It was suppose to be you

left4dead! w/ killomelet (kthulu)

steve jobs, sir alex ferguson, michael jackson, quincy jones, jay z, kanye west, alejandro sosa, nemo the fish - they understand this, and so should you. take the gamble in life.

So Impossible (Prod. Noxa)

Expensive Shyt ft. fuckscythe (+thumbaww) #bxll #mh

fuck that sick zionist prick
produced by @audijunko

RIP CHARLIE KIRK

maybe
i love it when you’re gone 
it helps me day dream
about lying in your arms

baby
i know when it gets hard
I’ll love you from afar
you’ll never be alone
you’ll always have somewhere to call your home

my baby
you know whos just my type
we act just alike
you know just what i like; my baby

lately 
its getting hard to move
the fear of missing you
i dont know what to do
without my baby

you’re everything i’ve wanted
correct me if im wrong
its weighing on my conscious

my baby

i dont write love songs

Suddenly had the motivation to make another song but I’m also super sick so idk

Also I’m 22 now, posting this a month late. Sorry for missing the birthday drop to those of you who waited for it. 


Can you teach me to love

Cause I’m all out of touch

And I need you to catch me

Cause I’m falling over 

You tell me that I’m fine

But you’re not in my mind

If you were you would see I’m not worth the work 

Maybe it’s all my fault 

Worth the work

Worth the work

Worth the work

Maybe it’s all my fault 

Maybe Its all my fault

maybe its all my fault

Baby I’ll fix it all

Baby I'll fix it all

Never learned to burn like you

But you feel so right I can’t run out of time 

When I get my hands on you

On you

On you

Baby can you please come over

I miss your taste 

And it keeps me sober

I miss your face 

can you kiss me over and over again

Till I’m purple and red

Burn

NO INTEREST

SuperNova [Prelude]

Grinch

🔻 Song Insight



Project Concept — “Chaos Crashin: Variants”
A social experiment in sound and identity. Each version of Chaos Crashin tells the same story from a different emotional frequency — blues, alt-rock, hyper-trap, cinematic synth, whatever shape truth takes in that moment. It’s an exploration of creative relativity: the same heartbeat expressed through different bodies.

In a time when genres are dissolving, this project asks a simple question: if feeling is universal, why should sound have borders?

🔻 Lyrics

Intro:
chaos crashin’, toxic flashin’
learned reaction — shorty gassin’
streets feel like love — I’m gone
time’s my plug — I’m on
come on, beg me baby—beg me for a little more

Verse 1:
whispers in confession—what you need from me?
heat risin’ up—let the world see
pull up quick—it’s ’bout to pop off
neighbors knockin’—we can’t stop off
lie on lie—we play it right
life’s a gamble—bet it all tonight

Bridge 1:
pull me, push me—come on, baby
it’s cool—call me crazy
maybe, baby—it’s time we locked in
pull me close—don’t blink
wind me up—I’m tweakin’ slow
run it up—shorty, let it go
drive me wild—I’m goin’ numb
press play—rewind—give me some

Chorus:
we stay consistently inconsistent
two sides twistin’, never resistant
each step forward—I pay that price
won’t be long—roll the dice

Bridge 2:
when it’s day—you call it night
spark it up—let it burn bright
past is dead—don’t rewind
time moves on—we lose our mind

Chorus 2:
I’m straight—you say I’m wrong
pull me back—still sing my song
rear-view love—I ain’t seein’ through
you let go—I’m stuck on you

Refrain:
pull me, push me—come on, baby
it’s cool—call me crazy
maybe, baby—it’s time we locked in
pull me close—hit the floor again
wind me up—I’m tweakin’ slow
run it up—shorty—let it go
drive me wild—got me goin’ dumb
press play—rewind—give me some

Verse 2:
you say you hate me—but love that fame
smack my ego—chant my name
read your chaos like a code
rubik’s heart—I still reload

Outro:
do what works—chaos reigns
addicted to the words—the games
loop it back—same refrain
pull me in before you fade
this crazy never stays—never stays—never stays

🔻 Personal Reflection
“I wrote Chaos Crashin when I realized that love and addiction can share the same pulse. It’s not just about a relationship—it’s about the high of intensity itself. I wanted the production to feel like a heartbeat running too fast, then slowing down just before it breaks. When Suno processed it, the AI gave me this dual-voice conversation that felt like two versions of me trying to stay sane in the noise.”

🔻 4Me2BeFree
For 4Me2BeFree, Chaos Crashin continues the mission of transforming raw emotion into cinematic storytelling. Each song becomes a mirror—reflecting identity, queerness, heartbreak, and rebirth through sound design that moves like film. The project blurs the line between digital distortion and human truth, proving that chaos itself can be harmony when you let it speak.

🔻 Copyright Notice
All lyrics and content featured in this post are protected under copyright (© 2025) and have been securely time-locked and validated through a crypto-based verification system to ensure originality and ownership. Unauthorized reproduction or distribution of any part of these works without explicit consent is strictly prohibited.

SuperNova [Prelude]

NOXAZAMIA