can’t describe ur song writing dude it’s so good

its about oyasumi punpun, chill on me

You show me your scars
bled on the backseat of the car
midnight drive committing crimes
both of us know its our time
dont like where u cut urself
only I should see u bleed
your dad hates it when i talk to you
he doesnt know about ur thigh tattoo

stick a needle in my eye
i'll never tire of your cries
you say i'll get cut if i leave
empty words dont mean a thing

hold a knife to my neck
i get cut if i misbehave
when you're gone i'll go right back
to where the cops had a wellness check
small disputes drive me insane
a noose is ready, its all in vain
when i die, im in isolation
flames burn dim compared to my separation

Abuse is a form of love

why do you have to fuck with me?
you bring stuff up until we cant speak
this tensions making it hard to breath
i miss back when you just acted sweet 

like when you would show me all your songs
and conversations with my mom
and why is everything so hard?
now I just think about you and sob

i don’t think that you care at all
but id still pick up if you still called 
i know that sometimes we’ll disagree
but I just want you to be nice to me

like when you would show me all your songs
and conversations with my mom
and why is everything so hard?
now I just think about you and sob

sensitive young man

https://soundcloud.com/1heelflip

staying up all night in my room 
i don’t get out much because i don’t want to
everyone fucking sucks except you 
i don’t wanna live unless you want me to 
but do you care about me like i care about you?
i’d let you watch me bleed if you asked me to 
all i could ever want is to talk to you
but i’m in the techclub hoping i see you soon 

cause i think that you’re so fucking cool 
i don’t know what i’ll do when we go back to school 

you’re all that i want and you’re all that i need
when i’m wide awake or when i’m going to sleep 
guess i’m just destined to hurt and see shit through  
i’m in the tech club thinking of you 
destined to hurt
destined to bleed 
destined to break is my destiny 
i’m breaking down and falling at the seam
whether i’m wide awake or when i’m going to sleep 
i feel i’m too far gone to see my hopes and dreams 
i wanna fucking scream 

cause i think that you’re so fucking cool 
i don’t know what i’ll do when we go back to school 
and i’m really hurt 
you’re hurting me
yeah you’re in my head 
yeah you’re hurting me

bleeding out in front of you (ft. heelflip)

ur in my space
please go away
i'll chase u down
with a gun in my hand

it's not the first time 
you've pushed my line
lucky for you it's not much time
'til we die

'til we die
'til we die
'til we die
'til we die
'til we die
'til we die
'til we die
'til we die

i'd be lying if i said
"i wanna be alive rn"
i wanna die
i said i'd be lying if i said
"i wanna be alive rn"
i wanna die

'til we die

xo_willow cover
prod heelflip.
thank you bro

KTR KYS

[Verse]
I really loved her
She was really cool
I made her songs
And wrote her notes too

She doesn't love me
Anymore
After I poured my 
Love on the floor

[Chorus]
Wish she knew that I loved her
I'd go back to spoil her
Love's too hard, I tried and cried
Now I feel so dead inside

[Verse]
Was it cause I'm stupid?
Or why as it cause I'm dumb?
Why do I always feel
Like I done something wrong?

Unstable for her love
I don't know what I've done
To make her go away from me
Tried so hard she'll never see

[Chorus]
Wish she knew that I loved her
I'd go back to spoil her
Love's too hard, I tried and cried
Now I feel so dead inside

Unstable For Her Love

@techclub @1heelflip

my life's in shambles
my posts just ramble
these people they're assholes
i'll make them all pretty headstones
one batch two batch
one bitch down flat
two bitch dead ass
three bitch shot down
four bitch dumb clown
3-2-1 now my clip's gone all out

these reasons hit me in the brain
fill me up w/ major pain
i guess my minds just buggin' out
there's no reason to it
there's no reason to it
can't figure out what it's all about!

grenades and gasoline
i won't leave a crime scene
poisoned water supply
no survivors all will die
no one can stop me
catch me in 2050
i'm long gone still hurtin'
bc nobody loves me

these reasons hit me in the brain (i'm finalizing my mistakes)
fill me up w/ major pain (i made the distance i will take)
i guess my minds just buggin' out (consume my soul)
i guess my minds just buggin' out
uvalde prom night ghost town!

uvalde prom night ghost town w/ heelflip

@wrathelection made the art


sick of all of it
humanity is overrated
makes me wanna slit
I grab the gun when I'm agitated

i'm a misanthrope 
and I'm reaching for the rope
this bitch is gonna make me pull the trigger
yeah she's such a stupid fucking ni- COUGH COUGH

everyone knows
they know my stance on things
Look at the world below
it appears to be set aflame

and there's nothing left
nothing but absolute regret
I think I rather do something
rather than living doing nothing

I tried 
and died
fighting
against life
this world 
is long gone
but people 
are clinging on

someone
has to
stop them
real soon
I fucking 
hate life
these people
need to 
die

I'm gonna make it so
I'll leave their bodies red and cold
just watch as this unfolds
another Russian school is trolled

I tried 
and died
fighting
against life
this world 
is long gone
but people 
are clinging on

someone
has to
stop them
real soon
I fucking 
hate life
these people
need to 
die

my motivation's 
too convoluted 
people will make up
bullshit that sounds diluted

nobody knows why
so they just say I wanted to die
but I wont even say goodbye
aiming my gun in between my eyes

everyone knows
they know what I am capable of
they read through my notes
and I stare at them above

now I'm finally dead
I left people filled with dread
and now I'm stuck in their heads
hoping that my message spreads

Humanity Is ovERrated

fuck billie eilish and this retarded blue sc logo
@losergirlfriend @1heelflip @techclub
she's a roastie
2 dozen cats living with her
she's over 30
still waits for chad to do the work
and she's not trying
cuz she thinks that's she's worth much more
alone she's dying
she want half of your shit in court

u don't know me
i don't like u
thx for coming
now it's time to kill u
cuz i'm a psycho
and i'm a loser
u know i'm the type to repeat murder
u know ur a whore
u know ur a bitch
u know i'll leave u rotting here in this ditch
maggots calling this corpse a roastie
well i agree thx for playing

yea yea in the mall
two-dozen cops i kill em all
breaking down at the seams 
big body armor on me
dont know why i feel like this tho
idk, where im gna go!

rip roastie w/ loser girlfriend x heelflip

load my gun
I'm killing (("people"))
17 bullets 
in my mag
I have my sig p365
their pathetic lives I'll deprive

walking through the halls 
I shot my parents through their skulls
2 down 
and more to go
all this woe that I'll bestow
they thought the medicine would help
but It makes me want to shoot myself
ever since I had been expelled 
I'd planned on taking you all out
you can try to crawl away
just know I wont let you survive
your blood leads you into your grave
you have no choice but to comply

load my gun
I'm killing (("people"))
17 bullets 
in my mag
I have my sig p365
their pathetic lives I'll deprive

fuck you all 
now you see 
what its like
being me
the silence slowly killing me
the violence that I must achieve

you all ignore me
you pretend that I don't exist
I'll die with glory 
I'll kill all of you hedonists
maybe if you're lucky 
you'll be a shell of your former self
but you will not be forgetting
and someday you'll see me in hell

walking through the halls 
I shot my parents through their skulls
2 down 
and more to go
all this woe that I'll bestow
they thought the medicine would help
but It makes me want to shoot myself
ever since I had been expelled 
I'd planned on taking you all out

load my gun
I'm killing (("people"))
17 bullets 
in my mag
I have my sig p365
their pathetic lives I'll deprive

I'm too tired to keep going on
there's just one last thing that I want

I need one more kill
for my life to be fulfilled
put the metal to the roof of my mouth
I'll see some of you around

ohwhooooaahhhhoooo

Thursday at Thurston

after all that time of me thinking

I understand the plan I'm making

I understand the lives I'm taking

I understand the lives I'm saving

saving them from reality
from the tv screens 
from the memories
from culture 
I'm a philistine
with suicidal fantasies
taking them to a better place
crimson bliss 
my final day
will I miss my family
guess I'll take mom out with me

even at my happiest 
I still feel the need to die
listening to my recordings 
acting like I have friends by my side
call me delusional I don't care 
sit in my chair and fluoride stare
never needed friends anyway
I know that they'd just get in the way

saving them from reality
from the tv screens 
from the memories
from culture 
I'm a philistine
with suicidal fantasies
taking them to a better place
crimson bliss 
my final day
will I miss my family
guess I'll take mom out with me

I don't want people to suffer
just as I have
my only option is to slaughter 
anyone in my path
they don't deserve to be punished by
this awful world
they have to die
I'm saving them 
I promise you
its better this way 
its what I have to do
they don't deserve to be punished by
this awful world
they have to die
I'm saving them 
I promise you
its better this way 
its what I have to do

saving them from reality
from the tv screens 
from the memories
from culture 
I'm a philistine
with suicidal fantasies
taking them to a better place
crimson bliss 
my final day
will I miss my family
guess I'll take mom out with me
saving them from reality
from the tv screens 
from the memories
from culture 
I'm a philistine
with suicidal fantasies
taking them to a better place
crimson bliss 
my final day
will I miss my family
guess I'll take mom out with me

Saving Them

TND (Total Negativity Death)
TTD (Totally Terrific Day)
@lo2ergirlfriend
alt if I get banned

Saving Them

LoserGirlfriend

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