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ASTRALS "COMMUNITY PLAYLIST" WEEK #27
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rap // down 3.0

The Upload

killstation - vengeance (prod. killstation)

"the two of us are dying" is alive

lyrics

why'd you take so long to get here?
i've been waiting all night for you
i could tell you this song's about you,
but you know that, that shit ain't true

why'd you take so long to get here?
i've been waiting all night for you
i could tell you this song's about you,
but you know that, that shit ain't true

when the sky is finally falling i'm alone in my room
i'll be waiting where i started, i've got nothing to lose
when the sky is finally falling i'm alone in your room
i'll be gone before the morning cause the shit that you do

such a lonely life now that you're gone
i've been slowing time down for so long
such a lonely life now that you're gone
i've been slowing time down, for so long.

the two of us are dying

killstation - isolation (prod. killstation)

produced by @hxrxkiller



i never mean to start shit
you left me in the darkness
i loved you regardless of your flaws
but you left me fucking heartless

i never mean to start shit
you left me in the darkness
i loved you regardless of your flaws
but you left me fucking heartless
[x2]

you left me fucking heartless
pretending that we never existed
and now i'm all alone reminiscing
if i wanna talk would you listen?

or should i just save me breath?
and now i'm just wishing for death
ever since you left me to clean up the mess that you made
i haven't been feeling good i've been feeling less than okay
i tried to help you but you said i just get in your way

yeah you thought you could change me
you thought you could be the one to save me
after all this time i'm still the same me
now i'm going crazy

and i don't wanna feel this way
i got a lot in my head that i wish i could say
but you're gone and i know that you're not gonna stay
and it hurts cause i know that i'm not okay

not okay
tell you that i'm fine but i'm not okay

why'd you have to go and leave me heartless?
[x2]

i never meant to start shit
you left me in the darkness
i loved you regardless of your flaws
but you left me fucking heartless
[x2]

heartlessღ [hxrxkiller]

she say that's its personal and I dont wanna know
texting other guys on your cellular phone
delete all our pics still gottem in the cloud
stay up all alone while i'm smoking on some loud 
wake up all alone and now i'm thinking about you 
feelin kinda sick i ain't even got the flu 
what the fuck i gotta do to get thru to you
drive all thru the night just to crash inside your pool 

let go of the feelings that you felt right here
ask me how i feel i'll say i'm feeling like shit
open up my eyes, see you in disguise
just tell me you're here

she say that's its personal and I dont wanna know
texting other guys on your cellular phone
delete all our pics still gottem in the cloud
stay up all alone while i'm smoking on some loud 
wake up all alone and now i'm thinking about you 
feelin kinda sick i ain't even got the flu 
what the fuck i gotta do to get thru to you
drive all thru the night just to crash inside your pool

it's been a minute and all the tension is killing me
i been driving for hours 
yeah fuck a meal or a shower 
I just been waiting to see you 
dressed in hot pink 
but this time the colors 
will fade into nothing
quit saying that you don't remember 
crying on my sweater 
i tried to make it better 
you just pulled over 
said that me and you can never be together
tears so soft like a feather
wait, the darkest heart cannot be harmed
we've had enough time to depart
you have my heart dont leave it broken here

she say that's its personal and I dont wanna know
texting other guys on your cellular phone
delete all our pics still gottem in the cloud
stay up all alone while i'm smoking on some loud 
wake up all alone and now i'm thinking about you 
feelin kinda sick i ain't even got the flu 
what the fuck i gotta do to get thru to you
drive all thru the night just to crash inside your pool

crash inside ur pool (prod. pretty boy ron x van beats)

produced by @yung-bleach



maybe you just liked me when i was on my ass because it made you feel better about yourself...
are you kidding?

(these thoughts in my head)
(after all that's been said)

these thoughts in my head,
i can't escape from them
after all that's been said,
she still crawls in my bed
and i feel awake again
[x3]

wish i could just put what we had to rest
you lay in my bed with your head on my chest

i'm tired of feeling worthless
don't know if i deserve this
i know i'm not perfect
but i been working
behind closed curtains
burning my burdens
tryna find purpose
come up empty handed got me feeling so nervous

and i don't wanna wait for the day that i say that i'll be okay
and i don't wanna deal with the pain that i feel in my brain i might go insane

yeah i'm fucked up and i know
i wish that i had some sort of self control
when i'm with you my heart feels like it's at home
but i know i probably should let you go, go

these thoughts in my head,
i can't escape from them
after all thats been said,
she still crawls in my bed
and i feel awake again

after all thats been said [bleach]

explicit

Nauseous ft. Fudo Ira

@aizayahhills - nauseous ft. fudo ira(prod. deathw!sh)

cuz baby girl i been drinkin drinkin
n that shit got me thinkin thinkin
bout u & me
u & me

cuz baby girl i aint sleepin sleepin
cuz i been up fuckin thinkin thinkin
bout u & me
u & me

i think about u while she suckin my dick
(damn)
vodka, no chaser pour 4 more fo me bitch
(yeah)
i dont know why i do what i do
thinkin bout u when im with my boos
trynna numb out yo voice in my head
but the more i drink the louder it gets

cuz baby girl i been drinkin drinkin
n that shit got me thinkin thinkin
bout u & me
u & me

cuz baby girl i aint sleepin sleepin
cuz i been up fuckin thinkin thinkin
bout u & me
u & me

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u and me (prod. vaegud)

produced by : ?

mixed and mastered by : ?

ghost

prod. blade901

for hours n hours 
im pickin myself up
im wondering where in my life
i got fucked up
believed all the words 
that u said in those days
everyday, everything
spendin tonight on my own all alone
do i blow out my brains, or hit u on my phone
doing the things that i told u i wont
losing the real me this pain wont let go

cuz last night
was the night
i lost my life
to her

i wish that i 
didnt have, hopes so high
to watch crash and burn

four hours n hours
my boys keep me held up
im wonderin how much
i drank to get fucked up
bought all the words 
that u said in those days
everyday, everything
spending tonight on my own all alone
do i blow out my brains or put blade to my bone
doing the things that i promised i wont
but its fuck u bitch u let me go

cuz last night
was the night
i lost my life
to her

i wish that i 
didnt have, hopes so high
to watch crash and burn

cuz last night
was the night
i lost my life
to her

i wish that i 
didnt have, hopes so high
to watch crash and burn

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last night

~2300~

Lyrics: 

Chorus:
I can’t count the times I’ve been double crossed on my 2 hands. You’re in your Sunday best but you’re dancing alone again.

And I know I can’t uphold the promise that I made. At least my words are good for something. Lie through the proof while I lay here with you, she said never I’ll never be the same.

Verse:
Toxic goodbye, homesick lullaby. I only sleep in my own bed, or spend every night feeling hopeless.

Gone out the window my friends went, they figured I wouldn’t notice. Disrespected hearts come out after dark, I’ll find place out among them.

When you notice the pattern it all doesn’t matter, and everything we had in common is gone. Why are we stuck on this wreck in a bottle and who has to know when it’s all said and done?

*CHORUS LOOP*

Double Cross (prod. Bapsxx)

SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/track/7q5wgEVwBWXPxHuHuRimMi?si=JK3mqkVORV2k8I_pRvPEvQ

FINALLY A NEW TRACK BOYS AND GIRLS!

lyrics:
saying that i care but i know it's hurtful
i don't wanna lie but i can't be truthful
look me in the eyes, i know it's bittersweet
goodbyes arent easy but they're sometimes necessary and i'm

saying that i care but i know it's hurtful
i don't wanna lie but i can't be truthful
look me in the eyes, i know it's bittersweet
goodbyes arent easy but they're sometimes necessary and i'm


looking at myself in the third person
wishing i could find what i'm searching for
i don't wanna be a temporary memory
i wanna be remembered, i'll be written down in history

and i don't need help from you
i can do this on my own
i can do this on my own


saying that i care but i know it's hurtful
i don't wanna lie but i can't be truthful
look me in the eyes, i know it's bittersweet
goodbyes arent easy but they're sometimes necessary and i'm

saying that i care but i know it's hurtful
i don't wanna lie but i can't be truthful
look me in the eyes, i know it's bittersweet
goodbyes arent easy but they're sometimes necessary and i'm


i wish, i wish, i wish, i wish you told me
that you didn't care, i'd never hold you
come around again i'll show you what you did

i wish, i wish, i wish, i wish you told me
that you didn't care, i 'd never hold you
come around again i'll show you what you did 
i'll show you what you did


saying that i care but i know it's hurtful
i don't wanna lie but i can't be truthful
look me in the eyes, i know it's bittersweet
goodbyes arent easy but they're sometimes necessary and i'm

saying that i care but i know it's hurtful
i don't wanna lie but i can't be truthful
look me in the eyes, i know it's bittersweet
goodbyes arent easy but they're sometimes necessary and i'm

bittersweet

~2300~

Chorus: 
Something isn't right at a phone booth now I'm riding down I-95 and I tried to tell you. That I'm not coming back alive, You'll never get here in time.

This is how it's always been. I've been down and never begged. Now you seem less like all my friends don't say it cause I was afraid of this.

Verse:
come on show me why. Self-destructive all my tendencies and is that how you'll remember me? When my tender love sang you to sleep. Feeling above the world when I'm with you I never doubt those days I still miss you. Sat and we count the rain through your window, same one that I would always come in through.

Tired of thinking that you're better off without me. You stayed away for so long. My skeleton all my bones still long for you to come home.

*CHORUS LOOP*

How It's Been (prod. Bapsxx)

fuck it
always when things are looking up
you see that ur feet r still on the ground
always when u walk 2 steps up
u always get pushed 3 steps down

love is a lie
hope is lost
i cant stop crying 
fuck i wanna be wrong
u could give her the world 
shell say it aint enough
you can tell her u love her
shell tell u get lost

no one gives a fuck about u in the end
u give yourself away, they always pretend
they never look past, the moment at hand
maybe it'd be different if they look ahead
i wanna give her love
i wanna give her trust
i wanna hold her hair
when shes throwin up
n even though im from her dreams
she forgets that no one cares 
if they dont treat her like me

love is a lie
hope is lost
i cant stop crying 
fuck i wanna be wrong
u could give her the world 
shell say it aint enough
you can tell her u love her
shell tell u get lost

i wanna b wrong (prod. xenshel)

Righteous

if u wanna go motherfucka just leave, shit
we dont gotta talk while u walk or speak bitch
lookin at my phone while u texting "i miss this"
if thats what u think why the fuck did u ditch it

why u still leavin if ur scared that u lost me
ur minds sprayin bullshit, let yo heart do the talkin
u always slam the door, but you come back knockin
u try to murder us, but cant stand the haunting 
(x2)

my heads so twisted i cant fucking think
how many words did u even mean
you say u miss me and make u feel things
that no ones brought out for u to see

ghosts from ur past and ur last just passed me
in the same night you left, you text him
so whats the truth, how do u feel
do u hate him and want me or was that never real

if u wanna go motherfucka just leave, shit
we dont gotta talk while u walk or speak bitch
lookin at my phone while u texting "i miss this"
if thats what u think why the fuck did u ditch it

why u still leavin if ur scared that u lost me
ur minds sprayin bullshit, let yo heart do the talkin
u always slam the door, but you come back knockin
u try to murder us, but cant stand the haunting 
(x2)

ditch it (overwhelmed) [prod. hxrxkiller]

prod. Morin x Miracle

Lyrics:
[hook]
Got a gun to my head
Keep my eyes close
Take a breath
Last time they will see me alive
People crying at your funeral but just because
Everybody care about you just the day you die 
x2

[verse]
Till the day you die
You will be alone
With the hug of the drugs
Making you feel loved
Making you feel something
But you know that's nothing
Cause those feelings have no meaning
Bottle up the screams in a heartache
Nobody helps they only care about their own sake
You're a prey in a world of vultures
Feeling hopeless and seeing no future

[hook]
Got a gun to my head
Keep my eyes close
Take a breath
Last time they will see me alive
People crying at your funeral but just because
Everybody care about you just the day you die 
x2

MUSIC VIDEO

Last Day [prod. Morin x Miracle]

PALACE

LYRICS:

My heart gets a little bit colder
Your lies get a little bit older
My head make it spin on my shoulders
You left and I never got closure

One call we pretend that it's not real
Lines overstepped many times 
So we don't feel
Old scars that I think about still
You can numb all your pain
But it won't help it heal

You can go home
We can lie to ourselves 
Like nothing's wrong
If I told you
I don't feel like I've noticed
A change in the slightest amount

There's another reason to think
I'm a problem
I'm not gonna say shit 
So do what you wanna 
Everything is makeshift 
And I'm never thought of
Wake up with a sense of my worth
And it's all gone

It's all gone
And it's all gone
And it's all gone 
And it's all gone

My heart gets a little bit colder
Your lies get a little bit older
My head make it spin on my shoulders
You left and I never got closure

One call we pretend that it's not real
Lines overstepped many times 
So we don't feel
Old scars that I think about still
You can numb all your pain
But it won't help it heal

Scars (prod. Poe^)

https://open.spotify.com/track/0NPrRpo8Z66KgBroH22hE2

produced by @fantom-instrumentals
featuring @seejayxo

lyrics:

[@lottaheart]
all i see is dead faces
in my room by myself, i can't take it
call my phone, say you love me but you faked it
i don't care anymore, im too abrasive
and bitch you basic
(x2)

[@seejayxo]
why you act like you aint see thru?
thought i told you that i need you
i was steady bleeding
you were so deceiving
baby, i just wanna know if you believe him

i see faces on my wall
i still be waiting on your call
but i know it wont come thru
know that it wont come thru
why even i gotta love you?

im better pickin up a gun
smoke all up inside my lungs
baby i just gotta tell you
gotta tell you the one
fuck it, i just gotta run

[@lottaheart]
all i see is dead faces
in my room by myself, i can't take it
call my phone, say you love me but you faked it
i don't care anymore, im too abrasive
and bitch you basic
(x3)

dead faces w/ seejayxo [fantom]

@heylog

lyrics: 
i been doin better
since i removed her number
baby im alone
dont know which one i wanted
i visit ur home
only to get high though
the drive dont feel the same
when it never thunders home
i can hear the train
it remind me that i made it safe
oh how we were close
its a shame we let it go to waste
fighting off n on girl
we werent made for eachother
i wont lose these memories
but oh man i really wanna
oh its a shame
we let it go to waste
baby heal my face
im losing everyday
oh man im done
god ive had enough
i swore it on my mom
i said i wish i was gone

i been doin better
since i went and left her
i still have ur things
including ur sweater
i can give it back?
dont wanna leave a thing behind
cause u just wished me death
i hate u disrespecting mine

i been doing better
since i ever met her
why u wanna talk and shit
dont u see its over?
i cant stand to be friends
id rather call us enemies
ur eyes oh my god
theyre the fucking death of me
i hate that ur happy
i wish u were hanging
from the fucking ceiling
cause you
fucked me up
and i cant get over it
i need some revenge

i wish i never loved her
i shoulda just left her
i was doing fine
until i fucking met her
i shouldve just disposed of u
but i didnt wanna hurt u
this is how i feel
i hope youll understand me soon

better (ft. heylog)

EVERYDAYS A DAY (PROD NIT HOTI, YEEZO, YAWNS)

w h y d o i t r y ! ?

LYRICS:

Why do I Try?

Why do I try?
I don't see why
Oh yea, cus I have to
And if I didn't I'd lose my life to this deep root
Deep down I'm a lost dude, yea
Why am I talking to you?
Heard it before it's the same tune
You probably heard a million times before
Yes I repeat myself, I'm quite a bore
Fuck it up once again unwanted hooligan
I do not understand my own assuming nature
Fuck it up once again unwanted hooligan
I do no understand me

When I die as if I would ever make it to heaven
I don't know if I deserve to be there
When I die as if I would ever be meant to be something
Even when I grow my ego is still bare
When I die as if I would ever make it to heaven
I don't know if I deserve to be there
When I die as if I would ever be meant to be something
Even when I grow my ego is still bare
When I die as if I would ever make it to heaven
I don't know if I deserve to be there
When I die as if I would ever be meant to be something
Even when I grow my ego is still bare

Why do I try?
I don't see why

Naïve:
I wouldn't of come if I knew I had to talk to everyone
I don't care what you're doing lately
Know inside that you still hate me
I wouldn't of come if I knew I had to talk to everyone
I don't care what you're doing lately
Know inside that you still hate me
Going through with a new
Outlook of my surroundings
Because of you, and only you
Is why my head is pounding

issa me again:
Why do I try?
I don't see why
Oh yea, cus I have to
And if I didn't I'd lose my life to this deep root
Deep down I'm a lost dude, yea
Why am I talking to you?
Heard it before it's the same tune

WDIT

Naïve

WDIT Feat. Naïve (Prod. Lil Biscuit)

axel's perspective
prod me :

lyrics:
(verse)
someone told me that i talk too much,
but they just dont like it when i open up,
i b talkin all my shit cuz ive had enough,
so mysterious... i dont even talk at all,
axel ocelot.
the man with the mask,
it was him all along with a plan,
it wasnt me,
now u can see,
axels back n free,

(bridge)
so shut ur door
hes coming thru
hes had enough
ur fucken screwed
hes goin red
hes goin blue
his sylo rage
its through the roof

(chorus)
who let the dogs out
im fucking hurtin cant u see
who let the dogs out 
im not yung kurtains bitch its me
axel ocelot
axel ocelot
im axel ocelot
im not young kurtains bitch its me
axel ocelot

(verse)
snapshots they think they so fye
talkin bout sum jackpot wheres my fucking prize
i did everythin i could, and more
its way 2 much fo me
way 2 much

(bridge)
so shut ur door
hes coming thru
hes had enough
ur fucken screwed
hes goin red
hes goin blue
his sylo rage
its through the roof

(chorus)
who let the dogs out
im fucking hurtin cant u see
who let the dogs out 
im not yung kurtains bitch its me
axel ocelot
axel ocelot
im axel ocelot
im not young kurtains bitch its me
axel ocelot

axel ocelot

with @carpet_garden @postcardnowhere @rocco-bunko @sc0ttryan
prod/mixd/mastrd by @111nightshift

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uav w/ carpetgarden, brdynl, rocco bunko, sc0ttryan (p. 111nightshift)

Cover art - dietpercs 
IG ; dietpercs

IG; Pinkcig 
Twitter; pinkcig 

IG; emofruits
Twitter; emofruitz 

IG; prodby2k6
Twitter; ProdBy2k6

roses w/ pink cig & emo fruits (prod. 2k6 x jtpark)

its been nice (prod. redpriest)

Dying

Dying (prod. Young Taylor x Polar)

Lyrics:
shawty on the down low, tryna get that good snow
hangin round the crib, she could puff and watch that cloud go
sayin that she bad tho, know the truth it's all show
hand up on my chest, feel my heart, but its ice cold

you could see the bank roll, know it take a big toll
got me feelin down low, i could feel it in my soul
got my heart that you stole, i already knew though
keep it to myself, cause you know i got a new goal

keep my pride, when a bitch want ride
only be my side, cause my main gon cry
had to coast the tide, when my heart denied
why got three hoes, cause im dead inside

pitch black heart you could call me a villain
she could tie my hands keep me lock while we chillin
i could flip it turn around and she wait till i drill it
got a stone cold knife in my back i can feel it

pitch black heart you could call me a villain
but i been down low feelin dead but im livin
she could take my soul but it been unforgiven
uh, bitch what's new been like this since the beginning

Villain

villain

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Lyrics:

nevermadeithome

I use to send iMessages 
to your phone 
are you at home?
baby yeah you missed my calls

I use to send iMessages
to your phone 
all day and night
I guess its alright 

that you just wont reply x2 
A tear sheds from my glassy eyes

I'm walking home 
Didn’t make it but I won’t fake it 
Broken screen on my phone 
Lost my mind but I’ll face it 

I'm caught up in my thoughts again always thinking the worse 
I must admit I must admit 
It is kinda hard

I must admit its kinda hard 
This pain in my chest getting dark 
I'm the sad boy sitting on the park 
With my mind just thinking question mark

cherryrizla

You used to text my number now you leave me alone
now I wonder who you call now when your going home
I hate myself for reading through our old messages
fuck
I guess your in my head again

backspace on your dm I cant send it
I wanna delete your contact but i prevent
myself
from seeking closure
I don’t wanna know that its over

Socials; 

pekarot;
https://www.instagram.com/prod.pekarot/
https://traktrain.com/pekarot?t=746383

cherryrizla:
https://soundcloud.com/chxrryrxzla
https://www.instagram.com/cherryrizla/

Loveless:
https://soundcloud.com/lovelessgroup

iMessages w/cherryrizla (prod. pekarot & nevermadeithome)

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messages w/ cherryrizla (pekarot & never)

https://open.spotify.com/track/2i9bDrY9IhCbvcDgyb8neq

produced by @splashgvng
featuring @datastarr

lyrics:

[@lottaheart]
i got issues
don't want to admit that i miss you
every time you leave it's like a pistol's,
pressed against my head until i'm with you

you got issues
i know that you're broken, i can fix you
you don't think it's true, try to convince you
every time you cry be there to kiss you
i'll be your tissue

[@datastarr]
i don't care
i was hurting, i was burning
you were there
light a match
watch me bleed out
fill your head with empty threats
and words that never left my mouth
know i never ask for help
but that's why i might break
fuck sake
see it clear, carrot cake
one shot, one take
bet it all at high stakes
chasing dollars, chasing thrills
why smoke? know it kills
wanna castle on a hill

[@lottaheart]
i got issues
don't want to admit that i miss you
every time you leave it's like a pistol's,
pressed against my head until i'm with you

you got issues
i know that you're broken, i can fix you
you don't think it's true, try to convince you
every time you cry be there to kiss you
i'll be your tissue

issues w/ data star [splashgvng]

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/4P16CiLZeVyItt6IZ7GIF8?si=DmISfKRiSEe_IeZj8py6Cw

vocals/mixing by harvest, @softhert and @hammy
production by harvest
art by harvest and hamilton

instagram: www.instagram.com/harvestdusker

lyrics:
(harvest)
did i really have to fall this far?
seeing halos
break myself out of this heart
stay low

tired of mistakes i've made
tired of this grave
growing old of everyday feeling like it's the same
blue days
white hours
did i, did i ever pick the flower?
i'm an ice dancer watch me slip around as i start to fold 
searching for answers watch me spin faster till i start to know

(hamilton)
searching for the answers that i'll never find
but nothing really matters at the end of time
so imma run it up till i'm dead and gone
i could give a fuck about living long
i could give about anything
pour another cup now i'm withering
feeling like a ghost floating through the floor
don't know why i'm here what i'm living for 

feeling like a ghost floating through the floor
don't know why i'm here what i'm living for x2

(softheart) 
lately i've been living on high stakes
she a ballerina spinning on ice skates
got, got a feeling i'm not safe
i'm a victim of the wrong time right place
lately i been trying not to lose patience
it's a struggle everyday i do the same shit
then i feel a little better when i make shit
it gets better when i switch the location
(not sure about this part lol)

no swear to god i can't stand it
i'm manic
i'm frantic 
i can't think 
i panic
i just sink 
titanic

frozen in place, i wish i could keep you frozen in place
not saying there's no guarantee
i'll go to the coast till i'm safe (?)
it's the safe thing everyday
mind spinning like it's on ice skates
going southbound to a dry state

(harvest) [chopped]
did i really have to fall this far?
seeing halos
break myself out of this heart
stay low

(hamilton)
feeling like a ghost floating through the floor
don't know why i'm here what i'm living for x2