Chill x7 (2021 - 2022)

maybe we can try
to stick together

cus everything besides you
doesn’t mean too much 

oh baby i don’t mind
that you barely try

oh baby i wont lie
you’re my favorite type

we don’t say much
yet i’m staring at your face
like i’m in love with you

the things i write about
make me wonder if i’ll
ever get to be with you

i’d play some duster
sitting next to her
and whisper in her ear
“i love you, dear”

i love you, dear

Luv u 
lyrics

Romanticised love when really that shit sucks,
And I Fantasised us but I never felt your touch,
There’s a man inside my guts and he likes to cut me up,
The Butterflies still flutter even on a storm front,
—And I still wonder how you are,
I still think about you when I see the the stars,
I hate that we grew apart,
I’m laying on the floor wondering how it fell so far,
I’m sorry I let it get like this,
I’m ugly and I’m pathetic,
Insomniac loser I need anaesthetic,
I just wonder how your so apathetic,
—Did you ever care,
Did you want to know,
Did you ever want to take me home,
Secrets I don’t share,
Body with the crows,
And your name stuck in my throat,
I don’t have anywhere else left to go, 
Maybe you just don’t know what its like to be alone,
-I’m glad you don’t relate to me,
I’m glad not at all,
I guess we weren’t meant to be,
I still want to call,

Woke up sad thinking about you so I wrote this song (Prod.holdmetilicry)

vulnerable people aside treacherous seas

https://ifidieinmississippi.bandcamp.com/album/artless

artless

this could be us but u playin'

Spirit Desire (sorry for crying)

if i got smaller grew wings and flew away for good

bedbug - i looked outside, it was hailing cactus needles

i am just a process
no more man than i
feel too much to process
i feel it in my eye

i believe in something
i believe in no
thing i believe in makes
sense to me any more

they all play the game
i wont play the same

biting at my tongue
i want to understand
why this happens to me
the pain is in my head

i dont know his name
he drowned in the rain
asking if he's sane
ripping off his face

he's upstairs / dissolving

i hate myself v2

smoked so much till i could feel something
the cold resided i'm erupting
cleared the dew as a drip to the ground 

take my heart and twist my tongue
rip my teeth out one by one 
squeeze my arms so i don't feel so numb

did you know i'm not great at communication, i sit alone but my mind's abrasion wears me down

did you know, i'm too scared if scaring you off so i'll just leave

being dead is still better than being me (demo)

Forgot

If you got someone you miss tell them don’t be afraid ❣️

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=2Ujkv54GK-Q&feature=youtu.be

I MISS YOU

pushing a cart uphill

frail is how I see me
giving up on changing is ending me
feeling like I can’t feel
just another symptom you can’t heal

find nothing in everything 
mend my brain don’t want to break again
i can make you crave to be
someone that you’re really afraid to see

ignoring that corner inside of my
mind
tried to make sense of the patterns
im wrong
dream of a beauty in being so 
dull
disordered condition of living 
done choice

heart pounding why not be
learn to swim inside the dark abyss
you can make me so weak
use me like you used to when im sick

ignoring that corner inside of my
hell
tried to make sense of the patterns
they’re gone
dream of a beauty in being so 
numb
disordered condition of dying 
done choice

frail

aghhhh i made this all with my phone they rough and make no sense but wasn't gonna finish them so ig they done for now

i hate myself v2

lots of hands

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