cuz i 
i hope they watch over tonight
got tears huddling in your eye
for someone to say its alright
tonight
the stars watching over your life
but some things u have to decide 
i wait for you here on my side
my side

i dont understand my headspace
i dont know what i been doin
i been doin shit but not the first time
ur on the wrong side of my story
months gone and i cant let go
ever since u aint it make home
missing chances to let you know
that u dont have to feel alone

i look into the sky
and then i wonder why
the world took u so early
they always take them so early
always take them so early why

i dont even know what im still here for

cuz i 
i hope they watch over tonight
got tears huddling in your eye
for someone to say its alright
tonight
the stars watching over your life
but some things u have to decide 
i wait for you here on my side
my side

guardian (yandere + odel)

reach for your hand but your not there
so i’ll just act like i dont care (lovecompound)
watch and stare
but u dont see me anymore
you dont see me anymore
i dont wanna live my life
lets put it all aside
look at me in my eyes 
my eyes

i want u know that im trying my best
and that im not protending
u know your better off
but u come and defend me
your better off
so i wait for an ending
i dont want u to hurt
if its all my fault
the pills hit your brain
and their turning it off
the pills hit your brain
and their turning it off

I suffer 
by my lonely 
I stay lowkey 
u don’t know me 

uh oh In my head 
waiting for my happy end
don’t know what is happening 
don’t know where my focus went 
uh oh you again 
wish I was a better friend
I lose track of everything 
I struggle with anything 

want to be in your surrounding 
can’t get up again I’m drowning
digits in my head I’m counting 
tell me what you know about it

reach for your hand but your not there
so i’ll just act like i dont care (lovecompound)
watch and stare
but u dont see me anymore
you dont see me anymore
i dont wanna live my life
lets put it all aside
look at me in my eyes 
my eyes

glass castle +senses (yandere)

i made this song one night when i was bored. all my friends told me to drop it so enjoy :) also album otw <33

lyrics:

i just hop on that bitch
and im killin that shit
im totin im totin the weight my wrist
and somedays i still wish
that i didnt exist
id like it better if i didnt exist
and im so sorry bout texting my exes n shit
think imma go put a x on that bitch
i got too much on my plate on my dish
so i lay on my back and i flop like a fish

bitch i been sick no nurse
i been out doin shit first
memories back to the burbs
made fun of me for my shirt
yea that shit for the birds (just like the hawk)
now its my turn
i been out doin shit wrong
ion need watch on my tone
guess i been this shit for so long
used to make fun now they singing my songs
but ion even notice

i been wasting days i needa focus
posted in the field just like a lotus
jesus christ why was i chosen
jesus christ what is the motive

brand new whip gon drive with top down
leave me a message bitch ion wanna talk now
ion even tell time but they gon watch now
fresh new fit with the chain n it bust down

(x4)

i just hop on that bitch
and im killin that shit
im totin im totin the weight my wrist
and somedays i still wish
that i didnt exist
id like it better if i didnt exist
and im so sorry bout texting my exes n shit
think imma go put a x on that bitch
i got too much on my plate on my dish
so i lay on my back and i flop like a fish

bitch i been sick no nurse
i been out doin shit first
memories back to the burbs
made fun of me for my shirt
yea that shit for the birds (just like the hawk)
now its my turn
i been out doin shit wrong
ion need watch on my tone
guess i been this shit for so long
used to make fun now they singing my songs
but ion even notice

pigeon talk (odece + garasu)

eternal +9souls (hiyori)

where u are + wstdyth + sparr00w (odel + soma)

sometimes i wonder how i got here
all these pictures i put up up on my wall
wanna tear em down i try not fall
i put the phone on the table dont wanna trip everytime we talk everytime that u call 
i dont know what what i would do right here if i lose you its not clear

girl tell me is it for real
girl tell me is it for real

i want nothing
girl im tryna be more than u ask
u could start with giving it back
and leaving the rest past

i feel nothing matters
i feel like nothing hurts
i cant read the patterns
i been getting worse
i feel like nothing matters
i feel like nothing hurts
i cant read the patterns
i been getting worse

(blxty)
girl take a good look at my face
i make it so obvious
don't turn your back on me
and side with the audience
i know i'm not perfect
tell me someone that's perfect
i promise no one is perfect
they like blxty why u do that
u call me stupid to my face girl i knew that
you tell me you miss me lots, well can you prove that
well, can you prove that?

girl we gotta work something out
like i dont wanna talk about nothing else
i wanna be inside your house
girl we can talk it out
ur always all up in my head
i wanna get u out

i feel nothing matters
i feel like nothing hurts
i cant read the patterns
i been getting worse
i feel like nothing matters
i feel like nothing hurts
i cant read the patterns
i been getting worse

detachment +blxty (yandere)

cover of bladee and ecco2k's obedient <3

Can't you see it?
Bad dog, but for you I'm obedient
Trash Star, cross my heart, that's the reason
Look up at the stars, they're retreating
Don't get lost, don't live what I'm preaching
Drain Jesus, ice me immediately
Can't even come home when it's freezing
925, burn me my medallion
Smell like spray paint, yeah, what I'm off of
Link at the gas stop, won't stop, I can't stop
Can't even see clear, where I'm at though
This not a mansion, it's a castle
You a fuckboy, heard it from Ecco
Drain show, no face, came through the back door
We can't even bring no girls in my section
Feel like OD9, I'm a dragon
I can't even talk to myself cause I'm wrong now
White gate calling me, won't be long now
I can't even put those words in my songs now
Big strong compounds, life force get crossed out
Siren calling, ambulance sound
Drain Gang track you down like a blood hound
I can't even trust myself when the night comes
Four doors, red or blue, pick the right one
It's some writing on the wall, it said "Die scum"
No heart, but I do wish I had one
And my baby wanna know what I'm scared of
Don't worry, it's been taken care of
Bladee, I'm coming for the trash like a trashman
Hell Gang, put that back in the trash can
I can't even trust myself when the night comes
Step on my head twice like a cockroach

Every time I close my eyes I stop existing
Every now and again I can't tell the difference
Woke up falling, I'm still falling off of buildings
Want a new addiction, wanna fall victim
Something you might crush my heart but I'ma risk it
And I'm still sinking, need a curse lifted
Blacklisted at all the clubs but I can fix this
Think I need stitches, pray to three sixes
I wanna see heads roll, execute past life
Hundred white birds, ninety-nine fall out the sky
Fast life, race against time, it will outrun you
Rains return to the earth, sunlight to the underworld
Maybe in another life we could be lovers
Eversince we met, these thoughts keep getting worse
Iron will, ironed shirt, now I want a Fendi purse
I don't talk with empty words, what is any of it worth?
Every time I close my eyes, I go to prison
Every now and again I can feel the distance
Woke up running, I'm still running through the system
Want a new sickness, want to fall victim
Somewhere, someone broke your heart but I'ma fix it
And I'm still wishing for that first kiss
Get blacklisted at all the clubs in Seven Sisters
Industry children play with three sixes

obedient +crescent (yandere + lilac + waifu)

thats all i get thrown against the glass
i see right through your intellect
because i cry tears sometime
but you just gotta say im here
still anyway
cuz i dont see you that way
that way (x12)

(i gotta talk to you about something)

wanna talk about it now
wake up feeling dead but i been tryna leave the house
maybe one day ill be sleeping in the ground
wanna feel your touch do u even want me now
lemme calm down
i saw creeping in the door ask me if im better now
silence in your face ur always sneaking out the house
something has to give wanna make it better now
make better now

thats all i get thrown against the glass
i see right through your intellect

because its long nights talkin
the risk of walking
i feel so sensitive
have no options
i cant find closure
i lose composure
dont know what we’re doing but i want u closer
cuz all that u have is what i want 
cuz all that u have is what i want

shattered +ridgely2k

going to be dropping more soon srry 4 the wait <3

lyrics:

let go of it
all of this just for a crush
i been goin back and forth
like for a couple months
vulnerable in front of u like do u feel the rush
all this for a crush
yea all this for a crush

it hurts im giving in i show my love
im scared i give my heart its not enough
hurt my feelings but i try to brush it off
but i guess ill do whatever for my crush

all that talk but i see no walking
im just really tired of being your lost option
layin up on me your tryna get in my pockets
anything u want 
maybe i dont really want this at all

one thing that i know is time will tell
tryna break ur spell
when no is around
left me here with nothing i can even here a sound
i just want it back
will i ever make it out

like would u hold me down
and thats for life
am i your type
like everything you like
i feel like im dead
but im feeling you tonight
but i dont wanna
talk bout talk bout talk bout that tonight

let go of it
all of this just for a crush
i been goin back and forth
like for a couple months
vulnerable in front of u like do u feel the rush
all this for a crush
yea all this for a crush

it hurts im giving in i show my love
im scared i give my heart its not enough
hurt my feelings but i try to brush it off
but i guess ill do whatever for my crush

crush <3 (recyclebin + cozin)

made this beat with a bunch of oakscreen samples from splice fr such an amazing artist <3

lyrics:

walking with my hair tucked down
with the frayes undone
with a pain like anyone
feel like i dont even talk about nothing less than the rich life that i live
hanging on for all this time
with a pain that wont subside
and i dont wanna lose more time
is it better when u die

is it bad that i cant sleep
moving different
got my back against the wall
got my back against the wall
and i dont feel different
than the time u left me
i gotta do it this time
this time

gotta battle with the mess
backs against the wall
i put my armor to the test
damn i got it bad but every day i try my best
tryna do my best to get some rest
i need some rest

gotta take my time
weight on my back feel it pressurize
and it makes it hard
so hard

walking with my hair tucked down
with the frayes undone
with a pain like anyone
feel like i dont even talk about nothing less than the rich life that i live
hanging on for all this time
with a pain that wont subside
and i dont wanna lose more time
is it better when u die

bliss fields +oakscreen

your my darling now
you were my darling then
look to my face like i found when
they tried to erase us
but never again
if we are apart
we’ll find eachother again

one wing 
but maybe we can make it fly
one breathe 
but maybe were meant to die
darling 
like what if we could make a life
i cant exist like this

your cuts 
bleed blue
hope i bleed the same too
want your touch
i miss you
my darling
i love you

i blush
our lips touch
spent so much time inside a box
our first touch
i finally broke you from the locks
a first love
your always living in my thoughts
fate love
i wanna fresh start

darling (x2)

your my darling now
you were my darling then
look to my face like i found when
they tried to erase us
but never again
if we are apart
we’ll find eachother again

two as one
we’ll be together now and always
together now and always
two as one
we fly together
until death do us part
two as one 
a beautiful thing
a beautiful thing that we are

001 (yandere)

in memory of ashley <3

lyrics:

its hard to move
with a body and a face like that
its hard love
its hard love
and its been so bad
and its been so bad
we pick and choose but we always lose
been tempted to go through the suicide doors
its all about u
dont tell nobody to follow me when i lose

i dont care if i got everything you want
i dont have enough for myself
i cannot pay for a belt
i dont wanna spend all my money
on this stupid mf belt
and lately i been goin through hell
i been teaching lessons to myself
imma girl
and ill be your world
on my neck got diamonds and pearls
invest in all my friends
until im dead til im in the dirt
in debt
and ill do you dirty
at the club
like its 9:30
and they off the perks make me nervous
sorry ash cuz i missed your service

someday i hope
i can make it back to you
im in a test
and im gonna pass
and ill make it get back to you
thoughts i spawn in hell
i sit in the dark
if i can get back to you
i used to laugh with you
now i just laugh without you

and i hate laughing without you
dont laugh without you
and i hate laughing without you
dont laugh without you
and i hate laughing without you
dont laugh without you
no not without you

its hard to move
with a body and a face like that
its hard love
its hard love
and its been so bad
and its been so bad
we pick and choose but we always lose
been tempted to go through the suicide doors
its all about u
dont tell nobody to follow me when i lose

what it feels like to lose (yandere)

all black everything around me
sitting here in silence
put the cameras down please
be careful people die here
meaning of a short life
try not to avoid
the people
that surround you

im better now
maybe im just gettin out the house
i been getting down
but lately i been tryna make it out
can you hold me down
i just need something to hold on to
i just someone to come home to
make something out of this 

when im by your side
i evaporate
i get butterflies
when i look at ur face
we dont have to lie
dont let it dissipate
promise we’ll be fine
i know that this is fate

i hope we can make this worth
for moments that we had
every day is taken for granted
have you noticed all the things that we have
that we haveeee
i know that u want this to last
and ill always take you back
cherishing every day we have  

all black everything around me
sitting here in silence
put the cameras down please
be careful people die here
meaning of a short life
try not to avoid
the people
that surround you

we could watch the stars from inside the glass castle 
i felt your touch on my hand, then i felt it in my heart
we could do whatever we want to 
only thing that matters is that we’re together 

where u wanna go, i’ll  follow you 
whatever you need i’ll be there for you 
i'm just one text away, i'm just one call away 
i know you don’t feel like yourself, just know its gon b ok,

in the end I know
i’ve been there before 
and I made it out 
baby tell me now 
what you’re waiting for 
i’ll go with you if you want 

we could watch the stars from inside the glass castle 
i felt your touch on my hand, then i felt it in my heart
we could do whatever we want to 
only thing that matters is that we’re together

glass castle 2 +senses (yandere)

maybe i’ll sit in a garden and listen
maybe i’ll hear everything i’ve been missing
i’m scared more friends will be gone any minute
i know i’ve done some shit wrong i admit that

i know its more than it seems
you won’t talk to me
not perfect by any means
oh i get it
hope you know that these things are upsetting me
is this as hard as it gets

i gave you everything i have
i gave you everything i have
but it was too much
i guess i have to tone it back
i gave you everything

i gave you everything i have
i gave you everything i have
but it was too much
i guess i have to tone it back
i gave you everything (x2)

some days i sit with my head in my hands
somedays i lay in my bed til i cant stand it
feel like its harder to pratice than to preach
it gets so bad i can’t stand it

i feel locked up inside this box
i put myself inside of
and i hope that
i can find a way to make it out

i gave you everything i have
i gave you everything i have
but it was too much
i guess i have to tone it back
i gave you everything

i gave you everything i have
i gave you everything i have
but it was too much
i guess i have to tone it back
i gave you everything (x2)

always too much but never enough (saint mike)

keep your hands off me
keep your eyes off me
i feel dirty
when you look at me

i could go a lifetime or more
before i ever
wanna see you again
i feel so disgusting
when you see me like this
when you see me like this, like this

when you come around
it makes my skin crawl
when you come around
i cant think at all

keep your hands off me
keep your eyes off me
i feel dirty
when you look at me

wish for
one night of resting well
cant slow these thoughts that overwhelm
it gets exhausting
didnt want you to see me like this
didnt want you to see me like this

when you come around
it makes my skin crawl
when you come around
i cant think at all

keep your hands off me
keep your eyes off me
i feel dirty
when you look at me

grime (saint mike)

put your arms around me
suffocate in your body
im trying not to end it here
but it gets so severe

(x2)

is it all downhill from here i hope not
ever second i think of you i cant stop
infectious desire
and i dont really want to escape it

would you lay in my arm
feel the beating of my heart
try and tell me that you dont feel the same
we’re falling in love

(x4)

put your arms around me
suffocate in your body
im trying not to end it here
but it gets so severe

(x2)

severity (saint mike)

can you keep a secret
wish i could leave my body
oh i mean it
its always let me down
like do i deserve this
all this weight and pressure
and the exertion
and it only worsens
only worsens

drowning in the bath
i try to grasp for air
but when i reach for help
theres nobody there

say it isnt fair
only so much i can bare
wanna pull out all my hair
theres not much i can do

oh its bad again
somedays its hard to take a step outside
i know its all just in my mind
so i just lay in my bed
and hide
oh i just lay in my bed

(x2)

i always feel like a burden
watch the walls crumble down
the whole buildings burning
and i been running out of time
to put the fire out
feel it all crumble down
all around me
and my blurred surroundings, surroundings

drowning in the bath
i try to grasp for air
but when i reach for help
theres nobody there

say it isnt fair
only so much i can bare
wanna pull out all my hair
theres not much i can do

oh its bad again
somedays its hard to take a step outside
i know its all just in my mind
so i just lay in my bed
and hide
oh i just lay in my bed

(x2)

agoraphobic (saint mike)

every day i wake up in the body of a girl
being nerfed by the world
maybe one day ill find my worth
been getting to a point
where i hate this earth
maybe its not for me

since we met i felt in trouble
when i look at you it feels like seeing double
really make me wanna burst out my bubble
i just wanted to see if you could be my someone

you're the one that i wanted
and you're one that i needed
yea i'll hold you forever
yea cuz you keep me together

i met the baddest bitch last night (3x)
but i keep it lowkey
i met the baddest bitch last night (3x)
but i keep it lowkey 

yea i'm posted with my gang love
we just let it hang love
with my gang so i keep it lonely

yea i'm posted with my gang love
we just let it hang love
with my gang so i don't get lonely

wanna live inside a dream
find a river or stream
there's not much that i need
you're the only thing i need girl
there's really not that much to me
so i'm just talking on this beat

fuck fuck fuck
its been 4 years since i'm fucked up

and i'm feeling fragile now
yea i think a fucking blunt would take me out
in the city for bout four years now
and i wonder if i'll ever make it out

a girl against the world (rubbish)

my demon keeps me company (prod. northeast lights)

good luck charm </33 (prod. discent)

even an angel couldn't save me (prod. HXRXKILLER)

fucked up whats been goin lately
my love dont come and save me
my boy is whats saved on her iphone
now the nights gone wtf do i know
but now if i call you will you hate me
kneel down will the devil imitate me
i dont remember feeling safety
will you take me when the time comes

will you tell me im alright
lose my conscious 
ur hanging up the phone
going out every night
off the drank but ik thats what you wanted woah
but i was there
when shed always need me
and now you never answer me

she a cheater
ion need her
got drank got seventeen liter
got fucked up when i seen her
lil empty in this 2 seater
feel like peep bitch im drivin inna beamer
been about two tours i seen her
hugged her and she told me that she need me
girl you fucked up got no place at all

i know that you never really need me
fucked up when i listen to your cds
my girl so i never really hate tho
find out i gotta see you inna halo
find out that you really couldve saved me
give up or just leave its the same thing
dont finish what you started are you angry im gone again

fucked up whats been goin lately
my love dont come and save me
my boy is whats saved on her iphone
now the nights gone wtf do i know
but now if i call you will you hate me
kneel down will the devil imitate me
i dont remember feeling safety
will you take me when the time comes

will you tell me im alright
lose my conscious 
ur hanging up the phone
going out every night
off the drank but ik thats what you wanted woah
but i was there
when shed always need me
and now you never answer me

she a cheater
ion need her
ion need her

there once was a fallen angel [prod. odece]

milan w/ suckerpunk & lil hawk boy [prod. jvsper]

carebear <33 [prod. jonny]

i jus wanted u to fix the way that i don't feel at all
really miss the way you’d bounce around my head like basketball
we got problems but its not not late solve em intermission jus for kissin i jus want it back

do u really wanna live like this
spotlight feelin good but i know i'm not shit
friends with the burns on my wrist
but i'm reppin shini gang yea shini gang thats my clique
if its what u want then u gotta chase it
yea i'm tryna link like a chain bracelet
long hallway with many doors
i open one up i been here before
now i feel trapped i lay on the floor
i don't wanna move not anymore
try to live life with what i adore
but ion ever see u anymore
like a trance
lookin at the headlights dear in the road
greeted by the sunlight sex in the mornin
i promise i give my all your all i live for

i jus wanted u to fix the way that i don't feel at all
really miss the way you’d bounce around my head like basketball
we got problems but its not not late solve em intermission jus for kissin i jus want it back (x2)

harmony〘prod. blackwinterwells〙

hml +blackwinterwells (lilac)

mixed signals +glaive (hibleach)

girl next door +heads (shyburial)

i rarely make my own beats and feel like i suck at mixing but hope someone enjoys this <3

to be content

i want my shirt back +8485 (lilac + winter)

reinforcement (curtains)

i need someone to hold on to
when the whole world is laughing at u
i see it clearer in the mirror
thats its my fault that im on my own

thats its my fault that im on my own

im just so insecure 
but i dont what for
lay my head on the ground
cuz when it rains it pours
im losing all my wars

u dont have to ask me
calm down we’ll put it in the past
throw it in the trash
good things never last
i dont wanna live with or without you
lights out like a match
im lost in the ash
we touch and contrast 
i reach for your hand 
but i cant seem to cant seem to
burn and i crash
and i break through the glass
i feel so attached
with my feet laying still in the grass

so far, but so close
i'm so far but so close
..so far.. but im so close (oh)
so far, but so close :/

tell me why ur still stuck in my head
everyday i'm jus crying in bed
tell me lies will u do it again
i can feel my head tryna tell me 

get up off the floor
wont u leave out the door
had enough, want some more
why the fuck i do this for
she's jus rotten to the core
i can't feel but i'm still sore
when it rains it starts to pour
it's getting cold so close the door

long night stuck in the bathroom
im lookin at u
know we could die but that i used know
that im sinking down
if im ever found
listen to sounds
of what i used to give out (x2)

attachment +blxty (lilac)

lily ^_^
@lovecompound + shini gang + jsvc

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