dont get me high no more it dont
Ion wanna lie no more
Girl wtf we fighting for just go

ipukebands - wtf did i expect (loseralerrt)

sedated(freestyle) - @ipukebands + @pjsav [prod.loseralerrt]

rip - ipukebands :(

Rain (Prod. Loseralerrt)

Overthinking shit, laying in my room
Thunderstorm hear the rain the hit roof
I know all your friends hating on me too
I know that I act crazy, so do you
I been in my bag lately I been cool
Smoking hella gas staying out the loop 
All this shit I been through, I’m a soldier I’m a troop
But I got no one to vent to so I don’t know what to do
I can’t function on the daily I’m a mess 
I can’t tell if I’m retarded or depressed 
Doomscrolling for an hour got me wishing I was dead
It feels like such a fucking chore just getting out of bed 
Here you go again 
I don’t wanna talk, I don’t wanna text
I don’t know what’s wrong with me to even tell you
You’re not helping you’re just adding to my stress

I’m lashing out I’m getting mad at all my friends (damn)
It’s fucking stupid cuz without em I’m a dead man
RIP to Danny, RIP to dove too 
I would catch a fucking body just to hug you :(
You made me feel home 
And then you burned it down
I wish we could trade places
I’m so lost without you
I don’t wanna let you down
I just hope I make you proud
I felt alone until I saw a ghost in my house
And I knew that it was you, I had no doubt

(Most of my problems are always)
(Problems that I cause myself)

Overthinking shit, laying in my room
Thunderstorm hear the rain the hit roof
I know all your friends hating on me too
I know that I act crazy, so do you
I been in my bag lately I been cool
Smoking hella gas staying out the loop 
All this shit I been through, I’m a soldier I’m a troop
But I got no one to vent to so I don’t know what to do
I can’t function on the daily I’m a mess 
I can’t tell if I’m retarded or depressed 
Doomscrolling for an hour got me wishing I was dead
It feels like such a fucking chore just getting out of bed 
Here you go again 
I don’t wanna talk, I don’t wanna text
I don’t know what’s wrong with me to even tell you
You’re not helping you’re just adding to my stress