Loss Of Leisure

I am surrounded my so many incredibly talented and beautiful artists and I figure its about time I put together a mix of my friends and family. 
-- Tracklist below --

Soul - Catch This Vibe (0:00 - 0:39)
SunflowerSav - COULD U? (0:39 - 2:20)
Celeste - Your Love (2:20 - 5:25)
Incndscnt - Bad Luck (5:25 - 8:34)
Meyer Joseph Fisher - Somebody Told Me (8:34 - 10:37)
rottingscott - the petal that kept your page (10:37 - 13:04)
wednesday - even if i tried (13:04 - 16:15)
m_ficus - NO SIGNAL (16:15 - 18:40)
Sunset Tim - FEEL4YOU (18:40 - 22:04)
Whoissensei - swear (22:04 - 23:09)
Sagé - Gen Z (23:09 - 26:11)
Gage - Tunnel (26:11 - 28:05)

friends and family (episode 1)

its all love to https://soundcloud.com/m_ficus with the mad sampling and even chunkier drums, heard this track and couldn't help myself so I started writing and this is where it ended up,

original track can be listened to here: https://soundcloud.com/m_ficus/no-signal

m_ficus - no signal (w love jones verse)

lil freestyle/jam from yesterday. trying to get past this wall of everything i make has to be meaningful and serious and so here's me having a bit of fun :)

hey you up?

wtf (prod. tejas)

produced by tejas
written by louis bedroom
mixed by ilysm
cover art by patty hills

target:
head was flooded with thoughts, had to get outta the casa
I took a walk, walk, walk, walk, la caminata
aye, man I love it when it’s quiet
when I’m outside in plain sight and daylight is dying
maybe I could buy some boba, been craving since I woke up
a leather jacket, sweater cuz it’s cold like my sprite soda 
told my parents I’m returning late, I need the day alone
cuz I’ve been stressed out needa get out of my home, I
saw someone lurkin’ in my direction
I swerved away from attention 
don’t carry lotsa cash, and my own two hands are my only weapon
felt unlucky for what’s comin’ up next
cuz this junky tried to jump me for this one piece on my neck, uh
would be lying if I said I didn’t see it comin’
left him dying, bleeding red cuz I had anger running through my system 
through my veins the pain pumps in a rhythm 
all fun and games until the flooding rains fall on a victim
credits and compliments to my bad decisions
never contemplate complications, the fog it thickens
not in a strong condition, made distances off and on
I’m so motherfuckin’ angry that I’m oddly calm
maybe God set me a plan where I’m an easy target
maybe I just need to grow a pair, get chest hair started
maybe I’m an easy target just for y’all to fuck with
maybe I shouldn’t give fucks about all the assumptions

ma:
yeah you don’t like me but you think I’m pretty
I fit in with vikings and fit in with hippies
putting the work in, I’m grinding like really
put that on my mama, she oughta stay living

put that on my mama
saw how we living, and I had to boss up
my hand-me-downs shrinking, so I gotta cop some
new clothing, not holding no cash so I dash out with caution
issa common thing, 
pickin’ wallets outta pockets, and I’m hustling 
couple cents for some gum, pay my lunch brodie
Ima gentlemen but hungry as a cutthroat be,
gorgeous as fuck your girlfriend want my eyebrows, 
tell her to pipe down
auntie don’t like my earring, got two more on my right now 
don’t needa be iced out
born where the snow make a hoe wanna jump in it
so if you go in the cold, you’ll be lovin’ it
clowns bring the whole damn circus in a happy meal
ima make em step back a whole damn field, uh 
lucky that I’m here today
money you know I gotta take
something to stop the tummy ache
and something for the blues
thank God for my momma
and thank my momma for lotta the shit that
we got and brought up
thank God we’re under a roof, yeah
prayin’ for the family still
prayin’ for the best and for rest every meal, uh
prayin’ I care less about me
and prayin’ for enemies I’ll eventually see, uh

yeah you don’t like me but you think I’m pretty
I fit in with vikings and fit in with hippies
putting the work in, I’m grinding like really
put that on my mama, she oughta stay living

tryna forgive, tryna forget
I can’t take back all the shit that I’ve said
tryna forgive, tryna forget
I’m tryna be someone that I can accept

target/ma

produced by tejas
written by louis bedroom, ilysm
mixed by ilysm
cover art by patty hills

lyrics:

verse 1 - louis bedroom
blood's thicker than water, but I’d drown in the sea
we’re all droplets in the river, insignificantly
this life is a waterfall, and that is all it’ll be
shed blood, sweat, and tears, then I’m fallin’ asleep
don’t feel the rain ‘less it’s fuckin’ pouring
I’m dead when it’s fuckin’ morning
you fuckin’ with the process, then progress is forming
lemme remind you who the fuck I am
I’m more than skin and bone and hands
this flesh is temporary
see you at the cemetery
see you when I see you cuz we get busy when growin’ up
damage makes you old as fuck
baggage, yeah I’m holdin’ some
famished while there’s lots on my plate,
feel like time slowin’ but I’m fastin’
feelin’ static, not lettin’ go of what I’m grabbin’ 
I’m in between somewhere heavy and a Gravity Chamber
tryna bite off what I’ll chew and what I’ll actually savour 
cuz we’ll all fuckin’ die someday so why not try some shit
don’t wanna waste away my life, I’m still alive I’m tired of it, uh
blood's thicker than water, there's red in my sink
yeah bitch i drink from the tap, and what I spit is on ink
and what i think is distinct, pennies and thoughts in a cup
green tea, french vanilla, or hot chocolate mugs
I wish I still had an addiction so yall could say I need more help
petite markers with kief particles, overkill
crossfading on walks, waiting for buses
I was always munchin’ on somethin’ fuckin’ ‘round or being loud on public transport 
now I’m beginning to transform
ran my mouth like “fuck you and everything that you stand for”
feel like an early bird but I got bad insomnia 
and I can’t find the words to explain it like it’s in Narnia 
used to wanna smoke every bit of the pain away, drink til I forgot my name
now I wanna sit alone all by my own and meditate 
I saw an angel from the heaven’s gates
and it told me “wait for better days”

verse 2 - ilysm
bloods thicker than water and i still cry myself to sleep
my family tell me “rin! oh rin! you do this shit so selflessly!”
while ignoring the self interest of all of these selfish deeds
itll pass you see, think im dead cos my life is in my past to me
confess these sins to my pastor, ayo speak up
you ask too many questions i implore you to look out
fed make me red and im avoiding all that bull
dont want that heat to penetrate every crevice inside your skull
so sensual, now thats a mindfuck
bitch ill throw you for a loop cos thats how mine was
aye, my oh my may i remind us
we procrastinate our lives away a mistake until we gone
and bloods thicker than water, and i see you tote that nine
so if you make me bleed i beg you look me in my eyes
we are one in the same, swear we one in the same
our only difference is the fact that i got one in the brain

blood & water (ft. ilysm)

issues

Pegg that bitch p2

a taste of freedom

(photo by @ckingphotos on insta)

White Horse // Rap Congregation

luv jones this shit stinky :((

the lovely homies <3
https://soundcloud.com/mgnta
https://soundcloud.com/incndscnt
https://soundcloud.com/sunsettim
https://soundcloud.com/parallel-prophets
https://soundcloud.com/carnivillian
https://soundcloud.com/senseithesavior
https://soundcloud.com/dorseedor
https://soundcloud.com/asstronautmke
https://soundcloud.com/user-575850937
https://soundcloud.com/m_ficus

half of strawberry jam:
https://soundcloud.com/strawberry-jam-594706340

hella open to collabs with other artists!

(ive got an alternative sideproject called soundcloud.com/playingwithshadows)

m_ficus - no signal (w love jones verse)

love jones

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