Produced by me

u used to give me butterflies, now it's nothin
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lyrics:
And the sun sets
And she undresses
My blood drips
All on my setlist
Round and round and round it goes
You only call when you're off coke
I want you, but I don't need no ho
It's just me and the devil up in the mirror
And I want you but you're not here
And I cry, I've got no tears

So diamonds fall out
Diamonds fall out
Diamonds fall out
And I just ball out

Baby, I ain't worried bout no fucking, do you love him
I remember being broken, now I'm up all of a sudden
All I do is make this money while they all making assumptions
But if I call you, angel are you coming
You used to give me butterflies, now it's nothing
And I see you on the 'gram with your new man, fuck him
Mix the Xan with the wine so I might die, fuck it
I get too high 'til I can't feel nothing
And I'm running on the road with my brothers
Playing show after show, counting hundreds
I'm on molly, I don't really wanna fuck her
I'm eating pussy, I ain't even really hungry

My brain tells me that no one likes me
I WISH I DIDN'T CARE
I talked to GOD, he said everything would be fine
So why am I so fucking scared

You got me six feet deep, swear to god your love is killing me
Play me like piano keys, the music all that's healing me
I'm hanging from a ceiling beam, I'm sick of feeling incomplete
Tell me what you wanna be, I don't know what you want from me

And the sun sets
And she undresses
My blood drips
All on my setlist
Round and round and round it goes
You only call when you're off coke
I want you, but I don't need no ho
It's just me and the devil up in the mirror
And I want you but you're not here
And I cry, I've got no tears

Me and the devil in the mirror
I want you but you're not here
I cry, I've got no tears
So diamonds fall out
Diamonds fall out
I just ball out

i don't think it'll ever get better

FALL OUT (prod. love, matt)

In the i8 singin' Hallelujah
I don't know how to get back to ya
Didn't ever wanna fall in love too young
But I guess that's what you do huh
I don't think I really had a choice you was too much
When the fuck did it get so complicated
I only want your love I'm done with waiting
Yeah I'm still in love with you that's an understatement
It's no wonder that you had to get far away from me

Yeah
Spookybands I made that money and I ghost a bitch
They don't know me they tryna tell me how I'm supposed to live
Been all alone there ain't no way they gettin' close to him
And all along you told me this love was different
I don't live here anymore nah I been evicted
And I hate it when you cut me off I been addicted to you
I thought I was the only one yeah
To pick up all your pieces
And I can't stop them from falling for you
But I'd give you it all if you wanted me to
I'm sick of the lies but you told me the truth and I don't like that better
And I thought I was over you but I called you when I left her
Man I'm so sick of myself
She was the type of love that I don't care if I don't fall in love again
Tell me what I'm supposed to do I don't understand
When the fuck did it get so complicated
I only want your love I'm done with waiting
Now I've waited too long my heart is racing

In the i8 singin' Hallelujah
I don't know how to get back to ya
Didn't ever wanna fall in love too young
But I guess that's what you do huh
I don't think I really had a choice you was too much
When the fuck did it get so complicated
Only want your love I'm done with waiting
Yeah I'm still in love with you that's an understatement
It's no wonder that you had to get far away from me

I'm still in love with who you were
Can you tell me if this time it's gonna work
Yeah
Think I lucked up
Sometimes I get too fucked up
It's crazy how it goes
These feelings come and go
Sometimes I get way too high to see where you fell from yeah
Tell me if there's something I can do to change the outcome
I'm done
This time
I won't ever run when I'm scared
And this time
You can tell that I really care

I don't really wanna fall in love too much
I don't really wanna get back to ya
I don't really wanna get back to ya
Yeah yeah
In the i8 singin' Hallelujah
I don't know how to get back to ya
Didn't ever wanna fall in love too young

back 2 u w/ love jai (p. booch + love matt)

g (boyfifty x pizzle)

@chxrryrxzla
@reytee

Lyrics:

tell me what you really really really really need 
cut diamonds on your wrist babes
tell me is you fuckin wit me?

they pull you down they'll drag you down
they want you down 
thats why i got out 

Verse 1:

up all night, all on the grind 
i hate the smoke,in my eyes 
to much shit on timelines 
u should think, spend ur time right 

right babes u want the grey one?
u got the benz i'll take one 
my girls skin clear like avon 
my knife got kills engraved on

im sick of beefing paygons 
i swear on god i hate them
fuck u mean u don't rate my music
the low life ok choose it 

you sip the lean abuse it 
you cant catch me im moving 
catch me flying to munich 
yeah flowrs he gone use it 

Hook:

tell me what you really really really really need 
cut diamonds on your wrist babes
tell me is you fuckin wit me?

they pull you down they'll drag you down
they want you down 
thats why i got out

cherryrizla:

tell me what u need i got it
diamonds on ur wrist so flaunt it
send in directs i caught it
might pull up on ur doorstep
try beef my friends on timeline
fuckboy not in my eyeline
i smoke to keep my mind right
but u sip that lean like white wine

say u don't rate my music
i don't really give a fuck
never made a tune bitch
and we only going up

stop acting stupid
always acting fucking dumb
said he rocks armani
cut ur nose and cut ur tongue

 on the grind at midnight
i should spend my time right
cant catch me im mid-flight
look how the stars shine

Hook:

tell me what you really really really really need 
cut diamonds on your wrist babes
tell me is you fuckin wit me?

they pull you down they'll drag you down
they want you down 
thats why i got out

down and out w/ cherryrizla [reytee]

wanted to try sum hyperpop rnb heylog type stuff :p
prod. love matt x chris marek

lyrics:
overthinking
was that always missing?
i'm kinda lost in my mind cuz it's
always different
i settle in my thoughts
but it's something glitching
i'm reaping like i've sought
but its something glistening

i know
i know
that i can do better (can do better)
oh i
oh but
i dont want no different (want no different)
you're my
one
i love you like a best friend
(woah)

i know
i know
that i can do better
oh i
(oh i)
i dont want no different
you're my
one
i love you like a best friend
(woah)
(more)

somethin' ain't right (oh, woah)
ain't right (oh, woah)

what'd you-
what'd you say?
oh

i know
i know
that i can do better (can do better)
oh i
oh but
i dont want no different (want no different)
you're my
one
i love you like a best friend
(woah)

like a best friend!

best friend <3 (lovematt x chrismarek)

Lyrics: 

I dont understand why this is so hard to do
I want to let go but i cant let go 

You grabbed an unloaded gun 
Put it up between my eyes and 
You can say anything and everything
Youve been wanting to say to me 

Its too late to save this 
Its too late to save this 

My life is always decieving
My heart keeps on bleeding
It hurts to see that 
You are just leaving

ooohhhh x2

Its time to do the hardest thing
That i never thought i could do 
Its getting out of hand 
That its getting to me 

You grabbed an unloaded gun 
Put it up between my eyes and 
You can say anything and everything
Youve been wanting to say to me 

Its too late to save this 
Its too late to save this 

My life is always decieving
My heart keeps on bleeding
It hurts to see that 
You are  just leaving

My life is always decieving
My heart keeps on bleeding
It hurts to see that 
You are  just leaving

LET GO

Death of My Teenage

Fear'16

New single "First Mistake" by Re, Featuring Kanashi and Killing Art

(Lyrics)
[Re:]
save it love
i don’t say enough
or i say too much when i’m fucked up
i’ll take the blame
you won’t do the same
but i guess i’ll stay cause i’m stuck uh
break apart my heart and leave me bleeding
love the taste 
i watch you lick your lips as you’re leaving
looking forward to my pain 
you love to watch me break
I always knew you’d make me hurt
that was my first mistake

[Kanashi]
That was my first mistake 
I need a break from this 
Yeah i need to get away 
You did it once, and you’ll do it again!
And I admit….
I kind of like it 
When you’re under my skin…

[Killing Art]
Under my skin 
Let’s play pretend 
Like all of this
Has a good end 
Cause I need you now
More then you know
You fucked me up 
And it really shows
Don’t wanna sober up
I just want your love 
But I know I’ll never be enough
Know I’m boutta drown
You’re holding me down
Is that enough now?

Mix/Master by Kanashi
Prod by jolst

Stream on Spotify!

Mistake! (Re: X Kanashi X Killing Art) [prod. jolst]

my laptop broke and i made cover art of it lol 

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/47RzO9mH0VkYHBBK8ROJYX?si=mw9v2Zu5S3Sy03j4PEsgCQ

love, matt;
twitter.com/lovematt
instagram.com/lovematt_

lyrics:
i know it gets cold sometimes 
will i be lost with tired eyes
i really hate the part
where i fall apart
at every single sound
i wish you were around

and i try try to do my best
let it rest guess i insist
got 100 thoughts and they won't quit 
ig its whatever i guess you win

sick sad thoughts and i start to bleed out
break my spine every time i speak up
try not to think about it lately
everything around me fading 

i'm fading, i'm fading, this pressure on me shaking 

and i try try to do my best
let it rest guess i insist
got 100 thoughts and they won't quit 
ig its whatever i guess you win

sick sad thoughts and i start to bleed out
break my spine every time i speak up
try not to think about it lately
everything around me fading

break my spine (prod. love,matt x chris marek)

acoustic no fx

lyrics

what if I told u 
I'd never feel this way again
losing friends and oxygen
why am I still looking for the light on ur front porch?
I'll wait for the next one, just let me know when u get home
I was crushed to say the least
u say that u love him
and I watch as u touch him

I could see the highway from ur backyard

i could see the highway from ur backyard

lyrics:

i feel the weight
on top of my chest
im laughing at the ceiling
soon i'll get to rest
im better off dead
ima waste of a human
talk loudly
i can't hear you
im bound by things
that im scared to
face
no i'll never get away
i hate 

im slowly
slowly
losing time
im so damn sorry
that im sick of life
and please dont ask me
if im alright
i got nothing left
to sacrifice

i think im really too insecure
gonna push you all away
so i dont make it any harder
you'll do fine anyway
and i know that to be true
we all wanna be special
but im afraid that im mental
and i'll lose it all
i watched both of you scream
and fight it out
and now you both expect me
to figure it out

things in my chest

things in my chest.

Featuring @decksmusic
Produced by @shikixo & @jolst
Engineering, additional vocals by @horoshavibes

LYRICS
I don't talk much
'less I got something to say
Unconsciously
Rotting into my grave
Because my bad ideas and worst mistakes
Are catching up up with me today

Obnoxious
Intrusive thoughts in my brain
I'm not sick
We're all a little bit strange
Like what would I do with all this pain
If not create
So here's to the mess I've made

I admit I've made
A lot of mistakes in my days
But I'm not afraid
To own up to the fact that I could change

For the better
I've been doing my worst
You've got your head in the clouds
While I lay down in the dirt
It's so fucked up
How you made me question my worth
When karma comes back around
You'll get what you deserve

(decks)
Did I deserve this
It's like a boomerang
I'm feeling nervous
Never got a thing to say
It's like I'm locked up
A product of talking down
I'm always washing my hands just to clear my doubts

It's like I never care at all
I'm terrible
You say I'm not responsible
Insufferable
I know I'm just miserable
It's cyclical
I speak with my chest
'cause now I'm wishing the best for the mess I've made

Listen on Spotify!

Mess w/ decks (Prod. Shiki XO & Jolst)

@yoimn3ver
@northshoremusic
@caspywaspy
@emptychest
@kuriositylol

(teddyboi)

demons after me I'm in a crisis all white gucci suit, yeah

I've been feeling righteous can't breathe, feel like I got bronchitis

I ruin everything that i touch like my name is Midas

yeah spread, spread like a virus, yeah demons chasing after me it's a crisis,

yeah, all white gucci suit,

I feel righteous tired of fist fightin demons, think I'm bout to shoot them

wanna know the truth?

baby I'm a little ruthless ill stab you in the back make you feel like Julius

(TNS)

Holding onto everything

Words in my head

Can’t catch a break

Slow it down and speed it up

Places to go don’t give a damn

Worry about myself and don’t give in

bullet in my brain just to feel the pain

Worry about the things I can’t control

I’m gonna fill my body with bullet holes tonight

(casperrr)

3am throwing up all the shit I ate

now I'm on the bathroom and my body ache

I think I smoked more than I could take

I don't fuck with anyone, everybody's fake

trade me, replace me I know u fucking hate me

the way u try to make me feel the way u try to break me

go away and leave u make me feel sick with all the shit u say with all the things u do

(emptychest)

im fine till i cope

try to breath air but i choke

pretty purple lights glow inside my room tonight im always hot like cryoscope

wrote a note in envelope sent it out to the seas

on a boat and hope it makes it there yet

i live there nothing could ever be fine but i wont ever care im wishing for the best

and im staring life right in the eyes saying, "test me." saying "test me."

(kuriosity)

should’ve known that she was a hoe

said i blow me a k

gotta get me some more gotta louie bet on the floor said i walk in the room

and her belt on the floor im too busy stackin my dough

i cant worry bout u i cant stress onna hoe

i feel like ive been here before feel like i’ve been here before

and ive been searchin through my own past tryna figure out who the fuck i am

and i’ve been getting in my own bag

i cant focus on u gotta focus on bands

good deeds cant cover up my bads

i did what i did i am who i am

the shit u said hurt so bad but u wouldn’t get it u wont understand

Crisis w/ casperrr, teddyboi, The North Shore, kuriosity & emptychest [+ sogimura]

An emotional alt-pop/rap track about wanting to be remembered after everything fades

Loop Me Later

Heavy on My Heart

producer - engineer - promoter
studio manager @ jungle lords

break my spine (prod. love,matt x chris marek)

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