A person with no talents who lost his dreams, and then over time became completely useless.....

im still here your dying chaos

i still hold my pillow close to my chest wishing it was you

https://soundcloud.com/whenyoufelldownthewell/nvr?si=ed666d700eb44bbbbce263983da35c21&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

savoring the iron taste against my tounge

brain damage for my birthday

its the end of world and i sent it to you
with a messenger bird

don't cry, don't cry

this is my fault i shouldn't have been so concerned
at the end of hallway there's a matchbox that reads
everything that i loved was never taken from me
i just never had anything to begin with 
that's the reason why these stories always end on my wrists

i feel so viciously deathly that the lines are now blurred
between my personality and the people of the world
i keep on shaking and waking up six times in the night
praying to something that ill someday get a breathe of respite

i wanna try to relax deep breaths i'll calm down
id rather let the ones around me feel like they can be found
because my soul is a cage and i can never escape 
im fucking panicking and i cant get these thoughts out my brain

no matter what i do, no matter where i move
all i can think is that its time to give in, nothing were you
no matter who i choose, no matter what I prove
ill never feel like I have anything to lose

I just took an unsurvivable dose of desoxyn

Selfharm doesn't help me anymore

nightmare loop

cover by https://soundcloud.com/retrogamer-r?utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

worried about if you lose blood..

Dark Fiction (Instrumental Demo)

sorry about that <3
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Selfharm doesn't help me anymore

losing contact 道