the drop is very complex and the vibe is good, nice work!!!!!

Deep Blue

Complex Emotions

“When you can stop you don't want to, and when you want to stop, you can't...”
― Luke Davies, Candy

As we became subjects of King Alcohol, shivering denizens of his mad realm, the chilling vapor that is loneliness settled down. It thickened, ever becoming blacker. Some of us sought out sordid places, hoping to find understanding, companionship, and approval. Momentarily we did -- then would come oblivion and the awful awakening to face the hideous Four Horsemen -- Terror, Bewilderment, Frustration, Despair.
― Alcoholics Anonymous

For Gary, and the guy I did see wrapped around a toilet bowl in a bar in Mexico City many, many years ago. How did things turn out for him I wonder ...

lyrics
Had a fight with alcohol
It left me slumped against a toilet wall
Nursing my pride, and a pain in my side … ohhh
It’s been the bane of my whole life
A crucifixion somewhat less than Christ’s
Evenings insane, & mornings of righteous blame
Yeah, I had a fight, yeah I had a fight

Had a fight with alcohol
At times I doubt there’s any good in me at all
I get slaps on the back, but it’s not friends that I lack … ohhh
Sometimes I wish I had control
A meager chance to play a better role
But I’m back on the piss, trying to force a drunk kiss
Yeah, I had a fight, yeah I had a fight

A drunken bum, figure of fun, is that what people see?
But where’s the noble soul, with lofty goals?
The guy I want to be … The guy I want to be

Sometimes I stop to think again
To plan a life of love instead of pain
But now I’m out to get sloshed, no regard for the cost
Yeah, I had a fight, yeah I had a fight

Had a fight with alcohol
It left me wrapped around a toilet bowl
Yeah, drinking’s my curse, but it always comes first
Yeah, I had a fight, yeah I had a fight
Guess I lost the fight

credits
from Stranger in your own land, track released May 9, 2021
Music and lyrics: Michael Sellers
Vocals: Michael Sellers
Acoustic & electric guitars, bass guitar, keyboard, musical arrangement, & production: Sergio Aguilar
Drums: Rodrigo Uribe
Cover design: Loretta Sellers Fortuny
Track cover photo: Image by KLEITON Santos from Pixabay

Stranger in your own land

I had a fight ...

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I had a fight ... 5 Stars/Commended rating in the UK Songwriting Contest, 2021

Cola

Hanger & Lostdrop - Cola (Radio Mix)

Piano solo melodic improvisation. About flowing.

a-changing

goldenPath

Here comes another Future Scourge and Shark Teeth track!
We hope you enjoy our latest effort!  
Music: Tom Laukemper Music
Vocals: Shark Teeth

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LYRICS:

Mind Control!

In the way
Something coming down
I can see
When it all feels wrong
Believe
In a state of mind control
I think it's going to take me

A world that feels synthetic
Breaks you if you let it
Something coming down
Above
The twilight of a dream
Believe
I think it's going to take me

It's coming for me
It's coming for me
The walls of my mind
Are slowly crashing down
It's coming for me
It's coming for me
The walls of my mind
Are slowly crashing down

And it takes a hold of my mind
Won't let go
Won't let go
Won't let go

It's gonna take me
It's gonna break me
It's gonna pick my mind apart
It's gonna take me
It's gonna break me
It's gonna tear my mind apart
It's gonna take me
It's gonna break me
It's gonna pull my mind apart
It's gonna take me
It's gonna break me
Its' gonna tear my world apart

It's coming for me
The walls of my mind
Are slowly crashing down
It's coming for me
It's coming for me
The walls of my mind
Are slowly crashing down

Future Scourge! & Shark Teeth - "Mind Control"

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