as we're talking i lose my high

harbor me

harbor me so deep
harbor me in your teeth
and i know that somebody had to
take the fall.
i know,
yes i know,
i know...

harbor me so deep in your teeth
harbor me until i bleed
i can't resist,
i can't enlist the time
you told me about my eyes
inside your mind
but you're in my eyes,
and i realize
that

something had to die until you leave
but something had to die until you see
what's all over me.

harbor me until you leave
but i can't see your company
harbor me until you're asleep
no one's looking for me,
i can't breathe,
i can't see.
am i too mean?
i can't bleed,
i can't breathe.
i'm on my knees
until you come inside
but i don't recognize
i'm on my knees
inside your eyes
but i can't see beneath your teeth

harbor me

The Crusader

I wanna love 
I wanna love I'm just really scared

I'm scared of you and I'm scared of me
Everything ends and I really hate that
I try so hard but I can't make it work out
That makes me really really sad
I wonder if it's my fault
I don't think it is
Things end and that's okay 
It wasn't meant to be in the first place

I wanna love 
I wanna love I'm just really scared

I'm excited for the rest of my life
Maybe you'll stay with me forever
You probably won't, and that's okay
All that matters is that I love you
I hope I'll always be in your mind
I don't wanna be forgotten
I had so much fun

I love you
I love you and I'm sure of that

I love everyone

This song came from a place in my heart that never switched off — not even for a second. It’s that kind of love that doesn’t fade with time, distance, silence, or the things life throws at you. It just stays… steady, loyal, certain. The kind of love that feels like it existed long before you even realised it.

“Always & Forever” is me admitting the truth I’ve carried for years.
The truth I tried to bury, hide, forget… but it never left.
Because it wasn’t meant to.

The old-school Clubland Xtreme and Raverbaby sound in this track is exactly how those memories feel — nostalgic, warm, exciting, overwhelming — but the 2025 future-hardcore edge shows how those feelings have grown with me. Stronger. Braver. More real.

The minimal vocals represent everything I couldn’t say out loud…
while the drops are everything my heart wanted to scream.
The energy is pure release — like letting the truth finally breathe.

This track is my confession.
My vulnerability.
My loyalty laid bare.

It’s for the one person who has always been my no.1,
no matter the distance,
no matter the time,
no matter the situation.

“Always & Forever” is my way of saying…
It’s still you.
It’s always been you.
And it always will be.

--Shauna Hills ❤️ ❤️‍🔥 ❤️ ❤️‍🔥 



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