molly rock (gjallarhornit cover)

made as a part of the basement tapes compilation, artwork by https://soundcloud.com/fooolz 
Lyrics: i was lying on floor of my parents basement
better than just on just lyin on the pavement 
i was so low i was underground 
in my head right where i belong

they said i was fucked in the head
cause sometimes i wish i was dead
well doesnt everyone, i dont know
i just wanna drink and i dont wanna go
when i think, nothing comes to mind 
am i dead?  or running outta time?

angels fill me with mercy
jesus dont desert me 

ouououuuuuououuuuouuoo

jesus dont leave us
jesus take mercy
i was running
i was running from the law
(As Sita endured the trials of fire, may our spirits emerge unscathed from the crucible of challenges, and, like Hanuman, let devotion guide us in leaping across the abyss of adversities with courage and devotion. "As Noah built an ark to navigate the floods of change, may we construct vessels of resilience, braving the storms of life with unwavering faith and the wisdom to weather the tides.”)

running out of time

bro thinks he's dethtech smh

Lyrics

wasting away another shitty week
my future's looking pretty bleak
now all i do is fucking whine
and call kids faggots online
i know i should probably get some help
but i don't really care about myself
my life just seems so damn cruel
'cause i peaked back in middle school

i'm just another screw up that refuses to grow up
i'm stuck in hell and i can't tell which way is up
no luck, i'm so fucked
get fucked you bitch
don't try, just quit
i'm too unfit
i'm fried to shit

i'm going nowhere and i don't care
'cause i'm well aware my life's beyond repair
never worked out where i wanted to go
feels like it's too late
guess i was just too slow

everyone's passing me by
seems too pointless to try
all my friends outgrew me
act like they never even knew me
being me feels so humiliating
that's why i spend all day dissociating

i got no drive
don't feel alive
losing my mind
i'm out of time

Going Nowhere (DethTech Cover)

bonus acoustic mv!: http://gg.gg/expressitall
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remastered version of 'express it all for you' off of my soon to be released EP of the same name, which will be releasing within this upcoming 2024. featuring three tracks.
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i can see you got a lot on your mind
but you're still in my brain
18 years was long enough
to be going on this way
when i taped my windows shut
i knew i'd gone insane
but i let things get so bad
it all made so much sense to me
you made things so bad too
should i express it all for you?

19 years passed by quick
there's alot inside my brain
this might've been long enough
it hurts to go on this way
when i taped my windows shut
could you tell i was insane?
you let things get so bad
that makes so much sense to me
cuz you made it so easy to
express it all for you


20 years have passed in a flash
do you even remember
the little boy i used to be
mom do you remember me?
when i taped my windows shut
it wasn't much to me
things hurt so bad all the time
and that makes so much sense to me
it's gonna be so easy to
express it all for you


express it all for you (mv)

cover art by @ramunebear on instagram!!

happy v-day

b4iphone

Collab with Penguinband. It was supposed to go on his accounts, but he's stepping down from music.

nose to the grindstone (ft. penguinband)

i know you need some time but i don't need some time to realize you're perfect to me
i hope you change your mind cause it would be really convenient since we talk about a lot of stuff
i never felt this way before except for all the times i swore that i fell so in love
i really think it's different now i really like when you're around it makes me happy

i know you're really lonely even though you said the opposite
none of this would matter if you'd only let me hold your hand
i'd kiss you all the time and it would be really romantic
we'd take selfies together and we'd post it all on instagram

lalalalalaa lalalala alallalala

i know that you're not ready for a serious relationship but i think that's really dumb
i'm cooler than your exes and and im smarter and im hotter, yeah i'm really such a special boy
our friends call you a narcissist but i think that they're full of it, you have my total trust
remember that one time i helped you with that thing you're going through, you owe me your affection

i know you're really lonely even though you said the opposite
none of this would matter if you'd only let me hold your hand
i'd kiss you all the time and it would be really romantic
we'd take selfies together and we'd post it all on instagram

ooooooooo ooooooooo ooooooo ooooooo

im going to kill myself if you don't date me

honestly I'm not proud of this one the chords just sounded meh but I'm releasing another one I've had for a while tomorrow so stay tuned for that

Ive seen some shit online 
and its fucking with my mind
and I don't know what do
I guess was born to lose

I left one 
so they'll know my name
know who killed 
who brought them pain
look at the statistics 
then you'll see
what I did was nothing
it wasnt just for me

the blood over the floor 
the walls are filled with gore
7 magazines
just to watch all of them bleed

If not me 
then who would it be
taking over my town 
my country
seems like 
no one cares so
ill just be 
another mid tier shooting spree 

everyday it feel like im getting closer
getting harder keeping my composure
lashing out screaming at random people
I dont care that they think I am evil

Roof

don't know what to do with my life
so Ill buy a gun and bide my time
what should I do with what I have
I'll just reminisce about the past 

I want to die
don't want to try
I want to end
my fucking life
I have no friends
my lifes just sad
I only know people
on the internet
I have a plan 
I have intent
Im trapped on earth
im heaven sent
I have a date 
inside my mind
if there an afterlife
what will I find?

what's the point 
of living in a world 
where you're so damn ugly
where you get no girls
what the point 
in going on
what's the point 
in making shitty songs
I cant enjoy things anymore
cuz Im too busy being bored
so I stay awake and I day dream
of killing people
of killing me

if you think you want to fucking die
then make a plan to end your life
set up a date and then a time
go buy a gun 
if not a knife
point it at your head or to your neck
wont have to worry about the mess
then stab your throat or shoot your brains
leave the door unlocked so they clean your remains

I do 
not want 
to live in a world so far gone
ive completed everything I need to do
only one thing left 
I need a bullet to shoot

I want to die
don't want to try
I want to end
my fucking life
I have no friends
my lifes just sad
I only know people
on the internet
I have a plan 
I have intent
Im trapped on earth
im heaven sent
I have a date 
inside my mind
if there an afterlife
what will I find?

if you think you want to fucking die
then make a plan to end your life
set up a date and then a time
go buy a gun 
if not a knife
point it at your head or to your neck
wont have to worry about the mess
then stab your throat or shoot your brains
leave the door unlocked so they clean your remains

Plan For The Future

[Verse]
I really loved her
She was really cool
I made her songs
And wrote her notes too

She doesn't love me
Anymore
After I poured my 
Love on the floor

[Chorus]
Wish she knew that I loved her
I'd go back to spoil her
Love's too hard, I tried and cried
Now I feel so dead inside

[Verse]
Was it cause I'm stupid?
Or why as it cause I'm dumb?
Why do I always feel
Like I done something wrong?

Unstable for her love
I don't know what I've done
To make her go away from me
Tried so hard she'll never see

[Chorus]
Wish she knew that I loved her
I'd go back to spoil her
Love's too hard, I tried and cried
Now I feel so dead inside

Unstable For Her Love

when I had a life
I felt like everything was doing fine
but it came crashing by
it left me broken beaten blind
I don't wanna live this way
I don't want to go die in vain
I know I must convey 
the horrible things inside my brain

4 years of meaningless apologies
for suicidal curiosities 
they want to learn my psychology
understand my terminology

I don't want to talk to doctors
they'll fill my body with toxins
mental diseases they'll transmit 
oh life is just not worth it

they'll find a reason 
to drug me 
they're just demons

they're sent from hell itself
"medical professionals"

everyday I wait
I wait for traffic on the interstate 
when I fall all my problems go away
in the body bag all of them decay
I don't want to 
live in a world that's like this
so someday what I'll do
Is kill myself in the wilderness

4 years of meaningless apologies
for suicidal curiosities 
they want to learn my psychology
understand my terminology

I don't want to talk to doctors
they'll fill my body with toxins
mental diseases they'll transmit 
oh life is just not worth it

iatrophobia

TND (Total Negativity Death)
TTD (Totally Terrific Day)
@lo2ergirlfriend
alt if I get banned

Roof

LoserGirlfriend

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