(blink-182 reference at the end lmao)
I spend most of my days
sitting on my computer
these chads they call me gay
I'm such a fucking loser
everyone hates me
its driving me so crazy
I wanna kill em all now
I'm gonna shoot em all down

I'm chronically online
im a chud I scroll all the time
what do I hope to find 
I do not care I sit and stare
I fucking hate my life 
these people make it worse
want to die all the time
living feels like such a curse

I have a gun in my hand 
they never gave me a chance
I'm gonna ruin my life
its all just a waste of time 

they pushed me to do this 
i'm always so fucking pissed
its over I hate life
I'm going to end mine

It's Over

You make me wanna dance when I feel embarrassed
You take me by the hand and then I am careless
I don't know how you do it, but I'm so happy that you do
You make me feel okay when i start to freak out
You know just what to say to get me to calm down
I don't know how you do it, but I'm so happy that you do

'Cause aaa ooo, talking to you, makes my day instantly better
And aaa ooo, talking to you, is like my favorite thing ever

You make me smile even when I am crying
You help me feel alright without even trying
I don't know how you do it, but I'm so happy that you do
You got me thinking maybe I can still make friends
You make me wanna try to be a better person
I don't know how you do it, but I'm so happy that you do

'Cause aaa ooo, talking to you, makes my day instantly better
And aaa ooo, talking to you, is like my favorite thing ever

aaa ooo (hard christ/kitten crisis cover)

I am so ugly 
I look so disgusting
and I know what girls think 
when they look at me
there's cuts on his arms
he's declining in health
a loser with no charm
he should kill himself
there's nothing in life for him 
so why doesn't he just end it
the moment that he graduates 
that degree still wont do shit

I waste my time
I draw faggy shit online
no worth in life
all I want to do is die
I waste my time
and I don't care about

my life sucks now
I can't leave the house
stay in side my room
I don't care about you
my whole life is such a joke
there's nothing here's that's worth it
I'm a loser now I'm broke
maybe I deserve this

feeling like a retard
I'm lazy so I starve
but somehow 
I find time
to make music 
and draw shitty art

my life sucks now
I can't leave the house
stay in side my room
I don't care about you
my whole life is such a joke
there's nothing here's that's worth it
I'm a loser now I'm broke
maybe I deserve this

My Life is Just an Unfunny Joke

all there girls 
they drive me mad
I see them all
on R9K its sad

bunch of foids
and femcels
hyperfeminist 
retarded girls

I fucking wish that everything
would finally go back to the same
I wish that girls would look at me
I wish that I could fucking see
how useless relationships are
these women keep raising the bar
I wish that I could fucking stop
wish I could fucking stop

I gave up on em
cuz theyre far gone
and I dont want em 
they need to log off

I just wish somebody would see
look and appreciate me
but I guess I dont have a
say in the matter it seems

I fucking wish that everything
would finally go back to the same
I wish that girls would look at me
I wish that I could fucking see
how useless relationships are
these women keep raising the bar
I wish that I could fucking stop
wish I could fucking stop
I fucking wish that everything
would finally go back to the same
I wish that girls would look at me
I wish that I could fucking see
how useless relationships are
these women keep raising the bar
I wish that I could fucking stop
wish I could fucking stop

I'm Done With Women

Killing kids for shits and giggles 
I’m just like smiggles 
I’m just like smiggles 

bought 3 guns to test my aim 
I’ll bring them pain 
I’ll BRING THEM PAIN

I AM
JUST LIKE 
ADAM 
LANZA 
I WANT 
TO DIE 
I'M OUT
FOR BLOOD

HE’S JUST 
LIKE ME 
IM JUST 
LIKE HIM
ILL BRING 
YOU PAIN 
MAKE UR STORY END

I AM 
JUST LIKE
ADAM
LANZA
IM ALL 
ALONE
SITTING ON THE 
COMPUTER AT HOME

AND IT 
DOESNT
HELP 
THAT I CANT
STAND YA
I WANT 
TO KILL YOU
LIKE
ADAM
LANZA

download another
school map on gmod
and upload another
low quality VOD

but its ok
cuz I know one thing
I'll bring them pain 
ILL BRING THEM PAIN

I AM
JUST LIKE 
ADAM 
LANZA 
I WANT 
TO DIE 
I'M OUT
FOR BLOOD

HE’S JUST 
LIKE ME 
IM JUST 
LIKE HIM
ILL BRING 
YOU PAIN 
MAKE UR STORY END

I AM 
JUST LIKE
ADAM
LANZA
IM ALL 
ALONE
SITTING ON THE 
COMPUTER AT HOME

AND IT 
DOESNT
HELP 
THAT I CANT
STAND YA
I WANT 
TO KILL YOU
LIKE
ADAM
LANZA

Just Like Lanza

tech club
https://soundcloud.com/pnaxx

You don’t understand
They never fucking understand
And I have no one
I only got my guns
And im driving fast
Drunk from your house again
I know i cant have you
But you’re all i ever wanted

I hate this gay fucking world
I think im gonna get hurt
I never had a chance
I don’t think that its fair

Don't think that it's fair
I want them, they don't even care
My fucking heart has a tear
I'll die in my shitty chair
How can i face it
I can't replace them
I fucking hate it
I'll die in my chair

I hate this gay fucking world
I think im gonna get hurt
I never had a chance
I don’t think that its fair

I think I'm gonna get hurt
Remember when you wore my shirt
I don't think that it's fair
I'll die in my shitty chair
I hate this gay fucking world
I'd b w u I swore
I wanna take you to dance
I never had a chance

i never had a chance (ft 404me)

original by @kaneda_7 but he deleted it or smth
art made by @ihaveabmw_ on twitter

Why don't girls like me? I have a B.M.W
I heard what you said, when I see you, I'ma shoot at you
I got a Glock 34 in my model-I
Just finished my manifesto, now I think it's time
I like taking walks by myself
My roommate said that I need help
Medication left on the shelf
I don't care about my mental health

I think I need a girlfriend
I think the world's about to end
Seven days left, wonder how I should spend
Foot on the gas when I see a bend
I think I'm gonna lose my mind
Hear God's voice when I close my eyes
I think our paths were intertwined
I think this day is a sign

Why don't girls like me? I have a B.M.W
I heard what you said, when I see you, I'ma shoot at you
I got a Glock 34 in my model-I
Just finished my manifesto, now I think it's time
I like taking walks by myself
My roommate said that I need help
Medication left on the shelf
I don't care about my mental health

tech club
https://open.spotify.com/album/26nw9LmEr3Me5gqXBBrgft?si=ryDOWWi8QSOHALLDI_xjEA
--
i'm grounded for two effin weeks
check my pulse, my heart feels bleak
check this dumb brain, it's rotting
going insane, heavy plotting

im broken inside, i hate my face and i wanna hide
im feeling emotional, no control, no control
rlly got poor impulse control, so i just might up this fucken pole
rlly cant deicide what to do w myself

i'm grounded for two effin weeks
check my pulse, my heart feels bleak
check this dumb brain, it's rotting
going insane, heavy plotting

cuz i'm grounded for two effin weeks
check my pulse, my heart feels bleak
and yr so far, so far away
but you feel close in this dumb brain 

i'm grounded for two effin weeks
check my pulse, my heart feels bleak
check this dumb brain, it's rotting
going insane, heavy plotting

im broken inside, i hate my face i wanna hide
im feeling emotional, no control, no control
rlly got poor impulse control, so i just might up this fucken pole
rlly cant deicide what to do w myselfff

grounded for two effin weeks!
check my pulse my heart feels bleak
check this dumb brain it's rotting
going insane heavy plotting
grounded for two effin weeks!
check my pulse my heart feels bleak
check this dumb brain it's rotting
going insane heavy plotting

cuz im grounded for two effin weeks!
check my pulse my heart feels bleak
and yr so far, so far away
but you feel close, in this dumb brain

inthisdumbbraingoininsane
inthisdumbbraingoininsane

grounded fer two effin weeks!

don't know what to do with my life
so Ill buy a gun and bide my time
what should I do with what I have
I'll just reminisce about the past 

I want to die
don't want to try
I want to end
my fucking life
I have no friends
my lifes just sad
I only know people
on the internet
I have a plan 
I have intent
Im trapped on earth
im heaven sent
I have a date 
inside my mind
if there an afterlife
what will I find?

what's the point 
of living in a world 
where you're so damn ugly
where you get no girls
what the point 
in going on
what's the point 
in making shitty songs
I cant enjoy things anymore
cuz Im too busy being bored
so I stay awake and I day dream
of killing people
of killing me

if you think you want to fucking die
then make a plan to end your life
set up a date and then a time
go buy a gun 
if not a knife
point it at your head or to your neck
wont have to worry about the mess
then stab your throat or shoot your brains
leave the door unlocked so they clean your remains

I do 
not want 
to live in a world so far gone
ive completed everything I need to do
only one thing left 
I need a bullet to shoot

I want to die
don't want to try
I want to end
my fucking life
I have no friends
my lifes just sad
I only know people
on the internet
I have a plan 
I have intent
Im trapped on earth
im heaven sent
I have a date 
inside my mind
if there an afterlife
what will I find?

if you think you want to fucking die
then make a plan to end your life
set up a date and then a time
go buy a gun 
if not a knife
point it at your head or to your neck
wont have to worry about the mess
then stab your throat or shoot your brains
leave the door unlocked so they clean your remains

Plan For The Future

ft. @1heelflip

(Loser)
sick of being pushed around 
everybody sees the way im treated
gonna burn the whole place down
lately ive been so defeated

you dont 
have a clue
what I might 
do to you
im not the
same person
that you 
had thought 
you knew

everyone had thought they knew me
unknowingly looking through me
did they think it would ever come to this
one day of rightful vengeance

do you beleive in god
can you see what ive been thinking 
can you see past my facade
my breath reeks of voDKa thats what ive been drinking

(Heelflip)
sick of all this fucking shit
starting from the top see the way they treated me
i just wanna slit my wrist
11 depressioners on my hand rn
you dont have a fucking clue
of what i've fucking gone thru
i've turned to
a subhuman
and im doin my best 2 take u out

(Loser)
everyone had thought they knew me
unknowingly looking through me
did they think it would ever come to this
one day of rightful vengeance

(Heelflip)
i swear it's overkill
how they were fucking treatin me
i swear that nothing feels real
cover scars that were bleeding on me
i swear that i'm ok
one day i swear they'll pay
i know that i will die
heal myself, need suicide

April 20th (Ft. Heelflip)

The Rising

TND (Total Negativity Death)
TTD (Totally Terrific Day)
@lo2ergirlfriend
alt if I get banned

I'm Done With Women

LoserGirlfriend

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