oh how i'd love to get died right now

slowly, but surely, and definitely,
intrusive thoughts haunt and overwhelm me.
consume me, i struggle desperately,
but i am beaten and effortlessly.

there's nothing in the end, but i don't i care.
i had nothing anyway.
x2

and you seem to allure. death's the only cure.
x4

waiting to rot, the suspense is intense
i am still alive, but at what expense?
i'm at a point where i'm not at a point,
i need some time alone and a fat joint.

there's nothing in the end, but i don't i care,
i had nothing anyway.
x2

and you seem to allure, death's the only cure.
x4

you seem to allure

prod @alphieafterlife

lovecupid
she was the girl i met in winter 
she had pretty black hair
she was cold as the winter
she knew god could not save her
how does it feel to be alone
dont take that pill might overdose
 dont be a bitch dont be a pussyy
it cant be that bad at home
your walk home all alone 
dont let your life be that bad

you said your life going bad way well i believe you
just look at yourself 
we both know you need your mental heath
you so fucking degusting
i know i cant help you
just look at me and look at you two broken parallels 


how does it feel to be alone
dont take that pill might overdose
 dont be a bitch dont be a pussyy
it cant be that bad at home
your walk home all alone 
dont let your life be that bad



alphie

im so scared of you
you want me to be better but what can i do
up all the night and sleep all the day
no sleep for the weak
up all the night and sleep all the day
no sleep for the weak
im so scared of you
you want me to be better but what can i do
up all the night and sleep all the day
no sleep for the weak
up all the night and sleep all the day
no sleep for the weak

girl i met in winter w/ alphie

i used to find that there was too much time,
but now i want more days to look at you.

give me a moment more,
never felt so much awe,
i’m looking down at the floor,
i get too nervous and reach the door.

nervous

i get too nervous

dead standing

dear god my fucking legs

you didn't? know me before we met each other

why would you say you love another
was it my fault
just tell me why did i do you wrong
you called me back on sunday 
i called you back on Friday
you said i couldn't do you wrong
i didn't know what to even what to even do
you said  you just make love songs
its not what you think but ik that i fuck it all up
it like a headache
but i dont want to give it all up
it like my brain does not want to work
do you feel good well you crying on the ground
do you want me to help you up
it not what you thought 
its not what you wanted it 
it not what you need

my head hurts

prod @taymxru

Lyrics:

i feel like a loser
i wish for the very best
i can never lie to you, don't mind me
i don't know how to be kind

creeping at your bedroom door
you said that you loved me but your a whore
i feel like a loser just staring at you
i hate my own life wish i was brand new

i wish for the very best
i can never lie to you, don't mind me

my room smells like you tonight
just standing by you feels like a spotlight
wanna protect you but i can't fight
hearing your name, i just wanna die

creeping at your bedroom door
you said that you loved me but your a whore
i feel like a loser just staring at you
i hate my own life wish i was brand new

free download

introverted loser

prod casper's pishogue 
i think im obbess with how i look at you
every time we talk i just wanna kill you
so im sick and tired of all things you do
im sick tired of all things you d0
bloodstains on all the walls
im so tired of theses fucking withdraws
i really hope you get my call
cause im so done with you 
its so scary in my inside  my head
hold my breath and hope i can count 10
i hope i make it 10 secs

kill

@h4rtbrkr

get well, get well
get well, or get lost
your voice is haunting all my thoughts

i heard your mom call me a nutcase
i know you can tell just by looking at my face

get well, get well
get well, or get lost
your world is tearing mine apart

h4rtbrkr - get well lost cover

@thisismyreality

this
Your an evil human 
But you can't help it 
Anymore
Don't wanna see you fall apart
Your so stupid
Your so stupid

love cupid
i think your stupid
your not that smart
didnt know you
take it this fucking far
i wanna kill you 
i wanna capture you 
i wanna see you bleed 
i wanna hurt you
you said u fcking hate me
like its my fault
i started doing some drugs
i got some withdraws
ik you hate me
like its my fault
or im i just on withdraws
do i mean nothing to you x6

my head hurts

lovecupid

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