When it's love, you'll know it
At least that's what they told me
I'm so lonely when you're leaving
But you're not the one I want
I'm driving home, the traffic's heavy
I can feel it in my chest
Can we just rest here for a moment
Before we turn back into strangers

And we drive in silence cuz we got nothing left to say
Just let the time pass away
I hate LA I'm fucking sick and I miss the rain
I'll fade away, I need to find a new shade of grey

I don't wanna be glamorous or caught up in avarice
I just want you beside me when I come home
I wanna write the kind of love song
That makes you wish that we were closer
And when it's over, I'd be brave enough to tell you

But I know you would tell me anything I wanted to hear
You'll be gone for a while, I'll rot away in here
In the morning you'll be singing, dry away those tears
I'm begging you to stay and cutting off my ears

On a wire outside my window
There sit 100 swallows
And I know that if 1 flew
That 99 would follow
This world is hollow, our time is borrowed
So why not fall in love
It'll only hurt for a minute
Soon after, we'll be gone

@shikixo
@afterlife66

disconnected thoughts on love while stuck in los angeles traffic (afterlife)

miserable at best (ft. Saphir)

prod. https://soundcloud.com/sorrow_bringer
lyrics

i look up in the sky n i see red lights
i see my alter ego posted on their websites
developing a stronger ego n she like it
we got home ripped her right out of them lace tights
keep their eyes on my pocket like a bandit
quick to disappear n reappear like magic
i kno they kno who notahero is but they dont kno nick

n u dont kno a thing ab me do u
im not looking in ur eyes baby i can see thru u
whats a demon in disguise when u show it the truth
all my problems get defied when i enter the booth
n if i had to live my whole life as a recluse
id ask for u n Gods forgiveness while im tying the noose
i dream about the day i wake up see my face on the news
im daydreaming bout u baby love the way u seduce
its a long way down so i guess ill hold my breath
i got fighter pilots n generals calling orders in my head
n even tho the knifes taken out
im still taking damage from the arrow head
i think i need a break from swimming in the deep
take a walk in the shallow end

idk

i look up in the sky n i see red lights
i see my alter ego posted on their websites
developing a stronger ego n she like it
we got home ripped her right out of them lace tights
keep their eyes on my pocket like a bandit
quick to disappear n reappear like magic
i kno they kno who notahero is but they dont kno nick

raindrops pouring out
baby can u hear me out
i like to listen to the sounds of the street when the sun goes down
i listen to the sounds of their feet when they play it loud
felt the smile creeping up baby cuz im drunk rn
i cant even lie i feel better when i cant see
cuz all my thoughts seem to stand still when im dizzy
take a ride with me we can sip plenty
all these headlights r blending in with the city

arrow head [prod. sorrowbringer]

SPOTIFY - https://open.spotify.com/track/2ZE6bGxf7XcwfCbAIIfFDG

Lyrics:
If I don’t come back ripped 
Im not coming back at all 
R.i.p on like all my song 
Cuz I been dead to bloody long
Im probably problematic when im coming up 
Cuz I’m bringing all with brothers man 
an all you boys is stuck
i need sumn inside my gutty like a fifth of fuck

I need somebody but this shit always get bloody man 
I need somebody but this shit always get bloody man 
She wanna love me but it turns out she a fucking fan
I can not win without these guns inside my fucking pants

i get tears in my eyes when i cant lay down
i dont got no key for this cell right now
I gotta problem but I know that now 
tryina let it out 

I got no idea how to deal with this
I got some pills to feel some shit
An Now I’m sad n alone no shit
I got no idea 
How to get up out this cell 
I need some body to pull up out of this sewer aswel

i dont need no help im perfectly fine hear on my own
but i brought my brothers up to keep me warm when im alone
im socially aware yet i just dont fucking care
i been dealing with this shit so long its staring to wear
half of my emotions i cant feel em so i wear em
tattoos on my skin till my shit is bear huh

don't matter if I'm different 
they said that I been missing it
but everytime I turn around I swear I'm hittin it

i swear i tried to hold my fears down
i deserve to be a clown 
i deserve whats coming round
an i cant get up out this town
im just looking for an out
but i dont wanna let them down
i just dont feel it now

i get tears in my eyes when i cant lay down
i dont got no key for this cell right now
I gotta problem but I know that now 
tryina let it out 
I got no idea how to deal with this
I got some pills just to feel some shit
An Now I’m sad n alone no shit
I got no idea 
How to get up out this cell 
I need some one to pull up out of the sewer aswel
i swear i tried to hold my fears down
i deserve to be a clown 
i deserve whats coming round
an i cant get up out this town
im just looking for an out
but i dont wanna let them down
i just dont feel it now

BLOODONMYHANDS (prod.ucerX)

SPOTIFY

it’s alright (idly blare)

based this off of a creative writing project i been doin for school lol
+ @jolst
enjoy <3

lyrics:
i couldn’t wait another damn day
chains on my neck
and a heart in my vest
know i couldn’t, was a second too late
thought i was inept
wasn’t ever catching breath
whats a god to a man two faced
if it isn’t all thats left
could you find me before death
i’ve been down and i’ve been too baked
the problem isn’t next
is it pride to resurrect?

i’ve been thinking bout the both of us
is it hard to admit that its right for the both of us?
can a chance be a wish, if its right
for the bulk of us
i wish we weren’t breathing
take me down to hell
i’ve seen a demon
get me back to earth
i feel anemic
down and on my knees
while you were speaking

barking orders up my neck
just send me another check
once was written, laid to rest
i’ll be damned if i’m up next
but only on the cold nights, when the time’s slow
if im alright, its a bit old
i could draw up, all the plans i’ve got
but a funeral is more likely than not

i couldn’t wait another damn day
chains on my neck
and a heart in my vest
know i couldn’t, was a second too late
thought i was inept
wasn’t ever catching breath
whats a god to a man two faced
if it isn’t all thats left
could you find me before death
i’ve been down and i’ve been too baked
the problem isn’t next
is it pride to resurrect?
i’ve been thinking bout the-

(beat) gaps in her teeth 130bpm

love matt

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