OR$I

@JordanPhoenix on the guitar 🎸🔥🔥
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Complicated mind stuck in my head all the time
Simulated life, walk the path but I’m feeling blind
You’re fascinated by all the shit that I hide inside
And I’m faded, high, haven’t felt myself in a real long time
And I don’t know what you’ve been saying but I’m tired of listening
And all these voices in my head they just gon get me pissed yeah
And I’m inhaling all this bud straight to my fucking chest man
And I’ve been feeling all these ways but I cannot express them 
And I’ve been staring at the sun 
Yeah I have not been thinking
You ask me why I’m in a funk
You say I’m hardly blinking
Baby girl just grab my arm
Please stop me from sinking
Got my back against the wall 
And my feet in cement
Slow me down, please break my fall
I’m numb I’m hardly breathing
I’m asking you what you want
Because I’m bad at speaking
Half the time don’t know what I’m on
So for myself I’m seeking
Sip the toxic out the flask and now I’m fucking leaning
And I don’t know what you’ve been saying but I’m tired of listening
And all these voices in my head they just gon get me pissed yeah
And I’m inhaling all this bud straight to my fucking chest man
And I’ve been feeling all these ways but I cannot express them 
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It gets dark out here
The drugs will lift me up. nah..
And will you come round here
Been feeling so locked up yah
It’s hard for me to share
I’ve just been so boxed up uh
Living in despair
Like a frame just prop me up.
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(Guitar Solo)

Tired Of Listening

Riding for my homies, know I always got they backs
High up in the clouds, think i popped to many flats
Hard accepting love because I feel like it’s just cap
Thinking all the time hard to sit back and relax
Thoughts fade away when I’m smoking on that wax
Walkin up in Neimans and I blow a couples stacks
My guard is very high I can see right through your act
Moving slow motion, swear the time it is elapsed 
Smoking on that waui might just make my lungs collapse
Nervous up inside getting hard to not relapse
Climb up on the dick, dig them nails into my back
Swear I will not stop until I get a couple plaques
We drinking on some henny, better stop before we yack
Cannot feel my body, take narcotics need to stop it
Ratchet in the cockpit, might just pop it if you watching
Please proceed with caution, hit your chest and now you coughing
Launch off in the rocket up in space now I’m just rocking 
You acting outta pocket, knock your head right off it’s socket
Why you steady plotting, pocket watching, need to stop it
Zip right by like lighting, stand to close and I’ll start shocking
My neck my wrist be shining yea i’m shining like a comet
Only interested if we talking bout a profit
Need to get away might just fly off to the tropics
It’s getting hard to live and that’s just me being honest
Mix the sprite with tonic, block the pain, yeah block the problems
You changed up, you not solid, now i'm learning from my losses
I know I got some problems that’s gon put me in a coffin
I know you say you need but I’m not around too often
Bad habits hard to break baby I’m not fucking flawless
Stay up in my mind all day i can’t get out too often
I think about losing you and that shit makes me nauseous
Swerving in the coupe man I think i’m boutta vomit
Riding for my homies, know I always got they backs
High up in the clouds, think i popped to many flats
Hard accepting love because I feel like it’s just cap
Thinking all the time hard to sit back and relax
Thoughts fade away when I’m smoking on that wax
Walkin up in Neimans and I blow a couples stacks
My guard is very high I can see right through your act
Moving slow motion, swear the time it is elapsed

Sit Back, Relax. (Prod. EVN)

Yack

Toxic/Toxins

Cherry Pie

Rudeee

(prod. whurlishmonk)
Ridin my coupe in the rain
I really miss the sun rays
Everyday is cloudy
Trapped in a dark space
Makin me go insane
Xanax enters my brain
can’t remember a thing-ing oooh
You tell me i’m nothing
Fog on the landscape
Driftin off I can’t be
I can’t be here
I can’t be here
I can’t be here
Smoke disappears
In the temple of time
Mirrors shine in my eyes
Visions of you  and I 
I use to feel so alive
Now wakin wanting to die
Sulfur clogging my lungs
Sulfur burning my eyes
Hourglass of time
I watch as it runs dry
Like the tears that fall from my eyes
I’m wasting all of my time
I mumble words and I hide
I’m scared of what’s inside
I’m scared my damn mind
Driftin off I can’t be
I can’t be here
I can’t be here
I can’t be here
Smoke disappears
I don’t know where you have been
I don’t wanna feel like this again

Melodies of Nothing (Ballad of the Lost)SLOWED/REVERB

Butterfly (prod. fish)

Trapped (Prod. by Tsurreal)

StucK (prod. xenshel)

Ghosts with Jordan Phoenix

Collab with my boy Masx
Follow him: https://soundcloud.com/masxedvalentine

What I'm Waiting For Feat. Masx (prod. irby)

Circles (prod. irby)

Løve

Cast A Spell (prod. irby)

GTFAFM

Never Letting Go (prod. irby)

Hold my hand follow me into the mist
If you love me will you follow me wherever I go? 
I just wanna know
And I wish I had a better voice that song some better words
But I don’t wanna keep secrets I just wanna keep you
Ridin in my fuckin coupe
Sorry if I hurt you I was feelin fucking blue
Feels like I lost a screw
This world we live in is hell
But I met myself in you

Swear I’m crazy 
I’m swervin in mercedes
That lil bitch she want my babies
I cannot hear what y’all saying
Rollin up you know I’m hazing
I am not dead
I am dormant 
I’ll see you soon
I met myself in you 

The eyes are useless when the mind is blind
But hold my hand and we’ll make it through time
Oh oh
I can feel you running through my veins
Babygirl you’re everything that you say 
 
Swear I’m crazy 
I’m swervin in mercedes
That lil bitch she want my babies
I cannot hear what y’all saying
Rollin up you know I’m hazing
You love me and I love you
Your heart hurts then mine does too
Pull my strings make me your fool

I don’t know what i’ve been thinking
Trapped in my head i’m really sinking
Off this gas i’m fucking geekin 
Demons inside keep fucking screething 
Take my hand and pull me out 
For i’m 6 ft under the ground
For life girl, swear we are bound oh oh

Dead Or Dormant? (Prod. CapsCtrl)

Silhouette of broken dreams 
Creepers in the streets
You told me hold my tongue
But baby I can’t breathe
Yuh floating off the lean
I feel it in my spleen
Yuh floating on the lean lean lean lean aye
I know I can be mean
I chill out with some green
These spirits haunting me me me me aye
Baby I don’t wanna think 
Just come and fuck on me
I’m lonely i need beans beans beans aye

Ooh ooh where’d my head go go go
Ooh ooh battling myself, you help me cope (go!)

I don’t know how to talk to anyone anymore
I feel beaten down battling demons on my own
And baby I just need some peace, can i please call your phone
And i’m floating out of reach, Can’t be found anymore
Yea, sparking up some peach  I forget bout  my phone
I’m sorry I don’t reply I be stuck in my zone
Yea, when I get high I can’t feel anymore
Baby I just need some time yea my hearts comatose

Yea, when I get high I be stuck in my zone
I’m sorry I don’t reply I forgot bout my phone
Yea, sparking up some peach cant be found anymore

Silhouette of broken dreams 
Creepers in the streets
You told me hold my tongue
But baby I can’t breathe
Yuh floating off the lean
I feel it in my spleen
Yuh floating on the lean lean lean lean aye
I know I can be mean
I chill out with some green
These spirits haunting me me me me aye
Baby I don’t wanna think 
Just come and fuck on me
I’m lonely i need beans beans beans aye

Ooh ooh where’d my head go go go
Ooh ooh battling myself, you help me cope (go!)

Creepers

She said you acting so quiet what’s the matter
Too much on my mind, punch the glass and make it shatter
Nightmares while I’m woke, but fuck it,  it doesn’t matter
Blur the pain with drugs, serve my head up on a platter
I am not good enough, tell me lies make my heart shatter
We in the same book but we are on different chapters
Do not rely on me I will only make you sadder
I don’t belong on Earth send me up to fucking Saturn
Yea
You stabbed me with a fucking dagger
You made me fucking bleed
I thought I almost fucking had ya
Inhaling all the antimatter my lungs are failing
And my brain is feeling scattered I’m not prevailing 
Still rocking out, hoping one day that i’ll actually matter
I’m clocking out, because everything is a disaster 
I’m knocking out, because all the pills just hit my bladder
I’m shouting out, shouting out shouting out shouting out
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She said you acting so quiet what’s the matter
Too much on my mind, punch the glass and make it shatter
Nightmares while I’m woke, but fuck it,  it doesn’t matter
Blur the pain with drugs, serve my head up on a platter
I am not good enough, tell me lies make my heart shatter
We in the same book but we are on different chapters
Do not rely on me I will only make you sadder
I don’t belong on Earth send me up to fucking Saturn

OR$I

ORSI