Missing

This song is about my relationship with music since I came out of the womb. Bff's 4 lyf!! I have a vague memory of getting up in front of my school at my Eisteddfod to sing a Welsh song 'Hero, Heno' and I must have been about 4/5/6?? Anyway. I got up with a doll, sat in a rocking chair and sang my heart out. It was never a conscious decision to like singing or want to sing, it was just there. I was obsessed with voices growing up and studied Whitney Houston like I was sitting some kind of exam. I loved the versatility of voices, power, fragility. Every single emotion conveyed and passed from their vocal cords, straight to my heart and soul and making me feel every range of emotion possible. It is without doubt the most reliable thing I have in my life in so far as I know exactly what I'm gonna get. An emotional rollercoaster ride and I am here for it. Music is the place I go to celebrate, mourn, meditate, relax, wind up. And it never fails me. Bff's 4 lyf.

Bffs 4 Lyf

Ill keep the house
You the dog
Cant always iron creases out
Theres no £200 today
You dont get paid if you shout
The only go you pass
Is as im kicking your ass  out 
Calm down its just a game
Thats what the losers say

It started off with so much hope
like christmas eve again
It was all smiles to begin with
Now were not even friends
I joked about the straw
That broke the camel once and for all
Calm down its just a game
You always play to win

Roll the dice, 
Just play nice 

Just play nice with me x3

It’ll end in tears 
They said that it happened before
Ignored their words of warning
Now im picking pieces off the floor
going round and round
Square to square
Door to door
Calm down its just a game
But I’ve never felt this way

Pass me the christmas sherry
Pop the cork and lets just dive in
Is it the same bottle you keep your emotions in
Drinking all alone 
Frankly is a sin
Do you have another one 
Will it help with these games

Close your eyes
Roll the dice
Just play nice no no
Close your eyes 
Roll the dice
But just play nice with me 


Calm down its just a game
I never planned to stay
stuck in games
Calm down its just a game
Til you can’t get away

Play Nice.m4a

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Little Liar

So I started writing songs a couple of years back with the vision of being super creative, DIY artist that could just create, learn, grow and get better and release as and when. However somewhere along the line it all became about social media and other stuff that doesn’t really set me alight and has kind of taken me away from creating as much. Sooooooo….In a quest to reclaim my joy I am now gonna write, record, produce, create the artwork for my little songs as and when and how I want and upload them here. My aim is to use Soundcloud as a spot to upload things that aren’t quite release ready/no intention of releasing/ideas/snippets of songs/lo-fi. An accountability partner, possibly? A journal of my journey, maybe? A soundboard even. All I know is that if I don’t get back to the thing that I love, which is creating then I’ll end up jacking the whole thing in and working in a bank or something equally as dull. HELP ME AVOID THE DULL :-)

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