this is where it all ends

wanna die so badly
in fifth period
and im so stuck and sadly
dont think ill ever get to see you again

the times we had 
were invaluable
i helt you to my heart

but now im dropping off my bag
now it fucking starts

is joke lyrics joke song

kerch

I’m so angry
And so upset
Cause you can’t
See me at all
And I’m all alone
And we’re stuck in our homes
When I’m without you
There's nothing to do
I wanna be with

You In my arms
I wish you were
Really here with me
But you are
Still stuck In my screen
Just come out

I lost all respect
So how do I expect
To get a job or life
When you can be my wife
I’ll throw my life away
Just to see your face
How could I go back
It felt so right and real
I dreamt of having

You In my arms
I wish you were
Really here with me
But you are
Still stuck In my screen
Just come out

How did I get this way
Dictated by anime
Obsessed with one girl
Who never will love me
I’ve killed the chance to belong
And now I’m stuck with

You In my arms
I wish you were
Really here with me
But you are
Still stuck In my screen
Just come out
I can’t live without
You In my arms
I wish you were
Really here with me
But you are
Still stuck In my screen
Just come out

I WISH YOU WERE REAL

real rockaholism

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lyrics:

i don’t get outside much
waste away, with my bad luck 
i’m so goddamn needy 
i want someone who needs me

i don’t want your pity
just somebody to like me 
id take just a damn hug
some kind of physical touch 

i don’t get outside much
waste away, because life sucks
i’m so goddamn angry 
need anyone to love me

rotting in my room

Today wasn't a good day 
Yeah, it was such a shitty day
No purpose in my life
I think I'm freaking going nuts
I guess it will end up like this

Six-pack is where I belong
It's like that cool gezebelle song:
Doesn't matter if I die drunk,
Doesn't matter if I die young
Like shit all my life stank

It really sucks to be 17
Nobody ever wanted me
Now I'm sleeping on the floor
My green fluids near me
I'm really really diying tonight

CHOPPING BLOCK

Vomiting My Stomach Out

its about oyasumi punpun, chill on me

You show me your scars
bled on the backseat of the car
midnight drive committing crimes
both of us know its our time
dont like where u cut urself
only I should see u bleed
your dad hates it when i talk to you
he doesnt know about ur thigh tattoo

stick a needle in my eye
i'll never tire of your cries
you say i'll get cut if i leave
empty words dont mean a thing

hold a knife to my neck
i get cut if i misbehave
when you're gone i'll go right back
to where the cops had a wellness check
small disputes drive me insane
a noose is ready, its all in vain
when i die, im in isolation
flames burn dim compared to my separation

Abuse is a form of love

the day that I turned 17
I knew that my life would keep goin downhill
from now on I just wanna sleep
I wanna slit my wrists and leave this world

but I know it's not that ez
so I'll wait til I turn 18
i'll buy a gun with one bullet
then I'll finally end it
maybe ill end up on tv

I fucked up my entire life
at this point im not gonna try
I wanted something to remain
something to remember me by 
but now I guess im too lazy
I'll just go quietly baby 
my life is miserable as hell
so Ill blow my brains out rn

and now that i'm supposed to be
going into college early
I dont know what I should think
I'm just doing things because people told me

the one thing that I want more than this
is to have a bullet in my head
and people dont want this for me
I wont listen to them when I turn 18

I fucked up my entire life
at this point im not gonna try
I wanted something to remain
something to remember me by 
but now I guess im too lazy
I'll just go quietly baby 
my life is miserable as hell
so Ill blow my brains out rn

People Won't Remember Me

You make me wanna dance when I feel embarrassed
You take me by the hand and then I am careless
I don't know how you do it, but I'm so happy that you do
You make me feel okay when i start to freak out
You know just what to say to get me to calm down
I don't know how you do it, but I'm so happy that you do

'Cause aaa ooo, talking to you, makes my day instantly better
And aaa ooo, talking to you, is like my favorite thing ever

You make me smile even when I am crying
You help me feel alright without even trying
I don't know how you do it, but I'm so happy that you do
You got me thinking maybe I can still make friends
You make me wanna try to be a better person
I don't know how you do it, but I'm so happy that you do

'Cause aaa ooo, talking to you, makes my day instantly better
And aaa ooo, talking to you, is like my favorite thing ever

aaa ooo (hard christ/kitten crisis cover)

Cultist Girlfriend

Collab with Penguinband. It was supposed to go on his accounts, but he's stepping down from music.

nose to the grindstone (ft. penguinband)

Completely Stolen From Xul Prod Xav im sorry 🗡

TND (Total Negativity Death)
TTD (Totally Terrific Day)
@lo2ergirlfriend
alt if I get banned

People Won't Remember Me

LoserGirlfriend

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