(prod. dead yami)
hey u can u be mine i think that we could be smth someday
jk yea nevermind i forgot i still have my nbk
so i have little time before my brains are all over the place
you stupid fluoride minds will feel the wrath and also get a taste

im up to smth stupid im up to smth dumb
im up to smth stupid im gonna grab my gun
im up to smth stupid almost forgot my bombs
why am i so damn useless? cant wait till were all gone

i never had a real love in my entire life
unless u count my arm who really loves my old knife
mom im so sorry but i cant take this anymore
not my fault fully its mainly all of those goth whores

im up to smth stupid im up to smth dumb
im up to smth stupid im gonna grab my gun
im up to smth stupid almost forgot my bombs
why am i so damn useless? cant wait till were all gone

i feel like i am nothing
one day i will be something
i do not deserve loving
but my gun deserves humming

yea i feel like nothing, yea i feel like nothing but thats alright

im up to smth stupid im up to smth dumb
im up to smth stupid im gonna grab my gun
im up to smth stupid almost forgot my bombs
why am i so damn useless? cant wait till were all gone

im up to smth stupid im up to smth dumb
im up to smth stupid im gonna grab my gun
im up to smth stupid almost forgot my bombs
why am i so damn useless? cant wait till were all gone

cant wait till were goneeee x4

im up to something stupid

shout out my EMT juliet 🩷🖤
go listen on spotify now! psych ward - kantstopslurring

(soul)
yea i know im all alone
in my room im a cutter
watching me through the door
while i sleep im a number

hearing things
brain beware
he is not real dont trust him
diamond ring
she will wear
in my dream, dream turned nightmare

so angry i wanted to die
once im back i wont hate my life
but they never help its a lie
medication, devistation, hate my mind

(prescriptionoverdose)
tell me why
they have me
stuck in that room i cant stand it
i already 
planned it when i
get out ima shoot you

(soul)
in that room i lost a bit of myself
the colors on the wall made me go crazy help
in that wretched place filling pages for Bells ❤️
front to back, my anger snapped  they sent me off to hell

(prescriptionoverdose)
i cant get out of here anytime soon
i fucking hate you 
stuck in my room with white walls
white bedsheet and white halls too

(soul)
so angry i wanted to die
once im back i wont hate my life
but they never help its a lie
medication, devistation, hate my mind

(prescriptionoverdose)
sleep deprived while im in here
and its your fault im 
gonna get out and shoot you
i dont want to 
be here again 
anytime soon 
split you ln two

psych ward!

fuxkace-
missed calls on my phone
sippin rose all alone
i cant do this shit when your home
i just fucked ur bitch and she gave me fucking dome
im in love
with these drugs
i dont know
where ill go but its better than here

soul-
get me outta here i cannot wait
shawtys in my ears, "run away"
shes always calling my phone
shes acting so obsessed
let me on my own 
so i can slit my wrist
fucked up baby yea im fucked up
drugged up baby dont shoot up
run away x3

waiting in the queue for 25 minutes to play skate

original song, i made a alt version of a song by untitled and used that.

lyrics:
im so tired
but i cant sleep
i dont know what im doing
i want someone to love me
but i cant
even love myself

i hate my stupid life
i just wanna quit and give up
but i cant
im so scared
i dont wanna hurt anyone
im too much of a loser
i cant even help myself

i dont want to be alone
but i have no other choice
i dont wanna die on the side of the road
so please help me
give me something
to build on and
i swear i wont waste it this time

i wanna love someone
i want something in my life to depend on
but i cant even love myself
so whats the point
im just a parasite
im a loser

im so damn tired
but i cant sleep
i wanna give up
but i cant even help myself
deteriorating mental health
i just wanna quit

im a loser

all credit goes to akira/pwned :)
really liked this song so i decided to cover it!
go check out akira: https://soundcloud.com/akira3ksucks


It's all your fault
I'll cut my wrist and go to sleep
Will you call me?
You're everything, I'm on my knees
Satisfied, I'll look up in your eyes
Terrified, why you so terrified?


Bloodstained sundress
You ruined everything
Cuts all on your neck
I hate this feeling
Bloodstained sundress
You ruined everything
Cuts all on your neck
I hate this feeling


Nothin' matters at all when you're not around
Nothin' matters at all when you're not around
I'll paint my clothes in blood
I guess it was never enough
I cared, I always cared
I hope you see right through my bluff

Bloodstained sundress
You ruined everything
Cuts all on your neck
I hate this feeling
Bloodstained sundress
You ruined everything
Cuts all on your neck
I hate this feeling

valentine #404

me and souls song wars song  w/soulsecret

Just a song about my ex and how she fucked me over TwT

A Love Story From Londyn

self prod ofc. if you need anything like mental help or just wanna say hello please dm me. i love you all

(lyrics)
i rlly hate this distance
but its the reason you liked me
before that i was just a nuisence(idk how to spell it)
after i left you were crying

i wish you liked me when i liked you
but u never rlly seemed to care all that much
your initials on my leg i cut through
i still keep that hoodie you gave to me at lunch

my seashell
man i fucked up
my seashell
ilysm

im still bad at writing poems, seashell

reasons

oh kitty kitty cat
oh kitty kitty cat
run forever and dont look back
when you die and go straight to hell
surf the lava on a turtle shell

oh kitty kitty cat
oh kitty kitty cat
run forever and dont look back
you look great and you look swell
youre gonna make me wanna kill myself

run forever and dont look back

Asylum [Mastered by Nicotxn.]

I <3 MUZIC
I Love My Haters I Wouldn't 
Be Here Without You Guys <3

Asylum [Mastered by Nicotxn.]

Jakeit