killing time, nothing feels right
and now i wait until these days die
you’re a falling cloud, I couldn’t just dream
of you being mine, i drowned in your eyes

it drags me down, the way the sunbeam
passes you by, you are your own light
I distilled your soul, the perfume feels warm
I wear you now, my breath will thin out

I won’t stay the same and maybe I’ll be fine 
wake up still asleep so dream, water it down

your eyes

i’ve dreamt of your face
its engrained in a 
part of my brain

ain’t you tired of this place?
we can drive away
if that would be okay

i’d make u feel safe
just for a little bit
until i’ve made u sick

i think its time to let you go
but babe i’ll let you know
i’ll let you know…

i will come out of this alive

The sad story of Prometheus, and being swoll up, and down, and back, sliding downtown.

Chain Me to a Rock (Prometheus)

vulnerable people aside treacherous seas

From the album "town" (DWL020)

deaddrunkwithlove.com/dwl020

kitchen - november prayer

baby wants to fight
always wearing black
mommys not alright
never coming back
i like the way you pull your face
it tears in two the metal taste and
i will make you feel completely
ravaged, ruined underneath me
i am burning up
watch the smoke come out
cook until it's tough
open up your mouth
you bite too hard your teeth are crooked
blood and spit misunderstood
ill pull your collar lead you there
it is heaven please just dont be
scared  of his face
hear  what ive seen
stand  in his place
rot  flesh like me

pic by rob
http://oldcondom.tumblr.com/

self

i hate myself v2

don't go; summer's almost over
too slow; call you when i'm home
bad luck; promise that i'm tough
your call; waiting in the car

lovers stay in love when push comes to shove
summer turns to fall
you still have my heart

bad luck

smoked so much till i could feel something
the cold resided i'm erupting
cleared the dew as a drip to the ground 

take my heart and twist my tongue
rip my teeth out one by one 
squeeze my arms so i don't feel so numb

did you know i'm not great at communication, i sit alone but my mind's abrasion wears me down

did you know, i'm too scared if scaring you off so i'll just leave

i hate myself v2

lots of hands