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Ramblings Of A Dying Adolescence

BCOS U WILL NEVER B FREE
a bedroom album by Rex

all songs written by Alex O'Connor
(not including 'cape fear' written & performed by Cosmo Pyke)

recording and production by Gianluca Bottoni
mixed and mastered by Oscar Boyd-Palmer
cover image by Clint Frift


A Song About Being Sad

Paradise

Blurryface

Goner

people are a plague and this change is such a chore
that i do not feel the need to be a body anymore
or feed on the remains of a dead and distant place
where a haircut can fit my face

mommy made me awake
in a place that can only hate me
mommy made beautiful babies
but first mommy made me

haircut (for mom)

Third Single of Jessica Jalbert's album Brother Loyola, out October 25th on Old Ugly. 

jessicajalbert.bandcamp.com

Lack of a Lake

cigarettes and champagne

jupiter

passed out in some garage
someone broke my guitar
spilled beer on your friend's couch
but i'm not fucking sorry
i'll see you tomorrow
i've gotta sleep some more
and when i leave your house
you'll hear me slam the door

i woke up in the eve-
ning with you in my bed
i wondered what was going on
i wondered what we said
both of us high as hell
surprised that we could speak
said something fucking stupid
and then you said to me

i don't know where i'm goin'
and i don't know what i feel
and i don't know who i am
or what is real

got a gig tonight
don't think i have a ride
supposed to start at 6
i'll be there at 9
what the hell's my name?
i don't remember it
and who plays in my band?
oh, i don't give a shit

i might hit the town
like where's the party at?
and stuff my fucking face
until i have a heart attack
i'm probably better off
a memory or dream
but for now i'm here
at least that's how it seems but

olive jacket, magenta hair
pale skin with a piercing stare
you see through my eyes to my brain
swallowed whole by an empty void
wondered if i'd be destroyed
but somehow you saved me from it

speak in tongues through a speakerphone
never see what i need to know
i always just do at the end
question morals and need support
swapping spit in a pillow fort
i'm drunk on a sunday again

i'm fading out
but i'll open up
at least i would
but i'm frozen shut
god damn

white lies on the telephone
might cry if i make it home
but something tells me that i won't
water bottle of alcohol
on my teacher's desk in a middle school
we all must find our escapes

broken clasp on a cookie jar
empty cabinets, looking hard
for something to eat in this place
going hungry or maybe starving
myself because i hate who i am
oh, i do, oh yes, i do

i'm fading out
but i'll open up
at least i would
but i'm frozen shut
god damn

i'm fading out
but i'll open up
at least i would
but i'm frozen shut
god damn

frozen shut

bored simon hates me

sleep and showers beckoning
like knocks upon a door
heartache spreads like rumored news
but i still ask for more
staring through a keyhole
at the light that glows outside
like watching family videos
the night after your loved one's died

laying a puddle of my own sweat on the floor
i must let these demons out before they eat my core
cannot stand to be here that much longer, i am sure
why waste time living anymore?

i see my face
on your pack of cigarettes
i see your lungs
in every dying star

we lie awake at night
two owls in a tree
fading in and out
of our immortality
i question everything
from myself to the sky
i hope that i might learn
a fraction of it all before i die

praying in a huddle for a couple extra days
i can spend inside my house and use for coping with my ways
i imagine heaven as a room in which you stay
and i imagine hell as when you go away

i see my face
on your pack of cigarettes
i see your lungs
in every dying star

why must we lay here? 
oh, why must we lay here? 
oh, why must we lay here?
oh, why must we lay alone? alone?

i see my face
on your pack of cigarettes
i see your lungs
in every dying star
i see my home
in your fucking sillhouette
i see my loneliness
in your absence

absence

Grow

@rogerlagoon
@heurtcorp
artwork by hilste
<3

arthrn & roger lagoon - cřest

a song that functions as a coping mechanism

maybe i'll leave home today and drive or walk around
i could meet some friends for dinner at a restaurant downtown
but something tells me it's a bad idea to outside
that little voice inside my head that whispers "you might die"

maybe i'll get out of bed and go down to the store
i could buy a couple candy bars or bleed out on the floor
i'm so prone to accidents and awkward little habits
i don't wanna leave my room, i wanna hide out in my attic

i am afraid of everything
i run away from everything

i think i'll go out tonight, and maybe see a movie
'cause there's so much to fear in life, but also so much beauty
i know that my condition is difficult, alright
but i'm sick of letting all my friends believe that they're disliked

so i'm gonna leave my house today
i'm gonna say all that i need to say
and i'll talk to strangers and compliment them
to prove to myself that i'm strengthened again

i am okay with everything
i'll be okay through anything

anxiety; self-reliance

artwork was shot by mae <3 tysm

we keep drifting through these weekends
i keep wondering what's keeping
me away from ever speaking
properly in conversations

i can't swallow medication
you keep forgetting to take it
wonder how my name keeps ending
up in stranger's mouths

in all these conversations

nothing like anonymous comments
to make you feel like everything's fading out
i'm not waiting, i'm not waiting
for the sadness to go
too much time on my hands, yes
it's obvious that i am blessed
but something tells me i can't rest
until i find something good to do

i can't keep staying up all night
i can't keep waiting for daylight
i can't keep watching the sunrise
i can't keep hoping that something will rescue me

i can't keep staying up all night
i can't keep waiting for daylight
i can't keep watching the sunrise
i've gotta fix this shit now

been losing my friends and severing ties
we walked to the ending and said our goodbyes
but somehow, no matter the passage of time
they always fucking talk about me

conversations

BEST FRIEND

SUNFLOWER

Anthology

Worst Party Ever - Sub Bean Every Day

Worst Party Ever - Big Wave

we've got nowhere else to be
and it's getting kind of cold
i'm warmest when you're close to me
and i would like to take you home
if loneliness comes crashing in
you can hold me, it's okay
if she makes you feel so empty
you can hurt me, it's okay  
and if maybe she decides to stay
we can dance to songs that she will play
 all these walls heard me before
wrap my lips around your name
leave this memory on my floor
coffee cups with lipstick stains
if loneliness comes crashing in
you can hold me, it's okay
if she makes you feel so empty
you can hurt me, it's okay  
and if maybe she decides to stay
we can dance to songs that she will play

and if maybe you decide to stay
i can show you things that i can't say

Originals

aftershow

Other Worlds - Blood Forest Family. Out Dec 1st on At Home Music.

Other Worlds

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The Shacks - Follow Me - BC012-45 - Side A

the bonus track from "if i shout that the revolutions in my blind heart have left me on the mend, would i still have to surrender to the tides to exorcise this possession?"

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s.i.t.b.g?

new track / recorded today
dl: https://foglake.bandcamp.com/track/almost-fantasy

and maybe i found paradise
a little empathy but never twice
ive been taking lessons on your old advice
its almost fantasy

the suns up and it's never down
ive been kind of worried how this all will sound
give me a awhile and i'll come around
its almost fantasy

my legs are weak and my mouth is dry
ive been taking medicines but not on time
ive been craving company ill never find
its almost fantasy

Fog Lake - Almost Fantasy

Blue

i hate myself v2

wilting flowers
getting older
staying here
feeling colder
reaching out and
pulling in the
hand is gone but
you're still here
looking inward
going slower
closer if i 
close my eyes
all i see is
feathers falling
backwards into
nothing skies
stomach pain
down my face
hollow brain
its okay
didnt leave
only changed
what they see
you are me
now i look
beyond thought
it is one
you are free
i'll remember
what you said i'll
find you somewhere
in my head i'll
make sure they know
what you saw i'll
make sure they know
what you felt i'll
make sure they know
what you thought i'll
make sure they know
who you are

i hate myself v2

lots of hands