recorded in 2022 with @Schwartzkoff (recording and mixing) and @user-459041128 (drums!) check their stuff out. I was sitting on these for a while, i'm working on something full length currently.

Old Scam

ur in my space
please go away
i'll chase u down
with a gun in my hand

it's not the first time 
you've pushed my line
lucky for you it's not much time
'til we die

'til we die
'til we die
'til we die
'til we die
'til we die
'til we die
'til we die
'til we die

i'd be lying if i said
"i wanna be alive rn"
i wanna die
i said i'd be lying if i said
"i wanna be alive rn"
i wanna die

'til we die

TechClub Comp Vol. 2 
4/20/24

Can't escape my mind
I just can't feel alright
People really kill my night
It's like this all the time
Fear is seeping 
Sweat is dripping 
My heart is beating 
Cannot be myself 
I've been weeping
Need to sleep in, why
can't i have no fun

Can't have no fun
I haven't seen the sun
And my fear has won
I really fucked myself 
Just wanted to go out with you
I know you can't understand my view 
But I swear I'll go next time with you
But for now i think I'll stay low

I really wanna b w u
I really shouldn't make a noose
But these thoughts stick like glue
I fucking hated school
And i wish i could go back
Or have a heart attack
I need these thoughts to shut down
I fucking wish i knew how

Can't escape my mind
I just can't feel alright
People really kill my night
It's like this all the time
Fear is seeping 
Sweat is dripping 
My heart is beating 
Cannot be myself 
I've been weeping
Need to sleep in, why
can't i have no fun

I really wanna b w u
I really shouldn't make a noose
But these thoughts stick like glue
I fucking hated school
And i wish i could go back
Or have a heart attack
I need these thoughts to shut down
I fucking wish i knew how

Why can't i feel alright 
Just get me out of sight
I'm so scared all the time
I fucking want to die

FEAR RIDDEN

xo_willow cover
prod heelflip.
thank you bro

KTR KYS

[Verse]
I really loved her
She was really cool
I made her songs
And wrote her notes too

She doesn't love me
Anymore
After I poured my 
Love on the floor

[Chorus]
Wish she knew that I loved her
I'd go back to spoil her
Love's too hard, I tried and cried
Now I feel so dead inside

[Verse]
Was it cause I'm stupid?
Or why as it cause I'm dumb?
Why do I always feel
Like I done something wrong?

Unstable for her love
I don't know what I've done
To make her go away from me
Tried so hard she'll never see

[Chorus]
Wish she knew that I loved her
I'd go back to spoil her
Love's too hard, I tried and cried
Now I feel so dead inside

Unstable For Her Love

@techclub @1heelflip

my life's in shambles
my posts just ramble
these people they're assholes
i'll make them all pretty headstones
one batch two batch
one bitch down flat
two bitch dead ass
three bitch shot down
four bitch dumb clown
3-2-1 now my clip's gone all out

these reasons hit me in the brain
fill me up w/ major pain
i guess my minds just buggin' out
there's no reason to it
there's no reason to it
can't figure out what it's all about!

grenades and gasoline
i won't leave a crime scene
poisoned water supply
no survivors all will die
no one can stop me
catch me in 2050
i'm long gone still hurtin'
bc nobody loves me

these reasons hit me in the brain (i'm finalizing my mistakes)
fill me up w/ major pain (i made the distance i will take)
i guess my minds just buggin' out (consume my soul)
i guess my minds just buggin' out
uvalde prom night ghost town!

uvalde prom night ghost town feat heelflip

@wrathelection made the art


sick of all of it
humanity is overrated
makes me wanna slit
I grab the gun when I'm agitated

i'm a misanthrope 
and I'm reaching for the rope
this bitch is gonna make me pull the trigger
yeah she's such a stupid fucking ni- COUGH COUGH

everyone knows
they know my stance on things
Look at the world below
it appears to be set aflame

and there's nothing left
nothing but absolute regret
I think I rather do something
rather than living doing nothing

I tried 
and died
fighting
against life
this world 
is long gone
but people 
are clinging on

someone
has to
stop them
real soon
I fucking 
hate life
these people
need to 
die

I'm gonna make it so
I'll leave their bodies red and cold
just watch as this unfolds
another Russian school is trolled

I tried 
and died
fighting
against life
this world 
is long gone
but people 
are clinging on

someone
has to
stop them
real soon
I fucking 
hate life
these people
need to 
die

my motivation's 
too convoluted 
people will make up
bullshit that sounds diluted

nobody knows why
so they just say I wanted to die
but I wont even say goodbye
aiming my gun in between my eyes

everyone knows
they know what I am capable of
they read through my notes
and I stare at them above

now I'm finally dead
I left people filled with dread
and now I'm stuck in their heads
hoping that my message spreads

Humanity Is ovERrated

fuck billie eilish and this retarded blue sc logo
@losergirlfriend @1heelflip @techclub
she's a roastie
2 dozen cats living with her
she's over 30
still waits for chad to do the work
and she's not trying
cuz she thinks that's she's worth much more
alone she's dying
she want half of your shit in court

u don't know me
i don't like u
thx for coming
now it's time to kill u
cuz i'm a psycho
and i'm a loser
u know i'm the type to repeat murder
u know ur a whore
u know ur a bitch
u know i'll leave u rotting here in this ditch
maggots calling this corpse a roastie
well i agree thx for playing

yea yea in the mall
two-dozen cops i kill em all
breaking down at the seams 
big body armor on me
dont know why i feel like this tho
idk, where im gna go!

rip roastie feat loser girlfriend x heelflip

load my gun
I'm killing (("people"))
17 bullets 
in my mag
I have my sig p365
their pathetic lives I'll deprive

walking through the halls 
I shot my parents through their skulls
2 down 
and more to go
all this woe that I'll bestow
they thought the medicine would help
but It makes me want to shoot myself
ever since I had been expelled 
I'd planned on taking you all out
you can try to crawl away
just know I wont let you survive
your blood leads you into your grave
you have no choice but to comply

load my gun
I'm killing (("people"))
17 bullets 
in my mag
I have my sig p365
their pathetic lives I'll deprive

fuck you all 
now you see 
what its like
being me
the silence slowly killing me
the violence that I must achieve

you all ignore me
you pretend that I don't exist
I'll die with glory 
I'll kill all of you hedonists
maybe if you're lucky 
you'll be a shell of your former self
but you will not be forgetting
and someday you'll see me in hell

walking through the halls 
I shot my parents through their skulls
2 down 
and more to go
all this woe that I'll bestow
they thought the medicine would help
but It makes me want to shoot myself
ever since I had been expelled 
I'd planned on taking you all out

load my gun
I'm killing (("people"))
17 bullets 
in my mag
I have my sig p365
their pathetic lives I'll deprive

I'm too tired to keep going on
there's just one last thing that I want

I need one more kill
for my life to be fulfilled
put the metal to the roof of my mouth
I'll see some of you around

ohwhooooaahhhhoooo

Thursday at Thurston

I'm gonna be an hero
I'll take it all away
no I wont
make it another day

born to be an hero
it shouldn't be delayed
no girlfriend 
no life 
no pain

gonna be an hero 
and its all your fault
I'll make my brain matter distort

born to be another corpse
rotting away
I'll take 
my life
today

I'm getting sick and tired
of being treated wrong
I'm gonna say goodbye 
become more withdrawn
nobody needs me 
here on this earth
so we can all agree
my life has no worth

ever since that day I've been planning suicide
you've given me a reason
rope or knife well I'll decide

gonna livestream it 
gonna put it on a screen
I'll make sure 
that you can see

look upon my body
what you've done to me
I hope 
the image 
never leaves

I know your listening to this song
why didn't you just leave me alone
"out of character" you couldn't be more wrong
I'm not the person you knew all along

I'm gonna be an hero
I'll take it all away
no I wont
make it another day

born to be an hero
it shouldn't be delayed
no girlfriend 
no life 
no pain

gonna be an hero 
and its all your fault
I'll make my brain matter distort

born to be another corpse
rotting away
I'll take 
my life
today

I'm Gonna be an Hero

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fall away

TND (Total Negativity Death)
TTD (Totally Terrific Day)
@lo2ergirlfriend
alt if I get banned

I'm Gonna be an Hero

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