prod @alphieafterlife

lovecupid
she was the girl i met in winter 
she had pretty black hair
she was cold as the winter
she knew god could not save her
how does it feel to be alone
dont take that pill might overdose
 dont be a bitch dont be a pussyy
it cant be that bad at home
your walk home all alone 
dont let your life be that bad

you said your life going bad way well i believe you
just look at yourself 
we both know you need your mental heath
you so fucking degusting
i know i cant help you
just look at me and look at you two broken parallels 


how does it feel to be alone
dont take that pill might overdose
 dont be a bitch dont be a pussyy
it cant be that bad at home
your walk home all alone 
dont let your life be that bad



alphie

im so scared of you
you want me to be better but what can i do
up all the night and sleep all the day
no sleep for the weak
up all the night and sleep all the day
no sleep for the weak
im so scared of you
you want me to be better but what can i do
up all the night and sleep all the day
no sleep for the weak
up all the night and sleep all the day
no sleep for the weak

girl i met in winter w/ alphie

based on the anime "our dating story"
prod me

cant do what i want to do
i might die today
ill try not to lose my sanity
from the way u move
and the way u talk to those other dudes
and i hate myself
i wanna kill me too
and everyday we talk
i fear were ending soon
cos i noticed u started distancing
and i knew with time
you'd eventually leave me

im such a jealous loser
im such a jealous loser
im such a jealous loser
im such a jealous loser
x2

cant do what i want to do
i might die today
ill try to lose my sanity
from the way u move
and the way u talk to those other dudes
and i hate myself
i wanna kill me too
and everyday we talk
i fear were ending soon

jealous loser

you didn't? know me before we met each other

why would you say you love another
was it my fault
just tell me why did i do you wrong
you called me back on sunday 
i called you back on Friday
you said i couldn't do you wrong
i didn't know what to even what to even do
you said  you just make love songs
its not what you think but ik that i fuck it all up
it like a headache
but i dont want to give it all up
it like my brain does not want to work
do you feel good well you crying on the ground
do you want me to help you up
it not what you thought 
its not what you wanted it 
it not what you need

my head hurts

i love d frag and i HATEGEGEEEE wisdom teeth !!!!!!!!!!!

i could do sm better
only if i wanted to!!!!!!
nothing's rly stopping me
besides my rly shitty mood
and lack of sleep i guess
and lack of friends too
there's so many things
that i dont rly care 2 do

more and more excuses
i'm running out of them
don't know what to do with
my fucking life again
i stopped trusting people
i have a messed up head
im sorry i ignored u
i dont mean 2 upset :((((( </3

i must be 
in that 1 game
where u can't logout
or they'll fry ur brain

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but only if i wanted to!!!!!

i sit in the back of the classs
why did my life end this bad
just tell me what i did wrong i dont understand
you dont know me im such a weirdo piece of shit
i feel so weird i feel so wrong
i take a blade let begone
my soul is yours my soul is cross
i told you secrets now there gone
ig it weird that im in love
i give u my heart now it all gone
im so sick of all thses game that you would always play
your like a poison that i cant get enough of it
just tell me im in love and i come back to you
i promise im the only one for you
cut my soul into pieces im the one for you 
you had my heart then you had to destroy it too
so cut my skin open and come into me 
i promise your the only addictive drug i need
so cut me open 
and take me away from here
i need your love my dear
 i cant survive here

take my angel wings

You said that you'd never forget me
"Make sure that you never come back to me
Because that's what you need, so"
I guess i don't mind that.
Never mind that
I Never stop that
You never stop shit, but you say you stopped that
Did i get that? "Did you get that?" I've been hearing you, I don't wanna get that.

i forced myself to say bad things just so she could move on
Do i regret it?
Yes baby, I already dread it
I-I always wanna see you smile, so I'll go and make you hate my guts
Cause, I know you'll come back
You've always been silly like that.

You've been gone so long, I miss your face
I've been tryna clean the blood up, but there's still a trace
You don't know me.
You don't know that.
All this fucking dumb shit you don't get that.

You've always made me feel so good, i cant explain it.
You can paint me as the asshole ,
If that means you can get better.

I hate it, its always in my mind
always replaying thoughts that i cant make you mine.

Want it all to stop-stop
Never wanna talk-talk
Crying alone at night cause you never give a fuck
"You're annoying." Trust i get that "Disappointing." I already know that-that
I can't stand, when you talk, when you lie, its always in my mind

I'll confess cause you're not around that i made you hate my guts
At least at the end.
Always wanted more than friends
So i guess it sucks i had to take another step

Hurt me just so you could get better.

being over obsessive and dependant ruined my life

im so pissed
you can see the blood thats covering my fist
throw ur stuff into a pit 
cause you treated me like shit
i hate fighting for our love when u miss treat me all again
my emotions stuck inside like a bottle filled with sin

why am i still fighting?
dont know why im still trying
you just keep fucking lying
i think im done replying
all of those messages went right over ur head
i guess thats it where done i wont text u again




i guess thats it were done i wont text u again
u had ur fun with me no i am not ur friend
i guess thats it were done i wont text u again
and i wont say goodbye this is the end

why am i still fighting?

nanananananananan
nananannaaa
nanannanananan
nanananannnaaaaaaaa

i met a girl in outer space and took her to the shore
play in the sand holding hands and much more
without you i feel so lonely
make sand castles while you hold me close
while you hold me close and close again

nanananananananan
nananannaaa
nanannanananan
nanananannnaaaaaa

nanananananananan
nananannaaa
nanannanananan
nanananannnaaaaaaaaaaaa

shore

someday in hell
i should leave you cut up on the floor 
your so ugly 
i dont want you here with me 
no more

i think your stupid
i think your ugly
your just like cupid
nobody loves me


you say im crazy
how do you know that anyways
im sorry that im fuck up anyways
you hate mee
but i love you
 i need to kil you 
you cant be mine anyways
i know that im scary
ik that you hate me
ik that you want me
ik that im delusional
this is how things go
im just one fuck up hoe
this is just how it goes

you sound crazy w/thisismyreality

prod me

i love the way u smell
i love the way u talk
and the colour of ur nails
i love the way u walk
yea that shit could cast a spell
but i hate ur new boyfriend
i hope ur doing well :/

saw u in class
pulled up ur ig
i kno i never asked
cuz im way too shy to be
talkin to u
my request went right thru
saw the noti on ur phone
but u didnt have a clue
who i was

i know i cant
tell u how im really feeling
cuz ur sometimes so demeaning
and that crushes my being

but i got a crush on u baby
pls love me no maybes
yea the way u flip ur hair
it drives me fucking crazy
kill me and degrade me
i swear i can take it
anything to be with u
i kno that we can make it

(i know i cant
tell u how im really feeling
cuz ur sometimes so demeaning
and that crushes my being)

i love the way u smell
i love the way u talk
and the colour of ur nails
i love the way u walk
yea that shit could cast a spell
but i hate ur new boyfriend
i hope ur doing well :/
x2

hope ur doing well

prod me

i cant
i cant help but wonder
is this all there is to life
lets bend laws of space n time
space n time

i cant do it
u jus want too much from me
ill break thru it
bring down the walls n set me free
i can prove it
u wanna see the best of me
i swear ill do it
jus pass the knife n then we'll see

my head hurts

lovecupid

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